Unrequited Love
By-LadySiri
Yaten woke up in the middle of the night with his heart pounding and a cold sweat covering his body. His whole body was trembling and when he reached a hand to his eyes, it came back covered in tears. His first instinct was to reach in between his bed and the wall and grab a razor, but then he remembered about Taiki. Yaten stumbled out of his bed and quietly walked over to Taiki's. He reached a hand out and gently shook Taiki awake.
"Taiki?"
"Just a couple of minutes."
"Taiki?"
"Please?"
"TAIKI!"
"What?"
"I had a really bad dream and it really scared me. And..."
Taiki sat up in bed and moved over a little so that Yaten could sit down next to him. Once Yaten sat down, Taiki put his arms around the smaller boy and held him close.
"And what?"
"I almost did it again. God, I'm trying so hard to stop it! But it just feels so good sometimes and I'm scared. I'm scared that one day I'll do it again but go too far and actually kill myself. I'm scared that one day you won't love me anymore. And I'm scared that one day this is all going to end."
"Yat-chan, calm down. I'll always be here for you, no matter what you think. What we have is going to last forever. I will always love you, despite what you may think. Okay?"
"Okay. Tai-chan, can I sleep in your bed tonight?"
"Sure."
Taiki mover over his bed to give Yaten room to lie down. Once they were both settle in Taik put his arm around Yaten and drew him close. Yaten turned around so that he was facing Taiki and starred right into his eyes.
"You were crying," stated Taiki.
Yaten nodded. Taiki moved a little closer to Yaten and started kissing where the tears once were.
"I'm so sorry."
"For what?"
"For all this happening to you. I just feel that if I had told you sooner you wouldn't have dreams like that and you wouldn't have those scars."
"Taiki, its not your fault It's --" before Yaten could finish his sentence he let out a big yawn.
Taiki laughed. "Okay, we won't argue about whose fault it is tonight. You need to get to sleep."
Taiki looked down at Yaten only to find that he was already asleep. Taiki drew him just a tad bit closer and kissed him on the forehead. "Goodnight, love."
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The next morning Seiya was the first one up. He had stumbled out of the room and into the kitchen expecting to find breakfast ready but it wasn't. He scratched his head in confusion then shuffled out of the kitchen and towards Taiki and Yaten's room. He knocked on the door once and then twice.
"Taiki? TAIKI! I WANT MY BREAKFAST!"
Seiya put his ear to the door just in time to hear a rather loud crash. A few minutes later Taiki opened the door to the room and glared at Seiya.
"Can't you cook for yourself? Or get a bowl of cereal together?"
"Well, uh..."
"Well, uh... go get something for yourself and let me sleep!"
"Taiki, its almost 11. How could you still be tired?"
"I didn't go to sleep till 3. Now leave me alone."
Taiki stumbled back into his room and shut the door in Seiya's face. Seiya scratched his head again and then headed off to the kitchen and began searching for some cereal. Back in Taiki and Yaten's room, Taiki had just gotten back to the bed when Yaten began trembling.
"Yat-chan! What's wrong?"
Yaten didn't respond. He was still asleep and probably stuck in a nightmare. Taiki shook Yaten, gently at first but then roughly. Finally Yaten stopped trembling and woke up. Taiki was so relieved that he hugged Yaten so hard he started to turn blue.
"Tai-chan... I... can't... breathe..."
"Oh my god! I'm so sorry. But you scared me. You were trembling so hard and nothing I did was waking you up."
"I'm sorry. I guess I kinda felt when you left the bed and that scared me and made me have a nightmare. Why did you leave anyways?"
"Seiya was banging on the door because breakfast wasn't ready."
"Stupid Seiya."
"Hey, be nice. It's not his fault that he can't cook."
"Sure it isn't. Tai-chan, why do you care for me so much?"
"Because you were there for me when I needed someone. You always listened to me, cared when no one else did. And because you are simply perfect."
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A/N- Okay so I said it would be a one-chapter thing but three people asked for more and since I'm writing this fic so I stop doing stupid things, like cutting, I figured it best to continue. If I have anymore creative genius for this fic, I'll be posting soon.
Thanks so much to kittycatw, ShortStuff 1, and Lil Yaten Fae
Laters.
siri
By-LadySiri
Yaten woke up in the middle of the night with his heart pounding and a cold sweat covering his body. His whole body was trembling and when he reached a hand to his eyes, it came back covered in tears. His first instinct was to reach in between his bed and the wall and grab a razor, but then he remembered about Taiki. Yaten stumbled out of his bed and quietly walked over to Taiki's. He reached a hand out and gently shook Taiki awake.
"Taiki?"
"Just a couple of minutes."
"Taiki?"
"Please?"
"TAIKI!"
"What?"
"I had a really bad dream and it really scared me. And..."
Taiki sat up in bed and moved over a little so that Yaten could sit down next to him. Once Yaten sat down, Taiki put his arms around the smaller boy and held him close.
"And what?"
"I almost did it again. God, I'm trying so hard to stop it! But it just feels so good sometimes and I'm scared. I'm scared that one day I'll do it again but go too far and actually kill myself. I'm scared that one day you won't love me anymore. And I'm scared that one day this is all going to end."
"Yat-chan, calm down. I'll always be here for you, no matter what you think. What we have is going to last forever. I will always love you, despite what you may think. Okay?"
"Okay. Tai-chan, can I sleep in your bed tonight?"
"Sure."
Taiki mover over his bed to give Yaten room to lie down. Once they were both settle in Taik put his arm around Yaten and drew him close. Yaten turned around so that he was facing Taiki and starred right into his eyes.
"You were crying," stated Taiki.
Yaten nodded. Taiki moved a little closer to Yaten and started kissing where the tears once were.
"I'm so sorry."
"For what?"
"For all this happening to you. I just feel that if I had told you sooner you wouldn't have dreams like that and you wouldn't have those scars."
"Taiki, its not your fault It's --" before Yaten could finish his sentence he let out a big yawn.
Taiki laughed. "Okay, we won't argue about whose fault it is tonight. You need to get to sleep."
Taiki looked down at Yaten only to find that he was already asleep. Taiki drew him just a tad bit closer and kissed him on the forehead. "Goodnight, love."
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The next morning Seiya was the first one up. He had stumbled out of the room and into the kitchen expecting to find breakfast ready but it wasn't. He scratched his head in confusion then shuffled out of the kitchen and towards Taiki and Yaten's room. He knocked on the door once and then twice.
"Taiki? TAIKI! I WANT MY BREAKFAST!"
Seiya put his ear to the door just in time to hear a rather loud crash. A few minutes later Taiki opened the door to the room and glared at Seiya.
"Can't you cook for yourself? Or get a bowl of cereal together?"
"Well, uh..."
"Well, uh... go get something for yourself and let me sleep!"
"Taiki, its almost 11. How could you still be tired?"
"I didn't go to sleep till 3. Now leave me alone."
Taiki stumbled back into his room and shut the door in Seiya's face. Seiya scratched his head again and then headed off to the kitchen and began searching for some cereal. Back in Taiki and Yaten's room, Taiki had just gotten back to the bed when Yaten began trembling.
"Yat-chan! What's wrong?"
Yaten didn't respond. He was still asleep and probably stuck in a nightmare. Taiki shook Yaten, gently at first but then roughly. Finally Yaten stopped trembling and woke up. Taiki was so relieved that he hugged Yaten so hard he started to turn blue.
"Tai-chan... I... can't... breathe..."
"Oh my god! I'm so sorry. But you scared me. You were trembling so hard and nothing I did was waking you up."
"I'm sorry. I guess I kinda felt when you left the bed and that scared me and made me have a nightmare. Why did you leave anyways?"
"Seiya was banging on the door because breakfast wasn't ready."
"Stupid Seiya."
"Hey, be nice. It's not his fault that he can't cook."
"Sure it isn't. Tai-chan, why do you care for me so much?"
"Because you were there for me when I needed someone. You always listened to me, cared when no one else did. And because you are simply perfect."
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A/N- Okay so I said it would be a one-chapter thing but three people asked for more and since I'm writing this fic so I stop doing stupid things, like cutting, I figured it best to continue. If I have anymore creative genius for this fic, I'll be posting soon.
Thanks so much to kittycatw, ShortStuff 1, and Lil Yaten Fae
Laters.
siri