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Warning: Morphine's love to Lyserg. One Shot. Slightly angst. SPOILER ALERT!!!!
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Love For My Master
By Pixie Ayanami
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I have the most complex master.
His antics confuse me very much. How one minute he's the sweetest thing on earth and the next he is a total monster. How he believes that death is the only solution but fights for the lives of people. How he can turn on his friends for his ideals. How he regrets doing this.
Yes, my master is odd. But for these reasons I love him.
Odd, isn't it? Master even throws ME away to gain power. Even so, I still follow him in my own attempts to protect him. I knew from the day that I opened my eyes, sitting in that tiny bird cage, matching my site to two bright green ones, I knew that my place was next to him. I was ecstatic by the way Master wouldn't rest till he found the key that opened my cage. Then I thought it was because he honestly wanted me for a friend. But I know now that it was to make his father happy. Which is ok by my standards.
I stare through my cage to watch his sleeping form. What was he dreaming of? Revenge for his father and mother? Oh how I know he would love it. To have that Asakura boy's blood run down his hands, to burn him in the same way he burned Master's parents. Even after the Asakura boy's death, I'm sure Master was still not satisfied. Especially with the fact that Yoh, the Asakura boy's brother, is the one who killed him.
Remembering how much resent Master held for his friend, Yoh, brings me back to how Master treated me. He threw me away to gain more power, even though this power was meaningless. He put all his faith into a girl who was supposing acted as the angel of God. Dozens of times, he has sent me away, cursed me, and "hated" me, just to be part of angel girl's group. But I knew this could not be true. I watched over him still, ran off to get help when I knew the angel girl's powers were not enough. And for that he was embarrassed.
And then the angel girl's powers were not enough to stop the Asakura boy. It crushed Master knowing this. The angel girl's groupies dismissed him from the clan, and soon he reclaimed me. Secretly, he apologized over and over again to me, asking for forgiveness, for abandoning me. Silly Master. If only he knew that there was no way I could hate him.
My love for him is a little one sided, wouldn't you say?
Squeezing through the bars of my cage, I flew over to my Master's side, landing right next to his face. Smiling, I bent down and kissed his cheek. I wish I could be human so I could share my feelings with Master. But that will never happen.
So I will just have to live like this and protect Master always.
I love you….
Lyserg.
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By "Master" Morphine means Lyserg.
By "Asakura Boy" Morphine means Hao.
By "Angel Girl" Morphine means Jeanne-sama.
Aww…. This gives me an idea for another fanfic…. I hope you like this! Please review! :P