Note: All these characters DO NOT belong to me but to the creator of Harry Potter, J.K. Rowling.

Chapter 1: Pondering.

It was a cool summer's night; a young teenage boy lay on his bed pondering about the death of his godfather, Sirius Black.

Just the previous year, Harry Potter's godfather, died while protecting Harry, the Wizard world and Muggle world.

Harry closed his eyes. Visions of his past flashed in his mind's eye.

Dumbledore laying him on the Dursleys' doorstep - the day he got the invitation to attend Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry - facing Voldemort in front of the Mirror of Erised - Gryffindor winning the House Cup and the Quidditch House Cup.

Then it turned into his second year's worries. Ron, Fred and George, in the Ford Anglia, coming to rescue Harry - Harry and Ron bouncing off the portal to Platform Nine and Three-Quarters - getting beaten up by the Whomping Willow - Harry face-to-face with Voldemort the second time in the Chamber of Secrets.

His memories of his third year now flashed. opening his thirteenth- Birthday presents - hearing his mother pleading for Voldemort's mercy - the day he conjured his first Patronus - at the lake, with hundred of Dementors.

How Voldemort returned in his fourth year. the dream about Frank Bryce dying at the sight of Voldemort - the Dark Mark on the night sky - his name coming out of the Goblet of Fire - defeating the Hungarian Horntail in his First Task - rescuing Ron and the others from the Merpeople - seeing the Quidditch field turned into an enlarge maze - seeing Cedric die at the hands of Voldemort.

Then to his previous year. Dementors gliding up at him and Dudley in a dark alleyway - seeing the address of the Order of the Phoenix headquarters - Harry at his hearing - spotting Professor Umbridge at the staff table - the dream about the corridor and the door at the end - the vision of Mr. Weasley being bitten by a snake - speaking with Sirius in Umbridge's fire - Harry, Ron, Hermione, Ginny, Luna and Neville being held by the Inquisitorial Squad -Flying on the back of a Thestral on the way to the Ministry of Magic - seeing the cathedral-shaped room full of shelves - Lucious Malfoy urging Harry to give him the Prophecy - Sirius falling into the veil - Dumbledore and Voldemort dueling in front of Harry's eyes - Lupin, Moody, Tonks and the Weasleys talking to the Dursleys.

Harry opened his eyes again. He had an unexpecting and dreadful life. He always wished to be a normal Wizard.

He asked himself, "Why me? Why did I have to go through everything dreadful in a Wizard's life? Why? Why? Why? Why did my only godfather that loved and treasured me have to die? Why did my parents have to die in the hands of Voldemort? If only that evil stupid Wizard who titles him as 'Lord Voldemort' didn't exist, I'd have my parents and Sirius with me right now, without the care of those unworthy Dursleys. I won't have to suffer any more pain. I hate my life."

Harry looked at the clock; it was almost past midnight. He then looked at the calendar, which he saw was July 31, his beloved birthday.
Harry felt a surge of happiness in his heart.