Note: Sorry if I haven't update for a while...my computer got fucked up so
I couldn't writte plus with school starting I just didn't find time to
writte. Anz where the next chapter. Enjoy!
Leaving You
We ran outside; and my laughing voice echoed in the forest. Andrew didn't stop running after me saying that I was the wonderfulness gift a god could give to anyone and thanks god for me to excite. He also said innocently that I was eyeful or I was a charming princess. But every time he mentioned the word "princess", I would freeze; felling my dream being shattered in to millions of pieces.
"Nadeshico, what's wrong?" "It's just the word "princess"." "What's wrong with that?" "I just don't like it. Not the way you say it or anything like that. It's just that I hate the meaning of this word." "I'll never say it again then." He said, leaning towards me.
I knew what was happening so I just closed my eyes, open a little my mouth, and putted my arm around his neck. Slowly and gently, he took me in his arms and kiss me with love; he inclined us till we were on the ground caressing furiously and our body just desired it. We were, now, sitting under a tree; a bloomed cherry tree, grazing at each other till I broke of the kiss.
"What is it?" "Andrew, do me a service and stand by there." I ordered kindly, pointing a foot from them. "Why?" "You will see." I replied mysteriously.
He did as I said but he was uncertain; I reassured him with a smile. At that moment, a gust of wind went blowing petals of the blooms down swirling around me as I began to turn and turn then danced with petals with an enchanting song. I knew somehow I was going to leave him.I just got that feeling that when we will be home, the royal servants will come and pull me away from my love, freedom and joy. That is why I may every minutes of this day an important moment so when I will leave or when he shall know the truth; he shall have memories of me.
"Lovely!" Andrew exclaimed as I stopped. "Andrew."Nadeshico" is my nick name.they gave me it because I was cold." I announced. "But now, I want you to know my real name; Yu Mei, Chen Yu Mei." "Rain of petals.It's a graceful name!" he remarked as I laugh. "So from now on, I'm supposed to call you what?" "I don't mind. Choose the one you appreciate the most." "Then.I'll name you "Yu Mei" for the moment. "As you wish!" I stated. "Let's go home, it's getting late."
When we arrived, all came true. They were there; ready to take me back home. I still remembered the way he reacted
"Princess, we were seeking for you; it is time to go back!" uttered a guard. "What does that mean?" shouted Andrew. "Wait for me down the mount. I'll come after having some words with him." She yelled in an icy tone voice.
On my order, they walked a way and I turned to him. I didn't what to say or how to explain. But I knew it was over, he won't forgive me. I gathered my courage and looked at his face. His eyes showed no more light and was pale, it was too late; I've broke his heart. There is nothing else that I could say to repair the damages. I should have never stayed.
"I'm sorry.Andrew. I didn't mean it; I didn't want this to happen." I whispered, looking at the ground. "Is that all you could say "Sorry". I though you wanted to be with me!" he shouted angrily. "I do want to be with you! I love you from life to death and that is something you or I can not change!" I yelled softly back. "I didn't choose to have this life and I don't want it. That is before I met you, Andrew. I knew our relationship is forbidden but I do love you and I do not regret it. I got a feeling that is will happen so that's why I made every minute that we are together count." "I hat-" he started but was cut of by a quick kiss of mine.
He took me in his embrace and deepened this good bye kiss but I broke away, tears in my eyes.
"I won't be able to come and see you again." I said. "The fights against evil are going to start again. I'll have no freedom from now on."
I was walking away as I turned my head when I was in the middle of the land.
"One more thing, Andrew, the happiest moment I have never had was with you. I treasure you. You are my first and only love." I declared a finally tear dropping. "I cherish you." He mumbled but I was gone.
Leaving You
We ran outside; and my laughing voice echoed in the forest. Andrew didn't stop running after me saying that I was the wonderfulness gift a god could give to anyone and thanks god for me to excite. He also said innocently that I was eyeful or I was a charming princess. But every time he mentioned the word "princess", I would freeze; felling my dream being shattered in to millions of pieces.
"Nadeshico, what's wrong?" "It's just the word "princess"." "What's wrong with that?" "I just don't like it. Not the way you say it or anything like that. It's just that I hate the meaning of this word." "I'll never say it again then." He said, leaning towards me.
I knew what was happening so I just closed my eyes, open a little my mouth, and putted my arm around his neck. Slowly and gently, he took me in his arms and kiss me with love; he inclined us till we were on the ground caressing furiously and our body just desired it. We were, now, sitting under a tree; a bloomed cherry tree, grazing at each other till I broke of the kiss.
"What is it?" "Andrew, do me a service and stand by there." I ordered kindly, pointing a foot from them. "Why?" "You will see." I replied mysteriously.
He did as I said but he was uncertain; I reassured him with a smile. At that moment, a gust of wind went blowing petals of the blooms down swirling around me as I began to turn and turn then danced with petals with an enchanting song. I knew somehow I was going to leave him.I just got that feeling that when we will be home, the royal servants will come and pull me away from my love, freedom and joy. That is why I may every minutes of this day an important moment so when I will leave or when he shall know the truth; he shall have memories of me.
"Lovely!" Andrew exclaimed as I stopped. "Andrew."Nadeshico" is my nick name.they gave me it because I was cold." I announced. "But now, I want you to know my real name; Yu Mei, Chen Yu Mei." "Rain of petals.It's a graceful name!" he remarked as I laugh. "So from now on, I'm supposed to call you what?" "I don't mind. Choose the one you appreciate the most." "Then.I'll name you "Yu Mei" for the moment. "As you wish!" I stated. "Let's go home, it's getting late."
When we arrived, all came true. They were there; ready to take me back home. I still remembered the way he reacted
"Princess, we were seeking for you; it is time to go back!" uttered a guard. "What does that mean?" shouted Andrew. "Wait for me down the mount. I'll come after having some words with him." She yelled in an icy tone voice.
On my order, they walked a way and I turned to him. I didn't what to say or how to explain. But I knew it was over, he won't forgive me. I gathered my courage and looked at his face. His eyes showed no more light and was pale, it was too late; I've broke his heart. There is nothing else that I could say to repair the damages. I should have never stayed.
"I'm sorry.Andrew. I didn't mean it; I didn't want this to happen." I whispered, looking at the ground. "Is that all you could say "Sorry". I though you wanted to be with me!" he shouted angrily. "I do want to be with you! I love you from life to death and that is something you or I can not change!" I yelled softly back. "I didn't choose to have this life and I don't want it. That is before I met you, Andrew. I knew our relationship is forbidden but I do love you and I do not regret it. I got a feeling that is will happen so that's why I made every minute that we are together count." "I hat-" he started but was cut of by a quick kiss of mine.
He took me in his embrace and deepened this good bye kiss but I broke away, tears in my eyes.
"I won't be able to come and see you again." I said. "The fights against evil are going to start again. I'll have no freedom from now on."
I was walking away as I turned my head when I was in the middle of the land.
"One more thing, Andrew, the happiest moment I have never had was with you. I treasure you. You are my first and only love." I declared a finally tear dropping. "I cherish you." He mumbled but I was gone.