Still Not Able To Let You Go
Life took back his normal course, and was back to me icy cold self. I didn't care for anything now since he, my love, hated me; I don't see why live anymore, I lost everything. Andrew.he hates me for what I've done but I didn't mean to. I do love him. Maybe my destiny wants it this way that every for me is and will be forever forbidden. The guards told that I should get dressed and go to fight.
"Coming."
I have never loved in my life. It was always about the others but never about me, it's not about being unselfish.it's more like being unable to think. This night, I couldn't stand it anymore; I sprinted to the tall green trees and climb the mountain till his house. I want an answer and a chance to express myself. But I fear.fear something but I don't know what. I just wanted to tell the truth and have the true answer from his heart. But he wasn't there, I think he was out trying to erase me so I wanted to wait but I didn't have the heart to hurt him more so I just cooked some food and left it on the table. I was distant when he came back. He was dashing towards something; I could feel it under the cherry tree. It seems that I was waiting for anything. When I reopened my eyes, he was just in front of me. I didn't know what to do or how to react all I did was trying to smile.
"Yu Mei.no princess.I." he started searching his words, as I stop smiling. "You said you won't call me "princess"." I mumbled. "Yu Mei." "Don't talk. I just wanted to see you one more time. I'll be leaving, don't worry."
The man that saved me was near me and I was too frightened to approach him. I just look in his deep brown eyes then smile.
"I'll be leaving now, Andrew." I said smiling as a rushed away.
I was miles away from him, when he finally shouted the words I've came for.
"Yu Mei! At that time, I had no clue about the light in your eyes. As you gazed at me, I began to despite myself for not being able to hold your small shoulders in my arms. That smile you gave when you looked at me was just a blissful happiness." "Andrew." "Don't you know that now there is nothing more precious to me than you? Nothing in this world could replace my dearest you."
I turn around facing his gaiety and I walk to him as he open his arms for me. He took me up in the airs and spins us under the tree, under the petals of rain. I was in his arms, in his heart and in his mind. I never regretted anything with him.
"I love you, Yu Mei. I truly do love you." "I hold you dearly."
Pulling me out of his caress, he settles me on the ground and kissed me as with there was nothing that could stop him. It was good all appeared to be right. He broke this union and brought me back to earth and I started to cry.
"Yu Mei, even though are fate will always split us apart but I'll never make your heart cry again. We maybe a day further apart, but it's okay, no matter where we are I believe its love. Please believe me." "How can I not trust you? You came from your house to here without thinking about the consequences." "And what are they?" he asked teasingly. "Let's let fate decide this."
I was amused by this conversation. I was fourteen when I sat on the throne and now I'm fifteen and in love. The palace will never approve to this, I know that, and I got a feeling that I'll be fighting till the end for him. From the start, loving him is already a fault but if destiny put it this way then we will have to find away to solve this happily or else I'll make this world live in hell. And if I said it I am able to do so.
"Yu Mei?" "Hum." "You better go back home. It's going to be morning anytime." "Don't you want me to be here?" "Of course I do but I don't want you to get hurt." "I'll be going. Andrew.all this relation is forbidden for us." "I know it is. Let's go, I'll walk you awhile."
Life took back his normal course, and was back to me icy cold self. I didn't care for anything now since he, my love, hated me; I don't see why live anymore, I lost everything. Andrew.he hates me for what I've done but I didn't mean to. I do love him. Maybe my destiny wants it this way that every for me is and will be forever forbidden. The guards told that I should get dressed and go to fight.
"Coming."
I have never loved in my life. It was always about the others but never about me, it's not about being unselfish.it's more like being unable to think. This night, I couldn't stand it anymore; I sprinted to the tall green trees and climb the mountain till his house. I want an answer and a chance to express myself. But I fear.fear something but I don't know what. I just wanted to tell the truth and have the true answer from his heart. But he wasn't there, I think he was out trying to erase me so I wanted to wait but I didn't have the heart to hurt him more so I just cooked some food and left it on the table. I was distant when he came back. He was dashing towards something; I could feel it under the cherry tree. It seems that I was waiting for anything. When I reopened my eyes, he was just in front of me. I didn't know what to do or how to react all I did was trying to smile.
"Yu Mei.no princess.I." he started searching his words, as I stop smiling. "You said you won't call me "princess"." I mumbled. "Yu Mei." "Don't talk. I just wanted to see you one more time. I'll be leaving, don't worry."
The man that saved me was near me and I was too frightened to approach him. I just look in his deep brown eyes then smile.
"I'll be leaving now, Andrew." I said smiling as a rushed away.
I was miles away from him, when he finally shouted the words I've came for.
"Yu Mei! At that time, I had no clue about the light in your eyes. As you gazed at me, I began to despite myself for not being able to hold your small shoulders in my arms. That smile you gave when you looked at me was just a blissful happiness." "Andrew." "Don't you know that now there is nothing more precious to me than you? Nothing in this world could replace my dearest you."
I turn around facing his gaiety and I walk to him as he open his arms for me. He took me up in the airs and spins us under the tree, under the petals of rain. I was in his arms, in his heart and in his mind. I never regretted anything with him.
"I love you, Yu Mei. I truly do love you." "I hold you dearly."
Pulling me out of his caress, he settles me on the ground and kissed me as with there was nothing that could stop him. It was good all appeared to be right. He broke this union and brought me back to earth and I started to cry.
"Yu Mei, even though are fate will always split us apart but I'll never make your heart cry again. We maybe a day further apart, but it's okay, no matter where we are I believe its love. Please believe me." "How can I not trust you? You came from your house to here without thinking about the consequences." "And what are they?" he asked teasingly. "Let's let fate decide this."
I was amused by this conversation. I was fourteen when I sat on the throne and now I'm fifteen and in love. The palace will never approve to this, I know that, and I got a feeling that I'll be fighting till the end for him. From the start, loving him is already a fault but if destiny put it this way then we will have to find away to solve this happily or else I'll make this world live in hell. And if I said it I am able to do so.
"Yu Mei?" "Hum." "You better go back home. It's going to be morning anytime." "Don't you want me to be here?" "Of course I do but I don't want you to get hurt." "I'll be going. Andrew.all this relation is forbidden for us." "I know it is. Let's go, I'll walk you awhile."