I'll Hold Everything with My Shoulders
He left me near the bottom of the mount and when back up as I request just in case if somebody sees us. I will never be able to close my eyes.afraid that something might happen and because I want to rest beside him, on his shoulders; but this will never happen as a result of all different life. Over here, where I live, the difference was all. He and I were seeing each other at night for a few hours it was rather me to go to him or him to me but we were always able to be in one another's cuddle until this one battle complicated things. Andrew was my enemy's son. He was present at this battle staring in my eyes with his soft ones. I understood for the begging of my battles that there is no sleep for me because light attracts darkness and vice-versa. In my body it flows the blood of a good but in his it was a bad. I was facing the greatest dilemma in my life, should I or shouldn't I hurt this so called father's of Andrew, Nemesis. I only injured him at the end and I created a new power; the power drawing it source from life, love, hopes, friendship, sun, moon, and stars. I couldn't retain my tear anymore.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked silently, when his father was carried away. "Because." "You don't have to explain. I don't want to know. I still love you because I love you, not you body, not who you are but only you, your personality; I like the one that I knew back then." I said to me almost shouting.
There was no one else but us so I permitted myself to kiss him. I've gone back home at morning after staying the night at his house. I know the price to pay is going to be a huge but I can't stop falling for him. It was the next year that trouble came. I was sixteen and never prettier, but this wasn't the problem. I was pregnant. A life cursed to be like mine lived in me! It was Andrew's.He knows. I was carrying an innocent foetus; I have to find a way to hide it from my people for the first few months it won't be difficult but what about after.This baby will grow and than I won't be able to hide it. In the second month, they found out. They deducted this answer by my strange reactions from the passed weeks. They are, from now on, trying and find the father of this child and bring him to death. Luckily, Andrew came that night in my room, and I still have one last night with my lover.
"Andrew, they found out. We can't see each other for a moment. Can you do that?" I asked sitting between his legs. "I'll try but not being with you a day it's like not seeing you for a year." He said approving. "Don't worry. We'll see each other as soon as it's all over." I whispered.
He was kissing me and touching my nude body. It is our reunion; the last time our skin will ever touch each others. Andrew was caressing me; my curvatures. He hands often stopped on my face, breast and my stomach. I got to lay my head on his shoulder with an arm around my waist and the other on my tummy.
"What are you thinking about?" I inquired seductively. "I was only wondering if it's going to be a boy." "I think you're going to be deceived because I think it's a girl." "No matter what sex it is, we are going to have lots more." "We are."
I knew from the inside, there will not be a second chance but I just wanted him to be happy. He sleeps on me kissing me again, with his arm near my breast caressing my face. I have my hands in his hair, they were soft and the smell the fall. It was great to be with him. I was in love with a man that I don't know his age and he either. Day was almost up, as I told him to get dressed up and go back home.
"Andrew, be careful." I said. "I won't be in this room after so don't come back. I'll play music with my flute when everything has come back to normal." "I love you." He said, putting a kiss on my pinkish lips. "Me too. Now go!" I hushed him.
Before going down, he putted his hand on me and gone though once more my figures, from head to my thigh. And I laid my lips on his.
"Now go!" "Princess, time to go!" shouted someone from the other side of the door. "Let me get dressed and I'll come with you." I yelled back coldly. "Go!" I mumbled. "Be careful, my love." He whispered before disappearing behind the tall tree.
I went to the guard. He took me away from my room. I couldn't do anything. He was leading me away from my love, not to another room as I said to reassured Andrew but to the dungeon. They started investing the matter of who is the father of my baby but that wasn't all. The guards tortured me in the hope that the child would aboard itself. The royal servants were all selfish; they wanted me; wanted to posses me and become the ruler of the universe but the arrival of my pregnancy broke their dream. I was nearly sleeping. They didn't give anything to eat or to drink just to have me give up on my child. I was even surprise that my foetus was still alive in me after all those day of torture. I feel that my body is going to break in two. No one from the outside knew what was happening, but the guards almost questioned every single person in the town, and none knew what I was going through not even Andrew. Even though, they knew that us, the protectors, are able to reproduce ourselves genetically but they still wanted me to take a husband among them and give them children.
He left me near the bottom of the mount and when back up as I request just in case if somebody sees us. I will never be able to close my eyes.afraid that something might happen and because I want to rest beside him, on his shoulders; but this will never happen as a result of all different life. Over here, where I live, the difference was all. He and I were seeing each other at night for a few hours it was rather me to go to him or him to me but we were always able to be in one another's cuddle until this one battle complicated things. Andrew was my enemy's son. He was present at this battle staring in my eyes with his soft ones. I understood for the begging of my battles that there is no sleep for me because light attracts darkness and vice-versa. In my body it flows the blood of a good but in his it was a bad. I was facing the greatest dilemma in my life, should I or shouldn't I hurt this so called father's of Andrew, Nemesis. I only injured him at the end and I created a new power; the power drawing it source from life, love, hopes, friendship, sun, moon, and stars. I couldn't retain my tear anymore.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked silently, when his father was carried away. "Because." "You don't have to explain. I don't want to know. I still love you because I love you, not you body, not who you are but only you, your personality; I like the one that I knew back then." I said to me almost shouting.
There was no one else but us so I permitted myself to kiss him. I've gone back home at morning after staying the night at his house. I know the price to pay is going to be a huge but I can't stop falling for him. It was the next year that trouble came. I was sixteen and never prettier, but this wasn't the problem. I was pregnant. A life cursed to be like mine lived in me! It was Andrew's.He knows. I was carrying an innocent foetus; I have to find a way to hide it from my people for the first few months it won't be difficult but what about after.This baby will grow and than I won't be able to hide it. In the second month, they found out. They deducted this answer by my strange reactions from the passed weeks. They are, from now on, trying and find the father of this child and bring him to death. Luckily, Andrew came that night in my room, and I still have one last night with my lover.
"Andrew, they found out. We can't see each other for a moment. Can you do that?" I asked sitting between his legs. "I'll try but not being with you a day it's like not seeing you for a year." He said approving. "Don't worry. We'll see each other as soon as it's all over." I whispered.
He was kissing me and touching my nude body. It is our reunion; the last time our skin will ever touch each others. Andrew was caressing me; my curvatures. He hands often stopped on my face, breast and my stomach. I got to lay my head on his shoulder with an arm around my waist and the other on my tummy.
"What are you thinking about?" I inquired seductively. "I was only wondering if it's going to be a boy." "I think you're going to be deceived because I think it's a girl." "No matter what sex it is, we are going to have lots more." "We are."
I knew from the inside, there will not be a second chance but I just wanted him to be happy. He sleeps on me kissing me again, with his arm near my breast caressing my face. I have my hands in his hair, they were soft and the smell the fall. It was great to be with him. I was in love with a man that I don't know his age and he either. Day was almost up, as I told him to get dressed up and go back home.
"Andrew, be careful." I said. "I won't be in this room after so don't come back. I'll play music with my flute when everything has come back to normal." "I love you." He said, putting a kiss on my pinkish lips. "Me too. Now go!" I hushed him.
Before going down, he putted his hand on me and gone though once more my figures, from head to my thigh. And I laid my lips on his.
"Now go!" "Princess, time to go!" shouted someone from the other side of the door. "Let me get dressed and I'll come with you." I yelled back coldly. "Go!" I mumbled. "Be careful, my love." He whispered before disappearing behind the tall tree.
I went to the guard. He took me away from my room. I couldn't do anything. He was leading me away from my love, not to another room as I said to reassured Andrew but to the dungeon. They started investing the matter of who is the father of my baby but that wasn't all. The guards tortured me in the hope that the child would aboard itself. The royal servants were all selfish; they wanted me; wanted to posses me and become the ruler of the universe but the arrival of my pregnancy broke their dream. I was nearly sleeping. They didn't give anything to eat or to drink just to have me give up on my child. I was even surprise that my foetus was still alive in me after all those day of torture. I feel that my body is going to break in two. No one from the outside knew what was happening, but the guards almost questioned every single person in the town, and none knew what I was going through not even Andrew. Even though, they knew that us, the protectors, are able to reproduce ourselves genetically but they still wanted me to take a husband among them and give them children.