Disclaimer: I don't own yu yu hakusho

The majority of the fanfiction will be told in Yukina's pov, at one point I may switch, I'm not sure yet.

This will have yaoi in it, and yuri (male/male, female/female) if it offends you, please leave.

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Prologue

I guess we did it out of sorrow, and depression, when I look back on it I feel like crying.

We both figured they were dead. Gone forever, and there was no way to get them back. We'd lost the ones we'd loved.

It hurts, allot.

And after our tears ran out and there was nothing left of us but emptiness and loss we went to each other for support. We talked and held each other, and eventually it went further than that. I wish it hadn't. I don't love him. Not like that anyway. He's one of my closest friends, but I can't love him like that.

And then they came back, like nothing had happened at all.

We were more than shocked, we knew we couldn't keep it a secret.

And now I feel like I've lost everything. I lost the happiness that at one time filled my heart, I lost my love, my innocence, and everything important to me.

I'll start at the beginning....

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This is only the prologue, the next chapter will be longer, that is if there is a next chapter? shall I countinue? Can anyone guess who Yukina loves, its not a common pairing.