Through my eyes

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry potter.

Ch. 2: jumping up with glee, right?

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As I told you before that The Marauders were going to be around us a lot. Well, I wasn't wrong.

I'm happy that Diana and Remus are happy together, but it doesn't mean that we have to sit with them at dinner! Ok, I know I'm being selfish, but I don't want to sit with them, especially Potter!

I was so happy when dinner was finally over. And I guess Esmeralda and Diana noticed it too.

"Come on," Diana started, "they're not that bad,"

"Not that bad? You know I hate Potter," I told them.

"Lily, you should stop hating him," Esmeralda told me as if it was the easiest thing to do.

"Why don't you see how it feels when someone keeps asking you out," I almost forgot, Potter always asks me to go out with him. And I always say no.

"Lily, he hasn't asked you out all day long. Nor has he looked at you for 5 minutes straight," she told me.

"Well, good," I replied, "good night,"

Whoa! Was it just me or was I disappointed back there? This can't be happening. I should be jumping up with glee right now. It's not like I want him to ask me out right? Oh god!

DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, AND OH YEAH DAMN!

Exclamation point. Exclamation point. Exclamation point.

Exclamation point.

Please don't let me think like this God. Please I pray to you. HELP!