Title: Shattered
Rating: PG / PG-13
Paring: One sided Bobby/John; future Logan/John
Summary: John's tired of Bobby hurting him.
Disclaimer: I don't own X-Men oh how I wish I could.
Warning: Slash. Violence.
Notes: Bobby and John are way OOC. Very. But just try to stay with it. Surprise ending at the end of 'Never Alone', the sequel to this. There are most likely going to be either six part or seven(haven't decided yet) But I almost have C.3 done, and I'm working on C.2. (Big gaps are changes in parts.)( The points in time are sorta messed up. C.1 is before Rogue and Logan get to the school. C.2 is like during when Rogue and Logan get to the school and then it just goes after that.)

Shattered: Part 1

One knock. Two. Three.

Logan growled softly and headed to open his door.

'Who the hell could be knocking on my door?' Logan thought, it was the middle of the night and even though most of the kids spent their night talking away, they usually didn't spend their time knocking on their teachers' door.

Logan opened his door and saw John or Pyro as he called himself in his mutant name. Logan took one glance at the kid and knew something was wrong. His hair was a mess and he deathly pale. Usually Logan would not let the kid in his room but he looked so awful he motioned for John to sit on his bed.

"Logan," John hoarsely said with fear in his voice," There's something I need to tell you..."

Intro:

Their love had started simply enough, if you could call love simple. In the beginning their love was so sweet, gentle touches and kisses, hugs even, which was rare for John. It was so easy in the beginning, but John learned nothing in love was that easy.

Both of them loved each other. John couldn't help feeling incredibly happy when he saw him, John would do anything for Bobby. And Bobby would do the same.

All the loneliness John had felt before had disappeared when he saw Bobby.

The day they finally said they loved each other was joyess. John's heart was beating so fast as he said it and he knew Bobby felt the same way. They kissed softly after that and John could feel sparks fly.

Then the worst thing happened to John. Bobby pushed him on the ground and kicked him in the ribs. Finally when John got up Bobby continued to hurt him while he stood there silently taking it. His mind didn't register the pain, all he could think was, 'What's happening. Why's he doing this?'

Then he blacked out.

When he awoke it was as if nothing had ever happened after they said they loved each other and kissed. Bobby was nowhere to be seen.

Chapter 1

John slowly came into the door of Bobby and his room, he knew he was late and knew that Bobby was probably very pissed off. He gently crept up to his bed until a fist sent him flying backwards against the wall. He tried to get up but everything was spinning. Just as John succeeded in getting up another punch sent him down again. He felt Bobby's foot kick his ribs; he would have rolled backwards but the wall kept him from moving. Another kick hit him the ribs. John's vision was turning black, but it was soon it went away as Bobby grabbed onto his shirts collar and pulled him up facing him.

"I thought I told you to be here on time," the words were spoken harshly as Bobby punched John's ribs again which caused a tiny squeak to emit from John's mouth.

John involuntary gasped when he did that.

'No no no no no,' his mind screamed, then, 'Don't make a sound. Don't make a sound. Don't make a sound.'

The mantra was repeated hundreds of time in his brain. Bobby hated it when John made a sound while he was hurting him, so he made the beating much more harder, and sometimes used his mutant ice powers.

John braced himself for another kick or punch, but was surprised when none came. He slowly made his gaze from the ground go up to where Bobby was standing. Now Bobby was standing by their bathroom door, with a look that John had been all to often which meant 'Get up now.' So he did.

It wasn't much fun; John's hands were clutched over his ribs and breathing was not the most easy thing in the world. Then an almost stabbing pain seemed to hit him in the chest and he crumpled to the floor. Bobby growled softly and walked to John and picked him up and moved him to the bathroom.

"Wake up!" Bobby shouted in Johns face, he saw Johns stir a little and then opened his eyes.

"Ugh..." John moaned, now his whole entire body felt the almost stabbing pain.

"Jesus..." Bobby muttered, as he made John sit up. After John was totally aware of everything that was going on Bobby held his hand on John's heart. A blue light emerged from Bobby's hand and went into John's heart. John whimpered softly as the blue light entered his chest but then stopped.

"Check," was all that Bobby whispered harshly after the blue light had entered John's body.

John was slightly grateful when he looked at his body; all the bruises he had suffered had disappeared and his ribs hurt less, in fact they didn't hurt at all. But another side of John wished Bobby would not have found out that he had the ability to heal people, then people would start to suspect something, something that John couldn't say himself.

The part of himself that was grateful still loved Bobby too much to tell anyone that Bobby was hurting him. The other part of him desperately wanted to tell some one, but the other part was to in control.

"Good," Bobby muttered then spoke in a louder voice," Now get up. We're meeting Jubilee and Kitty, remember?"

Bobby walked toward the door leading out of the bathroom, "Oh, and get changed. I don't think they'd react quite...well to the condition of your clothes." Then Bobby walked out.

John looked down at his clothes, Bobby was right. His clothes had a few spots of blood on them and were ripped a little. He sighed and stood up looking at the door warily. He didn't want to go out tonight. But he knew he would have hell to pay if he didn't go out with Bobby right now. He went out of the door to go get dressed and was out the door following behind Bobby.

John leaned back into his seat at the pizza place Bobby, Jubilee, Kitty, and himself were at. There were few people at the pizza place, which was weird because it was a Friday night around 9:30. Normally the place would be buzzing, but tonight there seemed to be a heavy sadness that hanged in the air. John stifled a yawn and looked at Bobby and Jubilee playing some game.

He leaned deeper into his seat and reached for his soda when he heard a familiar voice.

"John," Kitty asked softly," Are you okay? You seem kinda down."

John would have jumped at the voice but he was too tired to. John nodded,"...Yeah. I'm fine, just tired."

"Maybe we should head back...since you're tired...and we wouldn't want to be home after curfew. You know how Scott and Jean get."

John sneaked a glance over at Bobby who looked like he was having the time of his life.

"Naw," John said sleepily," I'm okay, plus it looks like Bobby and Jubilee are having a lot of fun."

"You're right," Kitty said looking at them," It's not that late. And we have a Saturday tomorrow. If we get home late you can wake up late anyway."

Kitty went over to Bobby and Jubilee to see what they were exactly playing. John was glad. He didn't really feel like talking to anyone at that moment so he got up and stretched for a bit. He sighed as he looked over at Bobby and Jubilee and found Kitty playing the game they were. 'Man,' he thought,' It's going to be a long night.'

tbc.