Title: Back Here
Author: Me
Email: preciouz_angel18@yahoo.ca
Rating: G? Nothing bad, sorta fluffy-ish or angst, depending on how u look
at it.
Distribution: ask first
Disclaimer: i own no one or the song
Back Here
(Song by BBMak) Lonely once again. Loneliness was becoming one of Matt's best companions, no pun intended. As he went back on the road with his brother, he couldn't help but think about Amy. It had been awhile since their mutual breakup but still Matt never knew she affected him this much. At first the relationship was just physical but it soon turned mental and emotional. The relationship went from infatuation and lust to pure love for her. The love and respect was for her personality, drive to succeed, and sense of self and not just love for her body.
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
He sat on the bus with about 30 other wrestlers. Jeff sat beside him in the isle seat writing poetry as usual on long drives. With all these guys and gals around, Matt still felt lonely. Deep down he was really heartbroken but on the outside he was just one of the guys and never showed how badly he missed Amy. He didn't want to admit to them, nonetheless himself that she carried such an effect on him. Never the one to fall easily in love with a girl. Never the one to feel so strongly about a girl. Now here he was, in love with this girl. The build-up was slow and gradual but still it happened.
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go Matt watched the lit up streetlights pass by, the people hurrying inside buildings to get out of the cold pass by, the cars pass by and his happiness slowly pass by. The guys started to see through Matt's mask that he put on. Not really knowing what was behind the mask, but knowing that something was wrong. None of them would confront him about it though. They were guys, it was awkward for them to do so, that was a chick's job not theirs. Eventually he would get over it, right?
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
He thought about how he would somehow get her back. The odds of that happening were slim to none. He needed to talk to her and tell her exactly how he felt. Yeah sure she knew he probably loved her but he never verbally said it. And when he did show his way of loving her, it was not usually in public. Even in private he was shy to display his love or affection and express how he felt about her. But certain things showed Amy everything without words. He would set up a bubblebath with candles and rose petals when he messed up something like ignore her when the guys were around. Or he would cook a special meal and have the backyard lit beatifully, just the two of them. Those were some of the hardest things Matt had to do, being that deep and romantic, it was all new to him.
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go He knew next time, if there was a next time, that he would say those three small but crucially important words to her. He knew it would be tough but that was just another challenge he was willing to overcome. He was a fighter, and this was one of those things he would have to fight for.
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The End
Back Here
(Song by BBMak) Lonely once again. Loneliness was becoming one of Matt's best companions, no pun intended. As he went back on the road with his brother, he couldn't help but think about Amy. It had been awhile since their mutual breakup but still Matt never knew she affected him this much. At first the relationship was just physical but it soon turned mental and emotional. The relationship went from infatuation and lust to pure love for her. The love and respect was for her personality, drive to succeed, and sense of self and not just love for her body.
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
He sat on the bus with about 30 other wrestlers. Jeff sat beside him in the isle seat writing poetry as usual on long drives. With all these guys and gals around, Matt still felt lonely. Deep down he was really heartbroken but on the outside he was just one of the guys and never showed how badly he missed Amy. He didn't want to admit to them, nonetheless himself that she carried such an effect on him. Never the one to fall easily in love with a girl. Never the one to feel so strongly about a girl. Now here he was, in love with this girl. The build-up was slow and gradual but still it happened.
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go Matt watched the lit up streetlights pass by, the people hurrying inside buildings to get out of the cold pass by, the cars pass by and his happiness slowly pass by. The guys started to see through Matt's mask that he put on. Not really knowing what was behind the mask, but knowing that something was wrong. None of them would confront him about it though. They were guys, it was awkward for them to do so, that was a chick's job not theirs. Eventually he would get over it, right?
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
He thought about how he would somehow get her back. The odds of that happening were slim to none. He needed to talk to her and tell her exactly how he felt. Yeah sure she knew he probably loved her but he never verbally said it. And when he did show his way of loving her, it was not usually in public. Even in private he was shy to display his love or affection and express how he felt about her. But certain things showed Amy everything without words. He would set up a bubblebath with candles and rose petals when he messed up something like ignore her when the guys were around. Or he would cook a special meal and have the backyard lit beatifully, just the two of them. Those were some of the hardest things Matt had to do, being that deep and romantic, it was all new to him.
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go He knew next time, if there was a next time, that he would say those three small but crucially important words to her. He knew it would be tough but that was just another challenge he was willing to overcome. He was a fighter, and this was one of those things he would have to fight for.
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The End