Title: Back Here
Author: Me
Email: preciouz_angel18@yahoo.ca
Rating: G? Nothing bad, one bad word, sorta fluffy-ish or angst, depending
on how u look at it.
Distribution: ask first
Disclaimer: i own no one or the song
[A/N: This is Amy's part to 'Back Here']
Back Here
(Song by BBMak) Depressed. Upset. Pained. Any word that relates to that, most like Amy's felt it. She couldn't help but think about that times she spent with Matt and how those days were long gone. Would she ever get them back? No. Would she ever get Matt back? Probably not. Would she ever be able to get over him and move on with her life? Never.
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Amy listened to the cars pass outside her window. Would Matt be in one of those passing cars? Would he be crying because he missed her so much? Would he be driving looking for her to tell her he loves her and kiss her passionately and never ever let her go again? One could only wish Amy thought to herself. But dreams and reality were two completely different things. If only dreams and reality would somehow mesh into one amazing life living episode.
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go She had no one to talk to about how she felt. All her girl friends were blissfully happy and didn't have time for her. Her guy friends would just make fun and say she was weak. So she thought. Everytime they would help, Amy would brush them off not wanting their pity for poor sad Amy. She thought they were just trying to help her because they had to, not because they wanted to. Amy hated them. She was jealous. Why did they hardly work for it, yet they have this amazing relationship? She worked her ass off trying to make Matt happy and in the end they still broke up. Not married. Not having kids. Not watching everything pass by together. Instead she's sitting in a hotel room dreaming about what could've been, what should've been, and what would've been if she wasn't so damn stubborn or scared. If only she had done more.
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Amy thought about how she would get him back. Does he even want me anymore? What would I do if he felt differently? Never the one to admit she was a hopeless romantic, she was now wishing she had. Maybe then, Matt would've realized how much she truly loved him and that what he did really touched her in a special way. The long walks, the candle lit dinners, the romantic bubble baths, the quiet evenings in front of the fireplace or the stars, she knew how hard that was for him and she appreciated it more than anything. Never did she take that for granted. The courage he had to do that because they were both new to this kind of thing. Did she take him for granted? Maybe just maybe...
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go She knew next time, if there was a next time, that she would say those three small but crucially important words to him more often. She knew it would be tough but that was just another challenge she was willing to overcome. Maybe if she said it more often, he wouldn't have been so scared to say it. This wasn't a battle she was going to lose. She wanted and needed Matt and somehow she was going to get him back. Regardless of what may happen, she was a fighter, and this was one of those things she would have to fight for.
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The End R/R as always. Thanx to all those who did, keep it up. I'm not quite sure if this was any good or not. Suggestions are welcome! Until next time...
Back Here
(Song by BBMak) Depressed. Upset. Pained. Any word that relates to that, most like Amy's felt it. She couldn't help but think about that times she spent with Matt and how those days were long gone. Would she ever get them back? No. Would she ever get Matt back? Probably not. Would she ever be able to get over him and move on with her life? Never.
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Amy listened to the cars pass outside her window. Would Matt be in one of those passing cars? Would he be crying because he missed her so much? Would he be driving looking for her to tell her he loves her and kiss her passionately and never ever let her go again? One could only wish Amy thought to herself. But dreams and reality were two completely different things. If only dreams and reality would somehow mesh into one amazing life living episode.
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go She had no one to talk to about how she felt. All her girl friends were blissfully happy and didn't have time for her. Her guy friends would just make fun and say she was weak. So she thought. Everytime they would help, Amy would brush them off not wanting their pity for poor sad Amy. She thought they were just trying to help her because they had to, not because they wanted to. Amy hated them. She was jealous. Why did they hardly work for it, yet they have this amazing relationship? She worked her ass off trying to make Matt happy and in the end they still broke up. Not married. Not having kids. Not watching everything pass by together. Instead she's sitting in a hotel room dreaming about what could've been, what should've been, and what would've been if she wasn't so damn stubborn or scared. If only she had done more.
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Amy thought about how she would get him back. Does he even want me anymore? What would I do if he felt differently? Never the one to admit she was a hopeless romantic, she was now wishing she had. Maybe then, Matt would've realized how much she truly loved him and that what he did really touched her in a special way. The long walks, the candle lit dinners, the romantic bubble baths, the quiet evenings in front of the fireplace or the stars, she knew how hard that was for him and she appreciated it more than anything. Never did she take that for granted. The courage he had to do that because they were both new to this kind of thing. Did she take him for granted? Maybe just maybe...
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go She knew next time, if there was a next time, that she would say those three small but crucially important words to him more often. She knew it would be tough but that was just another challenge she was willing to overcome. Maybe if she said it more often, he wouldn't have been so scared to say it. This wasn't a battle she was going to lose. She wanted and needed Matt and somehow she was going to get him back. Regardless of what may happen, she was a fighter, and this was one of those things she would have to fight for.
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The End R/R as always. Thanx to all those who did, keep it up. I'm not quite sure if this was any good or not. Suggestions are welcome! Until next time...