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Disclaimer: sigh.. I do not own any Yugioh character and this story is only fiction. Sigh.
Warning: This chap has some unwanted Yaoi, if you can call it that. I dunno, just read the story and find out.
While lying on his bed, Ryou kept replaying what had happened to him earlier that day. all he could remember was:
FLASHBACK
I stared up at Yami as he stood there looking down at me. If I had enough courage I would've pulled him down to me and kissed him. IF I had enough courage. His eyes were very entrancing; I could stare into his purple depths forever. What happened next was very unexpected; I wasn't sure if Yami had read my thoughts or if he did it on his own accord, but I remember seeing him kneel down beside me.
END FLASHBACK
/Thinking about it made my heart beat faster, as if I was still there lying on my floor. /
BACK TO FLASHBACK
Looking up into his eyes had triggered something inside of me. I hadn't felt that feeling for so long.
I remember Yami looking down into my eyes, a small smile playing on his lips. Before I could question his actions he leaned in closer to my face. As I closed my eyes, all I could feel was his warm breath on my face and then.. I felt his lips. They were nothing as I had expected, making it twice as exciting. I had expected him to kiss me in a harsh, passionate way, not with such gentleness. His lips were very soft and his tongue slipped past my lips in such tenderness, it felt as if he was pouring all his built up desire into this one kiss.
END OF FLASHBACK
/Ryou, you sound like a crazy in love teenage school girl talking about her first kiss with the guy of her dreams. it's funny how this all sounds romantic and like a happy ending, but I will never forget the look on his face. /
ONCE AGAIN, FLASHBACK
When Yami pulled away from the ardent kiss, we stared into each other's eyes, as if looking for an answer to this whole thing. Our search was interrupted.
"Yami? Ryou?" asked a voice coming from the doorway. I saw Yami look over to the unanticipated guest, his eyes had widened. I had felt panic rise up, so I looked over to the visitor and saw him, standing in disbelief and anguish.
"Joey?" asked Yami, "What are you doing here?"
"What am I doing here? What were you two doing there?" Joey said, the pain in his voice obvious.
"Joey, please don't-" Yami pleaded before interrupted.
"DON'T WHAT? DON'T FREAK OUT OR DON'T TELL ANYONE?" Joey started to shout. "I can't believe you would- NO! I can't believe YOU would do this! You know how I feel Ryou!" Accused Joey pointing down at me.
I didn't know what he was talking about. I didn't know how he felt, either. Not sure of what to do, I calmly told Joey, "Yes, Joey. Don't freak out and don't tell anyone. I'm not sure what you feel or why you could blame such things on me or Yami, but just calm down before you do anything that you'll later regret."
"THAT I'LL LATER REGRET? I won't regret any of this," Joey looked so sad he looked crazy, if possible. But before Yami or I could get up from our. position, Joey had pulled Yami off of me and threw him on the bed. I had no idea what Joey was doing so I just cried out of fear, "JOEY, STOP!"
With Joey being his normal stubborn self, he didn't stop. I couldn't stop Joey from what he was doing and neither could Yami.
END OF FLASHBACK.
/I could understand how Joey felt. The one that he loved, or thought he loved, had kissed one of his friends in front of him. Joey had told me why he did it, and just thinking about it brings back memories of Bakura. //
FLASHBACK
Joey had thrown Yami onto the bed and was now perched on top of him. Before Yami could protest, Joey slammed his mouth hard onto his. I was paralyzed as I watched Joey slip his tongue into the other's resistant mouth. Yami had tried to pull away but Joey only held him in place, continuing to explore the inside of those depths I had been in a few minutes ago.
A whimper brought me back from my little recollection; I looked up at the two and realized something was not right. Out of panic and fear, (I seem to be feeling those a lot lately), I quickly got up from the floor and ran to the bed. Without thinking, I grabbed Joey's shoulders and pulled my hardest. Instead of struggling with me, Joey had submitted and we both ended up on the floor.
Worrying about Yami, I had once again gotten up from the floor and went to the bed, crawling on top of it next to him. I immediately saw what had made him whimper; Joey must have been too rough with Yami, for his lip was bleeding. A trail of red had formed a path from Yami's bottom lip down to his jaw line, starting to seep down his neck.
After wiping the trail away with my hand, I observed the rest of Yami's body. His eyes were closed and his breathing was steady, as if he fell unconscious during the assault. As my eyes trailed lower, I noticed two dark spots on Yami's neck and collarbone. Afraid to touch them or think about what they were, I looked farther down; there were no other visible marks.
Relieved that Yami wasn't hurt too badly, I decided to focus more on Joey. I had turned around to see Joey huddled in a ball by the door. His face was hiding in his knees as his arms wrapped protectively around them. I wasn't sure on how to approach him. After a "get together" with Bakura, I'd always be in the same position as Joey, pretending that the earlier meeting never happened.
Deciding to approach Joey like I would've liked to been approached, I slowly walked towards him and kneeled down. So he knew I wasn't going to hurt him, I rubbed his back in a comforting manner. There was no movement or sound coming from Joey; I continued to rub his back while glancing at Yami every few seconds. After a few minutes had passed, I heard a few sniffs and a voice.
"What did you say, Joey?" I whispered, leaning in close to the figure.
"I-I'm so s-sorry," he had said, barely a whisper.
I couldn't tell Joey that it was okay, because really it wasn't. "I forgive you, Joey, and I'm sure Yami does, too. Just tell me, why did you do it?" I had a small idea on why Joey did it, but I wanted him to say the reason.
"I-I don't know," a few more sniffs could be heard from him. To gently urge him on, I started to rub his back again.
"It's okay, Joey. You can tell me anything, I won't hurt you or get mad at you."
"R-Ryou," Joey said, pulling his face free from the shelter. He looked at me with his brown eyes, sorrow filling their every corner. Taking a slight risk, I pulled Joey into a hug. When he didn't push me away but held me back, I knew he had needed this hug for a long time. With no person to really talk to or be comforted by anymore, Joey had fallen into a depression. Realizing this also made me realize the true reason why Joey had done it.
"Joey? Please tell me, why did you hurt Yami?"
"I didn't mean to hurt him," Joey started to explain, his courage coming back. "Usually when I'm down and depressed, I talk to Yuugi, but he's gone. I have no one else to tell my feelings or be comforted by. I'm not sure what made me come here, but I wanted someone to replace Yuugi for now. The only person I could think of that reminded me of Yuugi, was Yami. I don't know why I'm telling you this, but you know how I loved the little guy, right?"
"Right," I answered. I knew where this story was going, but I wanted Joey to say it, hoping it would help him somehow.
"Well, some part of me made me think that Yami was Yuugi; that he was the same innocent person that I used to hang out with so much. When I saw you two kissing, something inside me started to burn. I felt so jealous and hurt; I wanted to be the one who was lying on the floor, being kissed by him. Without really thinking, I did it, I kissed him; but I couldn't stop, I kept thinking that if I had stopped, he would disappear. I didn't want him to leave me again, so before I knew what I was doing, I hurt him. When I heard him whimper I opened my eyes; that was when I realized it wasn't Yuugi but Yami. Not only did I think I could replace Yuugi, but I hurt the one person I wanted to hurt the least.
"I don't know what came over me, Ryou. You have no idea how much I love him; I miss him so much," Joey confessed, crying.
Although no one knew, I knew exactly how Joey felt. I know how it is to miss someone so much that you'd do anything to see or touch them for one second. Feeling my own sadness and Joey's, I had begun to cry myself. "Bakura, please come back," I don't know what had made me say that aloud.
"Ryou?" I heard Joey say my name. A little afraid of what Joey might say, I pulled away from him while staring at the ground the whole time. "You miss Bakura, huh?" It was more of a statement than a question.
"I-I don't know what I miss," I had lied.
END OF FLASHBACK
/ After I had said that, Yami had awoken. Joey apologized to him so many times that Yami and I both ended up pushing him out of my house. Although Yami was a very good actor, I knew he was listening to Joey's and my conversation. I'm very thankful that he hasn't questioned me about my earlier slip of tongue. Like I said before, thinking about what had happened earlier brings back memories of Bakura. /
Ryou looked at the clock: 10:14. Looking down at the puzzle around his neck, Ryou smiled. He knew that Joey would now come to him whenever he was sad. The only thing that confused Ryou was the kiss Yami gave him. He wondered if it was just a spur of the moment, or it meant a new budding relationship.
Many things had happened to Ryou that he couldn't explain. His father's sudden engagement, Joey's little raid from mixed emotions, and of course.. that figure. Turning his light off and setting the puzzle on his nightstand, Ryou closed his eyes. A certain dream came to him as he thought of that silver glint.
TBC..
I hope you liked this chap. I know what Joey did was very surprising.. well, maybe not. Well, if you like this story so far AND if you don't like it so far.. plz review and tell me!!
Disclaimer: sigh.. I do not own any Yugioh character and this story is only fiction. Sigh.
Warning: This chap has some unwanted Yaoi, if you can call it that. I dunno, just read the story and find out.
While lying on his bed, Ryou kept replaying what had happened to him earlier that day. all he could remember was:
FLASHBACK
I stared up at Yami as he stood there looking down at me. If I had enough courage I would've pulled him down to me and kissed him. IF I had enough courage. His eyes were very entrancing; I could stare into his purple depths forever. What happened next was very unexpected; I wasn't sure if Yami had read my thoughts or if he did it on his own accord, but I remember seeing him kneel down beside me.
END FLASHBACK
/Thinking about it made my heart beat faster, as if I was still there lying on my floor. /
BACK TO FLASHBACK
Looking up into his eyes had triggered something inside of me. I hadn't felt that feeling for so long.
I remember Yami looking down into my eyes, a small smile playing on his lips. Before I could question his actions he leaned in closer to my face. As I closed my eyes, all I could feel was his warm breath on my face and then.. I felt his lips. They were nothing as I had expected, making it twice as exciting. I had expected him to kiss me in a harsh, passionate way, not with such gentleness. His lips were very soft and his tongue slipped past my lips in such tenderness, it felt as if he was pouring all his built up desire into this one kiss.
END OF FLASHBACK
/Ryou, you sound like a crazy in love teenage school girl talking about her first kiss with the guy of her dreams. it's funny how this all sounds romantic and like a happy ending, but I will never forget the look on his face. /
ONCE AGAIN, FLASHBACK
When Yami pulled away from the ardent kiss, we stared into each other's eyes, as if looking for an answer to this whole thing. Our search was interrupted.
"Yami? Ryou?" asked a voice coming from the doorway. I saw Yami look over to the unanticipated guest, his eyes had widened. I had felt panic rise up, so I looked over to the visitor and saw him, standing in disbelief and anguish.
"Joey?" asked Yami, "What are you doing here?"
"What am I doing here? What were you two doing there?" Joey said, the pain in his voice obvious.
"Joey, please don't-" Yami pleaded before interrupted.
"DON'T WHAT? DON'T FREAK OUT OR DON'T TELL ANYONE?" Joey started to shout. "I can't believe you would- NO! I can't believe YOU would do this! You know how I feel Ryou!" Accused Joey pointing down at me.
I didn't know what he was talking about. I didn't know how he felt, either. Not sure of what to do, I calmly told Joey, "Yes, Joey. Don't freak out and don't tell anyone. I'm not sure what you feel or why you could blame such things on me or Yami, but just calm down before you do anything that you'll later regret."
"THAT I'LL LATER REGRET? I won't regret any of this," Joey looked so sad he looked crazy, if possible. But before Yami or I could get up from our. position, Joey had pulled Yami off of me and threw him on the bed. I had no idea what Joey was doing so I just cried out of fear, "JOEY, STOP!"
With Joey being his normal stubborn self, he didn't stop. I couldn't stop Joey from what he was doing and neither could Yami.
END OF FLASHBACK.
/I could understand how Joey felt. The one that he loved, or thought he loved, had kissed one of his friends in front of him. Joey had told me why he did it, and just thinking about it brings back memories of Bakura. //
FLASHBACK
Joey had thrown Yami onto the bed and was now perched on top of him. Before Yami could protest, Joey slammed his mouth hard onto his. I was paralyzed as I watched Joey slip his tongue into the other's resistant mouth. Yami had tried to pull away but Joey only held him in place, continuing to explore the inside of those depths I had been in a few minutes ago.
A whimper brought me back from my little recollection; I looked up at the two and realized something was not right. Out of panic and fear, (I seem to be feeling those a lot lately), I quickly got up from the floor and ran to the bed. Without thinking, I grabbed Joey's shoulders and pulled my hardest. Instead of struggling with me, Joey had submitted and we both ended up on the floor.
Worrying about Yami, I had once again gotten up from the floor and went to the bed, crawling on top of it next to him. I immediately saw what had made him whimper; Joey must have been too rough with Yami, for his lip was bleeding. A trail of red had formed a path from Yami's bottom lip down to his jaw line, starting to seep down his neck.
After wiping the trail away with my hand, I observed the rest of Yami's body. His eyes were closed and his breathing was steady, as if he fell unconscious during the assault. As my eyes trailed lower, I noticed two dark spots on Yami's neck and collarbone. Afraid to touch them or think about what they were, I looked farther down; there were no other visible marks.
Relieved that Yami wasn't hurt too badly, I decided to focus more on Joey. I had turned around to see Joey huddled in a ball by the door. His face was hiding in his knees as his arms wrapped protectively around them. I wasn't sure on how to approach him. After a "get together" with Bakura, I'd always be in the same position as Joey, pretending that the earlier meeting never happened.
Deciding to approach Joey like I would've liked to been approached, I slowly walked towards him and kneeled down. So he knew I wasn't going to hurt him, I rubbed his back in a comforting manner. There was no movement or sound coming from Joey; I continued to rub his back while glancing at Yami every few seconds. After a few minutes had passed, I heard a few sniffs and a voice.
"What did you say, Joey?" I whispered, leaning in close to the figure.
"I-I'm so s-sorry," he had said, barely a whisper.
I couldn't tell Joey that it was okay, because really it wasn't. "I forgive you, Joey, and I'm sure Yami does, too. Just tell me, why did you do it?" I had a small idea on why Joey did it, but I wanted him to say the reason.
"I-I don't know," a few more sniffs could be heard from him. To gently urge him on, I started to rub his back again.
"It's okay, Joey. You can tell me anything, I won't hurt you or get mad at you."
"R-Ryou," Joey said, pulling his face free from the shelter. He looked at me with his brown eyes, sorrow filling their every corner. Taking a slight risk, I pulled Joey into a hug. When he didn't push me away but held me back, I knew he had needed this hug for a long time. With no person to really talk to or be comforted by anymore, Joey had fallen into a depression. Realizing this also made me realize the true reason why Joey had done it.
"Joey? Please tell me, why did you hurt Yami?"
"I didn't mean to hurt him," Joey started to explain, his courage coming back. "Usually when I'm down and depressed, I talk to Yuugi, but he's gone. I have no one else to tell my feelings or be comforted by. I'm not sure what made me come here, but I wanted someone to replace Yuugi for now. The only person I could think of that reminded me of Yuugi, was Yami. I don't know why I'm telling you this, but you know how I loved the little guy, right?"
"Right," I answered. I knew where this story was going, but I wanted Joey to say it, hoping it would help him somehow.
"Well, some part of me made me think that Yami was Yuugi; that he was the same innocent person that I used to hang out with so much. When I saw you two kissing, something inside me started to burn. I felt so jealous and hurt; I wanted to be the one who was lying on the floor, being kissed by him. Without really thinking, I did it, I kissed him; but I couldn't stop, I kept thinking that if I had stopped, he would disappear. I didn't want him to leave me again, so before I knew what I was doing, I hurt him. When I heard him whimper I opened my eyes; that was when I realized it wasn't Yuugi but Yami. Not only did I think I could replace Yuugi, but I hurt the one person I wanted to hurt the least.
"I don't know what came over me, Ryou. You have no idea how much I love him; I miss him so much," Joey confessed, crying.
Although no one knew, I knew exactly how Joey felt. I know how it is to miss someone so much that you'd do anything to see or touch them for one second. Feeling my own sadness and Joey's, I had begun to cry myself. "Bakura, please come back," I don't know what had made me say that aloud.
"Ryou?" I heard Joey say my name. A little afraid of what Joey might say, I pulled away from him while staring at the ground the whole time. "You miss Bakura, huh?" It was more of a statement than a question.
"I-I don't know what I miss," I had lied.
END OF FLASHBACK
/ After I had said that, Yami had awoken. Joey apologized to him so many times that Yami and I both ended up pushing him out of my house. Although Yami was a very good actor, I knew he was listening to Joey's and my conversation. I'm very thankful that he hasn't questioned me about my earlier slip of tongue. Like I said before, thinking about what had happened earlier brings back memories of Bakura. /
Ryou looked at the clock: 10:14. Looking down at the puzzle around his neck, Ryou smiled. He knew that Joey would now come to him whenever he was sad. The only thing that confused Ryou was the kiss Yami gave him. He wondered if it was just a spur of the moment, or it meant a new budding relationship.
Many things had happened to Ryou that he couldn't explain. His father's sudden engagement, Joey's little raid from mixed emotions, and of course.. that figure. Turning his light off and setting the puzzle on his nightstand, Ryou closed his eyes. A certain dream came to him as he thought of that silver glint.
TBC..
I hope you liked this chap. I know what Joey did was very surprising.. well, maybe not. Well, if you like this story so far AND if you don't like it so far.. plz review and tell me!!