this is a story about Sakura who was raped by Syaoran at the age of 17.
The thing is, he doesn't know it and 'fell in love' with someone else
leaving her alone with a son, XiaoLong. Now, Syaoran is back and single,
Sakura is unsure whether she should tell him the truth- that he is the
father of Xiao Long- or let him think she is a s***?!
I'd like to thank those who encouraged me to continue with this story: hitokiri-tomoe Baby-Prue BlossomBerryBabe - yea, well, intense was kinda what I wanted it to be. lil-cherrie-blossom - lolz. just continue reading the story and the past shall be revealed Geminikika1 - I've continued it so don't kill me! I'm too young to die anyway Kathie Sapphire Melody Early Morning Dawn disclaimer: as usual, i don't own CCS *sobs!* waaaaaaahhhhh!!
I loved you, still do Realizations
where we left - Little did she know that a hundred miles in the air, a brown haired young man was having somewhat the same dream that she had....
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The only difference? He did not dream of Sakura finding out about Xiao Long.
He woke up in a shock, the dream he had when he was nineteen was there again. He had raped Sakura, at that time, he thought it was only a dream. Although he woke up without clothes, he assumed he was sort of sleep walking, nothing more. The rest of the dream was a memory.
He sighed and looked out of the window. Soon, he would be back in Cherry Island (A/N: lame name, i know) with his friends and Sakura... He knew he had to apologize to her , Sakura had been right about Mira. She was only after his money and good looks. He found that out the hard way, she was caught with another man. It didn't matter anyway, he didn't feel hurt or cheated of his feelings, he was only upset that he had been so blind to carry on the relationship.
He realized that he had never loved her, then he remembered a fight he had with Sakura.
=====flashback=====
He looked at Sakura," I love Mira, why can't you see that?" "It's simply because you don't, you love someone else and I know it," was the reply. "I love no one else and will not love anyone else!" he shouted back, this conversation had gone on before and once again it was going no where. Tears started to stream down her face," how can you not know who you love? You cannot love someone and not know it." She was acting very weird about it. She ran off crying. 'Crap, now Eriol's going to come after me,' was the only thought he had in his mind.
=====flashback=====
You cannot love someone and not know it. You cannot love someone and not know it. You cannot love someone and not know it. This sentence ran through his mind again and again. 'Maybe Sakura knows who I love, that's why she was acting funny. I must remember to ask her who it is.'
*8*8*8*8*8*8*8*
Xiao Long jumpped out of Sakura's car and ran into the house. "Hi Aunt Tomoyo! Where iz Yoshimi and Micheal?" he asked. Tomoyo smiled," Their at the backyard waiting for you." They are now at Tomoyo's home, she is happily married to Eriol and both of them have got a son and daughter - twins.
"So, I heard Meiling got some news for us, what is it?" Sakura asked curiously. Tomoyo shrugs in reply,"I don't know, she said to wait for you."
Both of them looked at each other, expecting the other to know. Tomoyo shrugs again and lead the way into the lounge. Meiling was already there.
After greeting everyone, Sakura sat down on the nearest chair. Meiling breathed in... and out... "Well, now that you all are here the news is - Syaoran is coming back and I was hoping that one of you will let him stay at your place considering the fact that I have no more room in my house."
Everyone stared at her in shock. "D-did you j-jus-just say that he is here?"Sakura felt like screaming, out of fear or some other feeling she doesn't know of. "No, he won't be here until tomorrow, I'll be picking him up." Tomoyo, sitting on Eriol's lap, looked at Meiling knowingly," Well, I don't think he will fit in here and if he is here on a holiday, then I don't think he will like it here. With the twins being so noisy and things like that."
Sakura shook her head," I'm not that dense anymore. If you want he can stay with me. But-" Meiling smiled sympathetically, she also knew of what happened then. Everyone but Syaoran. "I know you're afraid of telling him about Xiao Long, just take your time. You don't really have to tell him if you don't want to." "Yeah, but I still love him. Before the incident (A/N: the one where Sakura was raped) after and now." The group sat in silence.
Sighing, Sakura agreed to let him stay with her. "I guess I'll have to go back and prepare the spare room for him." Calling for Xiao Long, she walked to her car and got in. After he said his goodbyes, she sped down the road.
Oh hoho, this is sorta a cliffy! If you wanna know what happens next then review this chappie first! ^.~ Ja ne!
I'd like to thank those who encouraged me to continue with this story: hitokiri-tomoe Baby-Prue BlossomBerryBabe - yea, well, intense was kinda what I wanted it to be. lil-cherrie-blossom - lolz. just continue reading the story and the past shall be revealed Geminikika1 - I've continued it so don't kill me! I'm too young to die anyway Kathie Sapphire Melody Early Morning Dawn disclaimer: as usual, i don't own CCS *sobs!* waaaaaaahhhhh!!
I loved you, still do Realizations
where we left - Little did she know that a hundred miles in the air, a brown haired young man was having somewhat the same dream that she had....
----------------------------------------------------------------------------
The only difference? He did not dream of Sakura finding out about Xiao Long.
He woke up in a shock, the dream he had when he was nineteen was there again. He had raped Sakura, at that time, he thought it was only a dream. Although he woke up without clothes, he assumed he was sort of sleep walking, nothing more. The rest of the dream was a memory.
He sighed and looked out of the window. Soon, he would be back in Cherry Island (A/N: lame name, i know) with his friends and Sakura... He knew he had to apologize to her , Sakura had been right about Mira. She was only after his money and good looks. He found that out the hard way, she was caught with another man. It didn't matter anyway, he didn't feel hurt or cheated of his feelings, he was only upset that he had been so blind to carry on the relationship.
He realized that he had never loved her, then he remembered a fight he had with Sakura.
=====flashback=====
He looked at Sakura," I love Mira, why can't you see that?" "It's simply because you don't, you love someone else and I know it," was the reply. "I love no one else and will not love anyone else!" he shouted back, this conversation had gone on before and once again it was going no where. Tears started to stream down her face," how can you not know who you love? You cannot love someone and not know it." She was acting very weird about it. She ran off crying. 'Crap, now Eriol's going to come after me,' was the only thought he had in his mind.
=====flashback=====
You cannot love someone and not know it. You cannot love someone and not know it. You cannot love someone and not know it. This sentence ran through his mind again and again. 'Maybe Sakura knows who I love, that's why she was acting funny. I must remember to ask her who it is.'
*8*8*8*8*8*8*8*
Xiao Long jumpped out of Sakura's car and ran into the house. "Hi Aunt Tomoyo! Where iz Yoshimi and Micheal?" he asked. Tomoyo smiled," Their at the backyard waiting for you." They are now at Tomoyo's home, she is happily married to Eriol and both of them have got a son and daughter - twins.
"So, I heard Meiling got some news for us, what is it?" Sakura asked curiously. Tomoyo shrugs in reply,"I don't know, she said to wait for you."
Both of them looked at each other, expecting the other to know. Tomoyo shrugs again and lead the way into the lounge. Meiling was already there.
After greeting everyone, Sakura sat down on the nearest chair. Meiling breathed in... and out... "Well, now that you all are here the news is - Syaoran is coming back and I was hoping that one of you will let him stay at your place considering the fact that I have no more room in my house."
Everyone stared at her in shock. "D-did you j-jus-just say that he is here?"Sakura felt like screaming, out of fear or some other feeling she doesn't know of. "No, he won't be here until tomorrow, I'll be picking him up." Tomoyo, sitting on Eriol's lap, looked at Meiling knowingly," Well, I don't think he will fit in here and if he is here on a holiday, then I don't think he will like it here. With the twins being so noisy and things like that."
Sakura shook her head," I'm not that dense anymore. If you want he can stay with me. But-" Meiling smiled sympathetically, she also knew of what happened then. Everyone but Syaoran. "I know you're afraid of telling him about Xiao Long, just take your time. You don't really have to tell him if you don't want to." "Yeah, but I still love him. Before the incident (A/N: the one where Sakura was raped) after and now." The group sat in silence.
Sighing, Sakura agreed to let him stay with her. "I guess I'll have to go back and prepare the spare room for him." Calling for Xiao Long, she walked to her car and got in. After he said his goodbyes, she sped down the road.
Oh hoho, this is sorta a cliffy! If you wanna know what happens next then review this chappie first! ^.~ Ja ne!