Thanks to you guys who reviewed, I really appreciate it!! Thanks for not
being mean ^_^ I am eternally grateful *bows*
Anyway, here are the replies to your reviews, you lucky devils!! Yutaan: Woah, calm down you 2! He's just 17 because the story starts when he's 15, but he's 17 when he tells it ok? Good!! I wont give away what happened, tis truly tragic *sniff* but you'll find out!! Zelphie: Ow, I'm sowwi!! Don't you worry your little head off though, after this sad story, I WILL make a good one where Sora and Riku end up together. but you have to read this one first even though it is real sad V_V Setsu: Your cookie will arrive some time in the mail, I promise *shifts eyes* anywho, if you like sad fics then this is for you. WAAAAAH!! Sora otaku: thanks, good to know you like it!! I'm the kind of person to update really quickly so don't worry about that! CursedAngelOfSephiroth: Yes, there will be plenty passionate memorable embraces *snigger* Oh I'm so cruel!! Sakura-MiZuKo: Gee wiz, thanks a bunch! Glad to know that someone out there likes me *gasp* well so far my remarks have all been peachy, yay!! Kagami Onna: Ooh, I'm on someones favourites list *does a happy dance* yeah, well I hope the emotion did you good, it killed me inside to write about poor widdle ri so heartbroken *sniff* well so long as u try to review I'm all good ^.~
Well, hope you guys like it and please follow up on the reviews, I'll be happy to hear from new and old reviewers alike!! Huggles to you all!!! Well this chappie pretty much shows you when the lurve starts (well, when dirty little boys start thinking dirty little thoughts) Enjoy my lovelies!!
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Chapter 1- The Dream
Sora and I met the day he was born, so I suppose technically I hadn't known him for my whole life, but for the whole of his instead. That was far more important anyway.
I can never remember a time when I wasn't with Sora, and we had always been best friends. Our futures were planned around each other and there was nothing we couldn't do when we were together.
Then it all started, and we had never known it would do this. Else I would have shut it out, no matter how deeply in love I was.
***
I was 15 years old, carefree, popular and happy. I strolled across the beach of Destiny Islands, kicking the sand beneath my bare feet.
It was an early morning and I had decided to take a walk before school, and go back to wake up Sora, giving him just enough time to jump into clothes and gulp down a rather large breakfast- a daily ritual for us.
I looked out to the gently lapping waves and felt an urge to run out an immerse myself in the beautiful depths, but, as I reminded myself, I didn't want to come to class soaked in salt water!
I was so immersed in thought that I had ceased to notice the loud beeping noise coming from my watch. I smiled, pressing the button to turn off the alarm, happy that it was finally time to wake up my best friend from his slumber. It was always worth a laugh seeing him twist and turn as I whispered for him to "wake up snookums" or "get up pumpkin pie".
It was a little game I played with him, and it was the highlight of my day, considering he would always answer me back with something relating to whatever he was dreaming of at the time.
I had never met anybody who dreamed as much as Sora. Sometimes I accidentally woke him up by laughing too loud- and who wouldn't after hearing a thumb-sucking Sora squeal excitedly as he murmured, "Mummy, you got me a Mr. Hunny Bunny!". That was at the very top of my favourites, and I laughed so hard at it that Sora woke up gasping, clutching at his chest, glaring at me suspiciously.
So now I raced back to Sora's house, careful to get there before his mum could wake him up and spoil my little game. I reached the door panting, leaning heavily against the door as I waited to catch my breath. Eventually I did and rapped at the door several times in the easily distinguishable tune that Sora and I had been using ever since we were old enough to reach the doorknob.
"Er. Ugh. Hold on Ri!!" came the familiar muffled voice of Sora's mum from the kitchen. No doubt she's fixing up our breakfast, I thought with a grin. There was a sudden scramble and a click as Sora's mum fiddled with the door hurriedly, swiping it open just long enough for me to slip in before she nudged it shut with her knee. She was balancing a carton of eggs in her hand, a bag of flour sticking out of her mouth.
"Mm... Mmmp... Hmsstmm... Ikmm.mm," she said, somehow twisting her face into a warm smile, flicking her wispy brown hair out of her face in a swift move of her head before hurrying off back to the kitchen. She was so nice; it was almost like I had two pairs of parents with her and Sora's dad.
"Thanks Mrs. C, I'll wake him," I smirked as I descended their little spiral stairs as quietly as humanly possible, in case I woke up Sora (although that was pretty hard, considering the only way I have ever been able to wake him up is shouting in his ear, violently shaking him by the shoulders, or, of course, laughing too loud!).
I reached the top of the stairs and almost instantly reached his bedroom door. The Destiny Islands' houses always seemed to be like this- each doorway or stairway was squished up closely to another, yet somehow they would never seem cluttered.
I creaked the door open and my eyes fell upon the sea of blankets wrapped messily like a cacoon around the curled up body. Spiky brown hair protruded from the mass and a smooth tanned forehead poked out below it. The rest was hidden in blankets.
I swiftly tiptoed around the sprawled out clothes on the floor to stand beside his head. I knelt down until I was inches away from his face, an evil grin forming on my face. I watched in case he was going to move or talk without me talking to him first, as he sometimes did. Today's not one of those days, I thought, sighing as I raised my hand to where his blankets were wrapped around the bottom half of his face.
I swiftly tucked his blankets down below his bare shoulders, and my grin grew as I noticed the satisfied smile that played on his lips widening. He was nuzzling his pillow lovingly, and I had to stifle a giggle.
This one was sure going to be up there on the list with his hunny bunny dream! So, I didn't say anything, I didn't do anything, I just watched and waited for him to speak.
*~*~Sora's Dream~*~*
Sora lay on the night beach, wearing nothing but his boxers. His feet were lightly kicking the end of the waves as they lapped up near his legs. He felt at peace.
"Riku?" he sighed breathily.
There was no reply from the figure beside him. Sora tilted his head to the side to take a peek at the dark angel that was his best friend.
He was lying back sitting at a slant, leaning on his muscular arms. His stern face was turned to the sky and his sleek silver hair hung down his neck, glinting in the moonlight.
Sora bit his lip as he ran his eyes up and down Riku's body hungrily. He felt like reaching out to caress Riku's toned physic, extinguishing the flaming passion that was burning throughout his whole body. He could feel it flowing through his veins, coming to the end of his fingers and toes and circling its way around and back, burning eternally.
He could feel himself lick his dry lips slowly, wiping his hand across his sweaty brow before delving into his messy hair.
Riku laughed softly, beautifully. Sora, startled, looked up at him curiously. Riku's eyes trickled their way slowly over just barely before thrusting out his strong arm to grip Sora's wrist, making Sora's every nerve tingle excitedly. He let out a little gasp of surprise, and he could sense Riku's glittering eyes as if they were praising him for reacting so dramatically.
Riku arched his body as he turned to his side, and very suddenly pulled Sora into his embrace possessively. Sora moaned at the long awaited feeling of Riku's body pressed against him, his hand clasped on his back, moving and caressing him, slowly and lovingly.
"I've been waiting for you." Sora sighed, finally glad to be able to tell Riku how he had fallen in love with him, how thoughts had been passing through his head, feelings flowing through his body. the fact that he was gay at all.
Sora had never been able to tell Riku because he had always thought he could have anyone he wanted, and it was true, he could. Until now, Sora had highly doubted that Riku could ever return his feelings. Sora was almost reduced to tears every time he saw Riku leaning back against his locker talking and flirting with all the blushing high school teens as they giggled and hung off his every word.
It's not that Sora was ashamed of being gay, he had always known how accepting everyone would be. it's just that everybody had assumed Sora would grow up, marry Kairi and have a family. What Sora really wanted was to hold Riku for eternity, and to be held in return. He just hadn't been able to reveal to everyone how fake the life he was living actually was.
But now, as Riku held him close expectantly, he felt a sigh of relief. He was ready to let his emotions flood out and wash away his built up sorrow. But before he had a chance to speak another word, Riku's glistening eyes had snapped shut and his soft lips were pressed against Sora's, his hands exploring Sora's tousled hair. Sora responded as he draped his arms around Riku's neck, opening his mouth as he awaited the welcoming of Riku's responsive mouth, who darted his tongue inside Sora's mouth, thrusting it deeply inside as Sora caressed it passionately with his own, groaning with the pleasure of his true love's lust. Sora ran his hand down the side of Riku's body, lips still embracing Riku's, pulling Riku's thigh across until he was half lying on top of him, beginning to caress Sora's leg. Riku's hand began to creep up the inside of Sora's thigh, but as soon as Sora reached out to clutch at his true love closer, stronger.
But he was gone.
"Riku?"
Sora's eyes shot open as he saw a dreamy-eyed Riku sitting, holding his knees, smiling. He leapt up and took a huge step back, grinning more seductively than ever.
"Riku, please." Sora pleaded, hearing Riku's voice saying something distantly, "kiss me, just once more! I'm in love with you Riku."
At that, Riku outstretched his hand to Sora, but before he could reach him, all was gone.
*~*~End Dream~*~*
I had been sitting beside Sora for a couple of minutes, just thinking, fiddling with my fingers, when I heard a mumble coming from Sora that I couldn't quite distinguish. I smirked, seeing him moan as he continued to nuzzle his pillow. I leaned closer to his face, and I could feel quick gasping breaths heat my skin.
All of a sudden he took in a quick, deep breath as I saw his face change with genuine sadness. He mumbled something again, squirming as though he was trying to find something desperately.
"Oh, what is it my darling?" I mocked.
What he said next was not a mumble. I heard it loud and clear. It made me fall back with a crash, turn ghostly white, stunned me unexpectedly.
"Kiss me, just once more! I'm in love with you. Riku."
Anyway, here are the replies to your reviews, you lucky devils!! Yutaan: Woah, calm down you 2! He's just 17 because the story starts when he's 15, but he's 17 when he tells it ok? Good!! I wont give away what happened, tis truly tragic *sniff* but you'll find out!! Zelphie: Ow, I'm sowwi!! Don't you worry your little head off though, after this sad story, I WILL make a good one where Sora and Riku end up together. but you have to read this one first even though it is real sad V_V Setsu: Your cookie will arrive some time in the mail, I promise *shifts eyes* anywho, if you like sad fics then this is for you. WAAAAAH!! Sora otaku: thanks, good to know you like it!! I'm the kind of person to update really quickly so don't worry about that! CursedAngelOfSephiroth: Yes, there will be plenty passionate memorable embraces *snigger* Oh I'm so cruel!! Sakura-MiZuKo: Gee wiz, thanks a bunch! Glad to know that someone out there likes me *gasp* well so far my remarks have all been peachy, yay!! Kagami Onna: Ooh, I'm on someones favourites list *does a happy dance* yeah, well I hope the emotion did you good, it killed me inside to write about poor widdle ri so heartbroken *sniff* well so long as u try to review I'm all good ^.~
Well, hope you guys like it and please follow up on the reviews, I'll be happy to hear from new and old reviewers alike!! Huggles to you all!!! Well this chappie pretty much shows you when the lurve starts (well, when dirty little boys start thinking dirty little thoughts) Enjoy my lovelies!!
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Chapter 1- The Dream
Sora and I met the day he was born, so I suppose technically I hadn't known him for my whole life, but for the whole of his instead. That was far more important anyway.
I can never remember a time when I wasn't with Sora, and we had always been best friends. Our futures were planned around each other and there was nothing we couldn't do when we were together.
Then it all started, and we had never known it would do this. Else I would have shut it out, no matter how deeply in love I was.
***
I was 15 years old, carefree, popular and happy. I strolled across the beach of Destiny Islands, kicking the sand beneath my bare feet.
It was an early morning and I had decided to take a walk before school, and go back to wake up Sora, giving him just enough time to jump into clothes and gulp down a rather large breakfast- a daily ritual for us.
I looked out to the gently lapping waves and felt an urge to run out an immerse myself in the beautiful depths, but, as I reminded myself, I didn't want to come to class soaked in salt water!
I was so immersed in thought that I had ceased to notice the loud beeping noise coming from my watch. I smiled, pressing the button to turn off the alarm, happy that it was finally time to wake up my best friend from his slumber. It was always worth a laugh seeing him twist and turn as I whispered for him to "wake up snookums" or "get up pumpkin pie".
It was a little game I played with him, and it was the highlight of my day, considering he would always answer me back with something relating to whatever he was dreaming of at the time.
I had never met anybody who dreamed as much as Sora. Sometimes I accidentally woke him up by laughing too loud- and who wouldn't after hearing a thumb-sucking Sora squeal excitedly as he murmured, "Mummy, you got me a Mr. Hunny Bunny!". That was at the very top of my favourites, and I laughed so hard at it that Sora woke up gasping, clutching at his chest, glaring at me suspiciously.
So now I raced back to Sora's house, careful to get there before his mum could wake him up and spoil my little game. I reached the door panting, leaning heavily against the door as I waited to catch my breath. Eventually I did and rapped at the door several times in the easily distinguishable tune that Sora and I had been using ever since we were old enough to reach the doorknob.
"Er. Ugh. Hold on Ri!!" came the familiar muffled voice of Sora's mum from the kitchen. No doubt she's fixing up our breakfast, I thought with a grin. There was a sudden scramble and a click as Sora's mum fiddled with the door hurriedly, swiping it open just long enough for me to slip in before she nudged it shut with her knee. She was balancing a carton of eggs in her hand, a bag of flour sticking out of her mouth.
"Mm... Mmmp... Hmsstmm... Ikmm.mm," she said, somehow twisting her face into a warm smile, flicking her wispy brown hair out of her face in a swift move of her head before hurrying off back to the kitchen. She was so nice; it was almost like I had two pairs of parents with her and Sora's dad.
"Thanks Mrs. C, I'll wake him," I smirked as I descended their little spiral stairs as quietly as humanly possible, in case I woke up Sora (although that was pretty hard, considering the only way I have ever been able to wake him up is shouting in his ear, violently shaking him by the shoulders, or, of course, laughing too loud!).
I reached the top of the stairs and almost instantly reached his bedroom door. The Destiny Islands' houses always seemed to be like this- each doorway or stairway was squished up closely to another, yet somehow they would never seem cluttered.
I creaked the door open and my eyes fell upon the sea of blankets wrapped messily like a cacoon around the curled up body. Spiky brown hair protruded from the mass and a smooth tanned forehead poked out below it. The rest was hidden in blankets.
I swiftly tiptoed around the sprawled out clothes on the floor to stand beside his head. I knelt down until I was inches away from his face, an evil grin forming on my face. I watched in case he was going to move or talk without me talking to him first, as he sometimes did. Today's not one of those days, I thought, sighing as I raised my hand to where his blankets were wrapped around the bottom half of his face.
I swiftly tucked his blankets down below his bare shoulders, and my grin grew as I noticed the satisfied smile that played on his lips widening. He was nuzzling his pillow lovingly, and I had to stifle a giggle.
This one was sure going to be up there on the list with his hunny bunny dream! So, I didn't say anything, I didn't do anything, I just watched and waited for him to speak.
*~*~Sora's Dream~*~*
Sora lay on the night beach, wearing nothing but his boxers. His feet were lightly kicking the end of the waves as they lapped up near his legs. He felt at peace.
"Riku?" he sighed breathily.
There was no reply from the figure beside him. Sora tilted his head to the side to take a peek at the dark angel that was his best friend.
He was lying back sitting at a slant, leaning on his muscular arms. His stern face was turned to the sky and his sleek silver hair hung down his neck, glinting in the moonlight.
Sora bit his lip as he ran his eyes up and down Riku's body hungrily. He felt like reaching out to caress Riku's toned physic, extinguishing the flaming passion that was burning throughout his whole body. He could feel it flowing through his veins, coming to the end of his fingers and toes and circling its way around and back, burning eternally.
He could feel himself lick his dry lips slowly, wiping his hand across his sweaty brow before delving into his messy hair.
Riku laughed softly, beautifully. Sora, startled, looked up at him curiously. Riku's eyes trickled their way slowly over just barely before thrusting out his strong arm to grip Sora's wrist, making Sora's every nerve tingle excitedly. He let out a little gasp of surprise, and he could sense Riku's glittering eyes as if they were praising him for reacting so dramatically.
Riku arched his body as he turned to his side, and very suddenly pulled Sora into his embrace possessively. Sora moaned at the long awaited feeling of Riku's body pressed against him, his hand clasped on his back, moving and caressing him, slowly and lovingly.
"I've been waiting for you." Sora sighed, finally glad to be able to tell Riku how he had fallen in love with him, how thoughts had been passing through his head, feelings flowing through his body. the fact that he was gay at all.
Sora had never been able to tell Riku because he had always thought he could have anyone he wanted, and it was true, he could. Until now, Sora had highly doubted that Riku could ever return his feelings. Sora was almost reduced to tears every time he saw Riku leaning back against his locker talking and flirting with all the blushing high school teens as they giggled and hung off his every word.
It's not that Sora was ashamed of being gay, he had always known how accepting everyone would be. it's just that everybody had assumed Sora would grow up, marry Kairi and have a family. What Sora really wanted was to hold Riku for eternity, and to be held in return. He just hadn't been able to reveal to everyone how fake the life he was living actually was.
But now, as Riku held him close expectantly, he felt a sigh of relief. He was ready to let his emotions flood out and wash away his built up sorrow. But before he had a chance to speak another word, Riku's glistening eyes had snapped shut and his soft lips were pressed against Sora's, his hands exploring Sora's tousled hair. Sora responded as he draped his arms around Riku's neck, opening his mouth as he awaited the welcoming of Riku's responsive mouth, who darted his tongue inside Sora's mouth, thrusting it deeply inside as Sora caressed it passionately with his own, groaning with the pleasure of his true love's lust. Sora ran his hand down the side of Riku's body, lips still embracing Riku's, pulling Riku's thigh across until he was half lying on top of him, beginning to caress Sora's leg. Riku's hand began to creep up the inside of Sora's thigh, but as soon as Sora reached out to clutch at his true love closer, stronger.
But he was gone.
"Riku?"
Sora's eyes shot open as he saw a dreamy-eyed Riku sitting, holding his knees, smiling. He leapt up and took a huge step back, grinning more seductively than ever.
"Riku, please." Sora pleaded, hearing Riku's voice saying something distantly, "kiss me, just once more! I'm in love with you Riku."
At that, Riku outstretched his hand to Sora, but before he could reach him, all was gone.
*~*~End Dream~*~*
I had been sitting beside Sora for a couple of minutes, just thinking, fiddling with my fingers, when I heard a mumble coming from Sora that I couldn't quite distinguish. I smirked, seeing him moan as he continued to nuzzle his pillow. I leaned closer to his face, and I could feel quick gasping breaths heat my skin.
All of a sudden he took in a quick, deep breath as I saw his face change with genuine sadness. He mumbled something again, squirming as though he was trying to find something desperately.
"Oh, what is it my darling?" I mocked.
What he said next was not a mumble. I heard it loud and clear. It made me fall back with a crash, turn ghostly white, stunned me unexpectedly.
"Kiss me, just once more! I'm in love with you. Riku."