One Beautiful Secret
A/N Ok the secret is reveled, or at least some of it! Thanks for the reviews! Also I think I'm going to put a flashback in the beginning of the chapter.
Chapter 6 Flashback
Abby opened her eyes and studied the place around her. She wasn't at her apartment. Where was she?
She turned over in the bed and then realized where she was.
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The day before
No I can't believe what happened. After all of this he dumps me in a letter! I can't believe him! I know our relationship wasn't that good or anything but he could have at least called.
I can't believe him. I know I must have tears in my eyes. I hurts I needed him and he wasn't there. He may have thought I wasn't there for him but I tried to be. I just really wanted this to work out. Now we'll never know what could have happened.
I still find it hard to believe he even left! Luka might not be back and well but still! He could have sent somebody else or anything! Even maybe just stayed one more night.
I throw the letter away and walk back into the ER and everybody's looking at me. I wipe at my eyes they're not red but there cloudy with tears that didn't seem to come out.
I can't stand people staring at me so I decided to go to the lounge. Susan's in there and I sit down not really wanting to discuss this now but I knew she'd want to know what happened.
"What happened Abby?" As if on cue she asks coming to sit by me.
I tell her the whole story.
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Later That night
"Abby its good to see you." Luka said as I walked into his room. He was going home tonight.
"You to Luka." I smiled and got one back. I'm glad he's ok.
"So how are you doing?" I ask trying to make small talk.
"Great actually." He said sitting up in bed.
I really needed to be getting home. I didn't really feel like sticking around after the whole ER had learnt what happened.
"How are you?" He asked, great he must know.
"Fine." I lie and he can tell.
"No your not." He says smiling and pats the bed beside him for me to come and sit beside him.
I walk over and sit close beside him.
"Abby really I know you, what's up?" He asked and I couldn't help but smile at his worry.
"You don't know what happened then." I say more to myself than to him.
"No what happened?" He asked curious.
Ok how do I tell my ex boyfriend that my currant, well not anymore boyfriend broke up with me? Even if we're friends still.
"Carter sent me this letter." I then found the floor interesting.
"Yeah he gave it to me to give to you when I left, what did he say?" He wondered and then he must have been able to tell I was hurting. Truth was, I did, and really bad.
I then continued to tell him how he left and what had been going on between us.
"He broke up with me in the letter and everybody found out what happened." I finish my long story and he looks shocked.
"I'm so sorry Abby." He said and I could tell he meant it.
"Its not your fault." I say smiling.
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Back To Where We Started
I was at Luka's. Somehow I had ended up here. Oh yeah now I remember, he had asked me to come over and I said sure. Something I regretted later cause I stayed and cooked him dinner and somehow we both ended up in the same bed.
Nothing happened mind you. He was going to sleep on the couch but I told him to stay. That's what happened. Suddenly a wave of feeling hit me and I get all the feelings I had for Luka back.
Like it had never went away. Just staring at him sleeping in front of me. I turn back around and scoot closer to him and it must be a reflex, he puts his arm around me.
I smile loving how it felt to be back in his arms. I missed him a lot. I think about this for a little more time and end up falling asleep.
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Present Day
Susan had just gotten done telling Carter just some of the story. The other part, she figured Abby should tell him.
He looked shocked and angry.
"Are you ok?" She asked him. She had also told him how much Abby told her about her still loving him and wanting to fix things between them.
"No." He said still trying to let it all sink in.
"You shouldn't be." Susan said still a little mad at him.
"I've got to go. Tell Weaver I won't be in for a few days. And if Abby wakes up call me. I need to sort this out." He said getting up and leaving that room for the second or third time today.
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Luka had finally stopped crying and was just watching Abby breath.
"Abby you left and do you know? I haven't been with anybody since. I kept hoping you would come back. Abby please wake up, I still love you. Don't leave me. Not again." Luka pleaded again.
He put her hand back by her side but didn't get up.
He watched her face and suddenly he saw one of her eyelids go half way up.
"Abby?" He asked.
"Luka?" She coughed and asked quietly.
His heart skipped a beat. Was she ok? Was she finally back?
"Yeah are you ok Abby? You've been out for a few hours." He told her.
(Abby's POV)
I opened my eyes this time both of them. Luka was sitting beside me asking questions. No! This isn't how this was supposed to go! I didn't even want to see them, not now.
I turn my head the other way not wanting to look at him also closing my eyes hoping when they open again he would leave but no such luck. I open my eyes again and I can just tell he's still in there.
What did he say before? I heard something as I started to wake up and I can't remember what it was.
I feel a tear in my eye and go to wipe it out with my hand but when I move it hurts. It hurts all over. Stupid crash.
"Luka?" I ask not really wanting to talk to him.
"What's wrong Abby?" He asked me, he must have seen the tears in my eyes.
"Where's my daughter? Where's Gracie?!" I yell suddenly remembering her.
"Somebody probably took her to the playroom." He told me.
"Oh." I all I can say. I don't know what to say, what to tell him.
I look back at him and a tear falls. Wow he looks so good.
"Abby we have to talk later." He informs me and takes a tissue and wipes away my tears knowing all to well I can't do it.
"I know." I say looking into his eyes. I can tell he still has feeling for me.
All those feelings I had before, before I left came back. How was I going to tell him? What about Carter? Did he even still work here?
"When will I be able to get out of here?" I ask him softly.
"In a few days." He says, the doctor in him coming out.
I try to smile but it doesn't come out right. I missed him so much and it hurt so bad having to leave him. But we can't go back to the way we were. That could never happen know.
"Abby I missed you." He finally says and I nod and I think that was wrong to do because it hurt.
"I missed you to." More than you could ever imagine. I think and he brushes some of my fallen bangs away from my forehead.
I looked in Luka's eyes again. Everything I did feels wrong, now I know he would have done anything for me.
Just then I hear somebody enter the room but I don't stop looking at Luka. But when I here him say my name I frown and close my eyes. I never wanted this to happen, never wanted to see him again.
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Carter walked back up to the ICU to see Abby before he left when he walked in he saw Abby's eyes open and her and Luka staring at each other.
"Abby?"
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I open my eyes and look at Luka again and silently plead with him that he'd do something. I couldn't talk to him right now.
Luka nodded and got up.
"Carter, Abby just woke up and doesn't feel like talking right now. You can come back later." I heard Luka say.
"What? Since when did you become her doctor?" I hear Carter argue.
"Carter! Stop thinking about yourself and leave Abby alone right now! She doesn't want to talk to you!" I hear Luka argue back. I'm not sure if this is what I wanted.
"Luka please I have to see her." I hear Carter and it sounds like he's going to break down in tears. I couldn't help but feel a little sorry for him.
"Luka." I say quietly trying not to raise my voice to loud because it it's a little.
He turned back to look at me.
"Let him in but please don't go anywhere." I tell him, I'd feel better if he was in the same room. I don't think I could take it if he started yelling at me when I know I couldn't yell back.
Luka nodded and Carter came to sit by me.
"Abby I'll just be outside." He tells me leaving.
I try to nod but it doesn't work so well.
I turn the other way; if I have to talk to Carter I'm not going to look at him.
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A/N Ok next they'll have to talk to each other, and Luka and Abby talk. More of Gracie and Susan finds out Abby's awake. Please review and tell me what you think!
A/N Ok the secret is reveled, or at least some of it! Thanks for the reviews! Also I think I'm going to put a flashback in the beginning of the chapter.
Chapter 6 Flashback
Abby opened her eyes and studied the place around her. She wasn't at her apartment. Where was she?
She turned over in the bed and then realized where she was.
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The day before
No I can't believe what happened. After all of this he dumps me in a letter! I can't believe him! I know our relationship wasn't that good or anything but he could have at least called.
I can't believe him. I know I must have tears in my eyes. I hurts I needed him and he wasn't there. He may have thought I wasn't there for him but I tried to be. I just really wanted this to work out. Now we'll never know what could have happened.
I still find it hard to believe he even left! Luka might not be back and well but still! He could have sent somebody else or anything! Even maybe just stayed one more night.
I throw the letter away and walk back into the ER and everybody's looking at me. I wipe at my eyes they're not red but there cloudy with tears that didn't seem to come out.
I can't stand people staring at me so I decided to go to the lounge. Susan's in there and I sit down not really wanting to discuss this now but I knew she'd want to know what happened.
"What happened Abby?" As if on cue she asks coming to sit by me.
I tell her the whole story.
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Later That night
"Abby its good to see you." Luka said as I walked into his room. He was going home tonight.
"You to Luka." I smiled and got one back. I'm glad he's ok.
"So how are you doing?" I ask trying to make small talk.
"Great actually." He said sitting up in bed.
I really needed to be getting home. I didn't really feel like sticking around after the whole ER had learnt what happened.
"How are you?" He asked, great he must know.
"Fine." I lie and he can tell.
"No your not." He says smiling and pats the bed beside him for me to come and sit beside him.
I walk over and sit close beside him.
"Abby really I know you, what's up?" He asked and I couldn't help but smile at his worry.
"You don't know what happened then." I say more to myself than to him.
"No what happened?" He asked curious.
Ok how do I tell my ex boyfriend that my currant, well not anymore boyfriend broke up with me? Even if we're friends still.
"Carter sent me this letter." I then found the floor interesting.
"Yeah he gave it to me to give to you when I left, what did he say?" He wondered and then he must have been able to tell I was hurting. Truth was, I did, and really bad.
I then continued to tell him how he left and what had been going on between us.
"He broke up with me in the letter and everybody found out what happened." I finish my long story and he looks shocked.
"I'm so sorry Abby." He said and I could tell he meant it.
"Its not your fault." I say smiling.
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Back To Where We Started
I was at Luka's. Somehow I had ended up here. Oh yeah now I remember, he had asked me to come over and I said sure. Something I regretted later cause I stayed and cooked him dinner and somehow we both ended up in the same bed.
Nothing happened mind you. He was going to sleep on the couch but I told him to stay. That's what happened. Suddenly a wave of feeling hit me and I get all the feelings I had for Luka back.
Like it had never went away. Just staring at him sleeping in front of me. I turn back around and scoot closer to him and it must be a reflex, he puts his arm around me.
I smile loving how it felt to be back in his arms. I missed him a lot. I think about this for a little more time and end up falling asleep.
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Present Day
Susan had just gotten done telling Carter just some of the story. The other part, she figured Abby should tell him.
He looked shocked and angry.
"Are you ok?" She asked him. She had also told him how much Abby told her about her still loving him and wanting to fix things between them.
"No." He said still trying to let it all sink in.
"You shouldn't be." Susan said still a little mad at him.
"I've got to go. Tell Weaver I won't be in for a few days. And if Abby wakes up call me. I need to sort this out." He said getting up and leaving that room for the second or third time today.
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Luka had finally stopped crying and was just watching Abby breath.
"Abby you left and do you know? I haven't been with anybody since. I kept hoping you would come back. Abby please wake up, I still love you. Don't leave me. Not again." Luka pleaded again.
He put her hand back by her side but didn't get up.
He watched her face and suddenly he saw one of her eyelids go half way up.
"Abby?" He asked.
"Luka?" She coughed and asked quietly.
His heart skipped a beat. Was she ok? Was she finally back?
"Yeah are you ok Abby? You've been out for a few hours." He told her.
(Abby's POV)
I opened my eyes this time both of them. Luka was sitting beside me asking questions. No! This isn't how this was supposed to go! I didn't even want to see them, not now.
I turn my head the other way not wanting to look at him also closing my eyes hoping when they open again he would leave but no such luck. I open my eyes again and I can just tell he's still in there.
What did he say before? I heard something as I started to wake up and I can't remember what it was.
I feel a tear in my eye and go to wipe it out with my hand but when I move it hurts. It hurts all over. Stupid crash.
"Luka?" I ask not really wanting to talk to him.
"What's wrong Abby?" He asked me, he must have seen the tears in my eyes.
"Where's my daughter? Where's Gracie?!" I yell suddenly remembering her.
"Somebody probably took her to the playroom." He told me.
"Oh." I all I can say. I don't know what to say, what to tell him.
I look back at him and a tear falls. Wow he looks so good.
"Abby we have to talk later." He informs me and takes a tissue and wipes away my tears knowing all to well I can't do it.
"I know." I say looking into his eyes. I can tell he still has feeling for me.
All those feelings I had before, before I left came back. How was I going to tell him? What about Carter? Did he even still work here?
"When will I be able to get out of here?" I ask him softly.
"In a few days." He says, the doctor in him coming out.
I try to smile but it doesn't come out right. I missed him so much and it hurt so bad having to leave him. But we can't go back to the way we were. That could never happen know.
"Abby I missed you." He finally says and I nod and I think that was wrong to do because it hurt.
"I missed you to." More than you could ever imagine. I think and he brushes some of my fallen bangs away from my forehead.
I looked in Luka's eyes again. Everything I did feels wrong, now I know he would have done anything for me.
Just then I hear somebody enter the room but I don't stop looking at Luka. But when I here him say my name I frown and close my eyes. I never wanted this to happen, never wanted to see him again.
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Carter walked back up to the ICU to see Abby before he left when he walked in he saw Abby's eyes open and her and Luka staring at each other.
"Abby?"
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I open my eyes and look at Luka again and silently plead with him that he'd do something. I couldn't talk to him right now.
Luka nodded and got up.
"Carter, Abby just woke up and doesn't feel like talking right now. You can come back later." I heard Luka say.
"What? Since when did you become her doctor?" I hear Carter argue.
"Carter! Stop thinking about yourself and leave Abby alone right now! She doesn't want to talk to you!" I hear Luka argue back. I'm not sure if this is what I wanted.
"Luka please I have to see her." I hear Carter and it sounds like he's going to break down in tears. I couldn't help but feel a little sorry for him.
"Luka." I say quietly trying not to raise my voice to loud because it it's a little.
He turned back to look at me.
"Let him in but please don't go anywhere." I tell him, I'd feel better if he was in the same room. I don't think I could take it if he started yelling at me when I know I couldn't yell back.
Luka nodded and Carter came to sit by me.
"Abby I'll just be outside." He tells me leaving.
I try to nod but it doesn't work so well.
I turn the other way; if I have to talk to Carter I'm not going to look at him.
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A/N Ok next they'll have to talk to each other, and Luka and Abby talk. More of Gracie and Susan finds out Abby's awake. Please review and tell me what you think!