Hi, I know you probably hate me for what I'm doing to you with all the pain
and cliff hangers. But I'm going to do this a little differently. I'm going
to talk about the other 4 characters pain separately. Brennen's pain will
be last because. . . Well, you'll see why. All you S/J fans this is your
chapter. Don't worry there will be some S/B later. Again using Remy Zero
Lyrics. These are from Shattered. And here we go
May angels lead you in:
~*grace in light *~
somehow I found you here
torn from the hope and fear
holds us inside
pull me out
out from the world I've known
and all love was broken cold
~*brought me here*~
Jesse stood there in shock. She could die. He couldn't believe it. He couldn't believe that he had said it. At that moment he felt his heart give out.
*** They all had gone their separate way, to deal with their pain in there own ways. Brennen went to the sparing room. Emma had gone to the reflective pool. Adam had gone to the lab. Jesse went to his room. ***
***Jesse watched his feet move in front of him as he climbed the stairs, though he could barely see through the tears. He saw the door to her room and opened it slowly. It still held her scent. He lay down on her bed. Shalimar meant so much to him, more than anyone ever had. She had always been there for him, since the very beginning. The helped him when he was trying too get a handle on his powers. He couldn't imagine a world with her not there. The pain was too much for him. He couldn't control the tears now. They flowed as easily as the rain came down from the sky. Jesse sat up and brought his knees to his chest and laid his head on top of his knees. The tears slipped past his cheeks on to his jeans. He thought about all there times together, before Brennen and Emma had come. It had just been the two of them then. Every mission she was the firecracker and he was the cautious one. She watched his back and he watched hers. He couldn't envision that she wouldn't be there to tell him he needed to take a chance. He body was wracked with the sobs. There had been a time when he fancied himself in love with Shalimar. They had even had kissed once. Neither one of them had spoken of it but he remembered it. . .
They had just gotten back from a mission, trying to find there two new mutants. This was harder than it looked. They had run into some Genomex guys, and they had kicked ass. Shalimar was all sweaty and so was Jesse
"Damn Jess, you kicked major ass" Jesse turned to look at her. She was so beautiful.
"Jess? You there?" She gently touched his arm. He shook himself out of his stupor; he realized he'd been staring. He looked down at her arm on his. It was too much for him. For months he's been living with these pent feelings, and that one touch was his undoing. He grabbed Shalimar by the waist and pulled her to him. His lips met hers with an explosive force. His one hand was pushing on the small of her back; the other was tangled in her hair, as his lips ground against hers. He pressed her to him so her breasts crushed against his chest. She responded to his action by putting her hands near his face, caught up in his hair. They tasted each other. Jesse smoothly pried her lips apart with his tongue. He encouraged her tongue to join him in the melody he was starting. She was eager and gladly joined in. The kissed intensified, and the power grew. None to soon they broke apart. He couldn't say anything. . .
They had never spoken about it. Eventually his feeling had turned into brotherly affection. But that it change the amount of the he had for her, just they way he loved her. She was still a part of him. She was. .. he didn't know how to explain it. She was all goodness and light. She would die to save any one of them. And it looked like she would. Jesse couldn't stand it. He didn't want her to die. He didn't want her to leave him. He loved her too much. He would miss her exceedingly. He promised himself he would never let anything happen to her. He had failed. She couldn't leave him, she just couldn't. Jesse turned as the door opened. . .
~*from you one look*~
just one look and everything is shattered
from you one word
~*towers burn and fall, fall, fall*~
~*grace in light *~
somehow I found you here
torn from the hope and fear
holds us inside
pull me out
out from the world I've known
and all love was broken cold
~*brought me here*~
Jesse stood there in shock. She could die. He couldn't believe it. He couldn't believe that he had said it. At that moment he felt his heart give out.
*** They all had gone their separate way, to deal with their pain in there own ways. Brennen went to the sparing room. Emma had gone to the reflective pool. Adam had gone to the lab. Jesse went to his room. ***
***Jesse watched his feet move in front of him as he climbed the stairs, though he could barely see through the tears. He saw the door to her room and opened it slowly. It still held her scent. He lay down on her bed. Shalimar meant so much to him, more than anyone ever had. She had always been there for him, since the very beginning. The helped him when he was trying too get a handle on his powers. He couldn't imagine a world with her not there. The pain was too much for him. He couldn't control the tears now. They flowed as easily as the rain came down from the sky. Jesse sat up and brought his knees to his chest and laid his head on top of his knees. The tears slipped past his cheeks on to his jeans. He thought about all there times together, before Brennen and Emma had come. It had just been the two of them then. Every mission she was the firecracker and he was the cautious one. She watched his back and he watched hers. He couldn't envision that she wouldn't be there to tell him he needed to take a chance. He body was wracked with the sobs. There had been a time when he fancied himself in love with Shalimar. They had even had kissed once. Neither one of them had spoken of it but he remembered it. . .
They had just gotten back from a mission, trying to find there two new mutants. This was harder than it looked. They had run into some Genomex guys, and they had kicked ass. Shalimar was all sweaty and so was Jesse
"Damn Jess, you kicked major ass" Jesse turned to look at her. She was so beautiful.
"Jess? You there?" She gently touched his arm. He shook himself out of his stupor; he realized he'd been staring. He looked down at her arm on his. It was too much for him. For months he's been living with these pent feelings, and that one touch was his undoing. He grabbed Shalimar by the waist and pulled her to him. His lips met hers with an explosive force. His one hand was pushing on the small of her back; the other was tangled in her hair, as his lips ground against hers. He pressed her to him so her breasts crushed against his chest. She responded to his action by putting her hands near his face, caught up in his hair. They tasted each other. Jesse smoothly pried her lips apart with his tongue. He encouraged her tongue to join him in the melody he was starting. She was eager and gladly joined in. The kissed intensified, and the power grew. None to soon they broke apart. He couldn't say anything. . .
They had never spoken about it. Eventually his feeling had turned into brotherly affection. But that it change the amount of the he had for her, just they way he loved her. She was still a part of him. She was. .. he didn't know how to explain it. She was all goodness and light. She would die to save any one of them. And it looked like she would. Jesse couldn't stand it. He didn't want her to die. He didn't want her to leave him. He loved her too much. He would miss her exceedingly. He promised himself he would never let anything happen to her. He had failed. She couldn't leave him, she just couldn't. Jesse turned as the door opened. . .
~*from you one look*~
just one look and everything is shattered
from you one word
~*towers burn and fall, fall, fall*~