Title: Numb

Author: Author of Doom: Fire

Numb

~I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes~

I'm tired of doing everything you want,
I have no real friends because of you,
I've been lost under this mask you've placed on me,
I don't know what you're expecting of me
All I know is that you want me to fallow in your shoes.

~[Caught in the undertow/
Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you~

I'm going under
I can't do anything right when it comes to you

~I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you~

You've made me so I can't feel any more
I'm so tired of being made aware
I see my self becoming like you but what I really want is to be myself

~Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding to tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you~

Can't you see me suffocating?
You won't let go
Afraid to lose it all
'Cause I'm not what you wanted me to be
Your plans fallen apart

~[Caught in the undertow/
Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow/
Just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take~

Every move that I make
Is a mistake to you
And I can't take all these seconds I waste

~But I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you~

Father I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
That you like me had someone disappointed in you

~A/N: I need more songs then I can write more. Thank you. Ja.~