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Sanzo: Stop chit-chatting and get movin'!!
Kenren Taishou: Geee…U r starting to sound like my accounts teacher, Sanzo!!!
Goku: Oooooooh!!!!! Is that a good thing?
Kenren Taishou: Nope!!!! *shivers at the thought of accounts* Anyway…Special thanks to anyone that reviews my fanfics especially: Fuuei (thanks a lot for reviewing A Network of Webs for me!!! And did the Vanity of Vanities I sent you ever reach you? Coz if it didn't I'll email it again), Hanae de Firefly (guys still in your closet?), Badbehaviour86, Shourin, Konzen, Chelle and also loanshark, Mag magenta, Chaosdreamer, Metajoker, UltraM2000 & Junipermoon!!!!! And an enormous Thank you to anyone reviewing Streams of Consciousness…it's a very special fanfic for me and Konzen & I promise to update soon…Sorry if I forgot to mention anyone….I hope you forgive me….I still appreciate your reviews!!!! Oh before I forget…anything written by Cilia's Angels is written by me, Konzen and Chelle a.k.a Yaone-Chan….*deep breath*….so here it goes……sequel to A Love Forbidden-Son Goku's Birth….I present to you…*drum roll & suspense*…..The Sun I Lost and The Son I Never Knew
Since the Fanfic is written from different points of view…I put the name of whoever is thinking or narrating in italics at the beginning of each chapter. A quick explanation for those who haven't read the Part 1…Hyo is a demon who fell in love with Sana, a beautiful mountain spirit.Guy left the girl to seek revenge for his parents' death & promises to return.Sana lets him go, knowing that she would never see him again as by giving herself to anyone but the mountain she had shattered the root of her nature and turns into a rock….giving birth to their child i.e. Son Goku months later…..Didn't get it? Just read the first fanfic then it's quite short anyway….And this is NOT YAOI!!!! So please don't interpret it in that way.
Enjoy (^-^)
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The Sun I Lost & the Son I Never Knew
Hyo (Goku's father)
In life you are forced to make choices. You never know what the out come will be, you can only hope for the best. Yet sometimes things still don't turn out the way they should have. I know. I've made this mistake. I've made a choice and lost all I had left…….I thought she'd always be there for me, I promised her I'd be back but when I was back she was gone…and all because of me……..
I had spent another year searching for the man who had ruined my life, and then I found him-my parents' assassin, an old feeble man, one foot already in the grave. I hate him, he barely remembered his brutality and yet he still had the face to plea for mercy when he felt his end was near. Mercy? What mercy?! Did he show mercy to my father who only sought to protect his wife and son? Did he show mercy to my mother who shielded me with her body from his blade? No. He didn't. So why should I? My blade ended what was left of his days and avenged my parents' death.
My aim had been accomplished. I should have felt relieved, free. The emptiness inside me should have vanished but instead that gap in my soul grew wider and suddenly I felt a desperate need for her, for the comfort and solace only she could give me. I went back to the mountain but she was not there. She had vanished. I couldn't understand what happened, I wanted her back. I needed her! She was all I had left! The only reason why I kept on living! I wanted to know what happened to her, I needed to know. I called her, called her name at the top of my lungs but her voice still hasn't answered my call and it never will.
In the end I found out what happened…I found out I was the one to blame…she told me, a strange woman with long grayish hair and amethyst coloured eyes, it seemed as if she had appeared out of nowhere…I didn't know who she was and I couldn't care….All I could think of was that Sana was gone forever and that it was all my fault.
I left the mountain once more but this time I didn't know where I was going….I didn't even know why I was living!!! Why not end it all? I clutched the katana that had once belonged to my father; it was still stained with the fresh blood of revenge…I couldn't die; it would be too good to join her after what I had done to her. I had to live…to suffer…in that way I would avenge myself of what I had done to her.
I traveled losing count of the days, without a destination, without a meaning to life. I realized that I couldn't live without her…yet I couldn't die because of her. I headed back to the mountain. There, at least, her memory was still in some way alive!
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Kenren Taishou: Tadan!! End of Chapter 1!!!! Chapter 2 is already uploaded and Chapter 3 will be uploaded soon i.e. as soon as I finish typing it….Remember, reviews encourage people and encouragement leads to faster typing…so please review!!!!