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*Disclaimer: Have you watched Inuyasha lately? Takahashi Rumiko is proving her genius with each episode. I would be a fool to try to claim her work!*
Fukai Mori
A plan for revenge calls for the kidnapping of Rin. Nearly a year later Sesshoumaru finds her in the Deep Forest(Fukai Mori), a forest where young and impressionable minds are easily corrupted. His enemy's true plan revealed, Sesshoumaru must make a decision. Kill Rin or be killed.
Chapter 11 - To Have Her/Him
She smelled like fresh roses and tasted like heaven. She had just gotten out of the bath, he knew because he had hovered near by, amusing himself by her obvious anger. She wanted to be his mate and so he would give her that. But he needed something from her in return. Would she regain her true memory or would she forever be lost to the Fukai Mori? It was something he asked himself after he made up his mind to take her. He needed his Rin back. To have her back to normal was all he wanted.
To have her...it is what he needed.
Sesshoumaru remembered the time she had fallen into the freezing river, remembered holding her naked body in his lap. He had resisted tasting, allowing himself only the joy of touching. But tonight would be different. Already his hands were exploring her body, enticing his lips to follow. And so he did. He kissed her neck gently, trailed soft kisses down the center of her chest. When he moved back up her body, he left a wet trail with his tongue.
Rin had been quiet until then, unsure of how to react to Sesshoumaru's behavior. But the more he touched and tasted, the more aroused she became. A moan passed through her lips, her hands glided over his back and tangled into his hair. She arched her body towards him when he began to suckle on her nipple. His hand teased more moans from her as it played between her legs. She could only think of him at that moment. There was only one thing that passed through her mind.
To have him...him and only him.
He was hungry, hungry for her taste. He moved further down her body, ate of the fire between her legs and drunk the lava that soon erupted. Her body shook with pleasure beneath his and he could not help but shudder at her reaction. He could wait no more, he had to have her...had to be inside of her. But after he removed his hakama, she pushed him over and sat on his stomach. He growled in response, upset that she had interrupted what he had planned to do.
Rin ignored his protest and leaned over to kiss him. She fought against him as he tried to push her upon her back again. He relaxed finally and gave himself to the kiss. But she soon broke it and began placing kisses across his chest. He untied her hair, ruffled it until it curtained her face. She moved down further, his hands tightened in her hair. Her tongue flicked over the tip of his manhood and he growled again. And when she took him into her mouth, he went silent.
His eyes turned red with lust, forcing him to fight the overwhelming instinct to mate. If he didn't relax now, he would take her with more force than was necessary. So when she stopped to take a short breath, he moved quickly and had her upon her back again and was inside her before she had time to process his action. Both their bodies went still and their eyes met and locked. Slowly his eyes returned to normal and he noticed that Rin's did as well.
"...Sesshoumaru-sama..."
And then the red tint was back again and his Rin was gone. Sesshoumaru buried his face against her neck and slowly began to move in and out of her upon her request. She moaned and wrapped her legs around his waist. Sesshoumaru let go of what had just happened for the moment and lost himself. Her innocence was his. And knowing this, he thrust himself inside of her with more force and power when he realized she did not know it was her first time.
And with an ache in his heart that he did not understand, he released his seed inside of her.
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Rin lay on her side, her knees nearly touching her chest. Sesshoumaru lay next to her stretched out upon his back. The room was silent, but in her mind, questions buzzed loudly about as they searched for answers. It was true what Sesshoumaru had said: there had been no youkai alive that she desired in anyway. It was as if her heart belonged to someone else and could only give it to that rightful owner. When Sesshoumaru first arrived she knew he was the owner. She knew not why and still did not know why.
She had hoped that in their mating, she would find answers, but none came. But there were flashes now, like those from her dreams, of a past she didn't understand. If they were memories, then she and Sesshoumaru were in them. His face was blotted out but deep down, she knew it was Sesshoumaru. Why was she so sure of such things? Still, she found it hard to believe that she had a past with Sesshoumaru. Maybe...maybe what she saw was glimpses of the future.
Sesshoumaru interrupted her thoughts. "You are quiet Rin. Is this not what you wanted?"
"Yes...no...I don't know. I feel as though this is what I have always wanted. I thought that if we mated, I would understand why I felt that way. But there are still no answers."
Sesshoumaru turned on his side and pulled Rin close to him. Her eyes had returned to normal and she called him Sesshoumaru-sama. For a moment his Rin had returned to him and then she was gone again. It hurt him, he understood that now. He had felt as though she had been taken from him again. Part of both of their theories had been correct: when she thought of her love for him, she remembered her past. However, she did not understand it and he realized, he should explain some things to her.
"As you grew up by my side, you began to develop a deep attraction towards me. I believe that is why you feel nothing for other youkai. That is why you feel as though you have always wanted to be my mate."
"Grew up by your side?" Her head hurt a little, but she was desperate to know and fought against it.
"Hai. I have raised you since you were six."
Rin frowned at the revelation, doubting its proof. "I have been in the Fukai Mori since I was six. If what you say is true then how did I get here in the first place?"
He knew that question would come. "My enemies kidnapped you and brought you here. I have been searching for your whereabouts for a year."
"A year?" Rin turned on her back and stared up at Sesshoumaru. "And did you desire me as you do now?"
He stared at her for a moment, thinking of the best answer. "When they took you from me, I realized that you should be my mate. And when I found you, I realized that I cared for you more than I thought. All of these feelings are strange to this Sesshoumaru. You must give me time to adjust."
Rin pulled him to her and kissed him. "Why don't I help you adjust?" She needed to have him again.
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Rin yawned lazily, stretching her sore limbs. Since she and Sesshoumaru had begun to mate, she did not sleep as often. She would sleep for only a moment before he awoke her with a kiss and made love to her again. He would stare into her eyes as though he were looking for something. She did not understand, but the rare emotions that she saw in his eyes at those moments moved her.
Her heart swelled with love and she quite literally lost herself in it. When she found herself again, there were fragments of a dream world with her in it. A dream world she did not understand but assumed them to be glimpses of her so called past or what she liked to believe was the future. No she did not understand, but something besides that bothered her.
Sesshoumaru had not marked her.
Nearly a week had gone by and still she went unclaimed by the youkai that mated her each day. For some reason it hurt her. She felt as though he did not care at all but just simply wanted her body. She wanted to know, needed to know why he hesitated. And she intended to find out and he would suffer until she got answers.
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The moon was full tonight, but Sesshoumaru merely scowled at it. Rin had been gone nearly all day, not telling anyone where she had gone. And now it was late and of the time where they would be sleeping in each other's arms. He wanted to be angry that she had gone without telling him, but his need to have her near him was too strong to even hold such thoughts. When had he learned to care...to love so deeply?
Ah Un appeared from the sky with Rin upon his back. She jumped down quickly and sent him away. She was surprised to see Sesshoumaru outside as if he was waiting for her. He walked to her, his eyes clouding with lust as he enclosed the distance. And then she was in his arms and being kissed with such passion that it made her legs weak. Answers, she told herself and pushed him away.
"Daijobou Rin?"
She wanted answers. Right now. "Why haven't you marked me?"
"Why does it matter?"
"It matters because it hurts that you mate with me every night and do not claim me as truly yours. I do not understand why it hurts or why it matters, but it does."
"I have my reasons."
"Well until you are willing to voice them, you may not touch me. Goodnight Sesshoumaru."
When she walked past him, he made a grab for her arm. She slapped his hand away and turned back to send him a glare.
"I mean it."
Sesshoumaru walked towards her and she backed away. "This is a fun game. I can see in your eyes that you are excited by the chase that is about to ensue. You can try to deny me Rin, but you will fail. Why don't I prove that to you?"
Before she could react, he had Rin pinned to the nearest wall. He quickly pulled off his armor as she struggled. He kissed her with hunger and passion, pleased as her struggling began to lessen. She tangled her hands in his hair and bit his lip, showing just as much hunger and passion as he did. Unwilling to wait, he lifted her and her kimono at the same time, wrapped her legs around his waist. He pulled his hakama down slightly and entered her quickly.
Answers, she still wanted answers. No, she could not deny him, she wanted him too much. But she wanted to truly be his and she wanted everyone to know. So she moved her hair from around her neck, pulled down her kimono and exposed her skin. She pulled Sesshoumaru's head to her neck, shivered at the feel of his lips upon her flesh. He licked and nipped but made no attempt to mark her.
"Sesshoumaru...please...make me yours...I want to belong to you...truly belong to you..."
Sesshoumaru's claws dug slightly into her waist as he held her in place. He tried to concentrate on his quick thrust in and out of her, tried to ignore her plea. But her words had already affected her. Possessiveness had him pumping inside of her with such a force that would surely cause her pain the next day. His fangs brushed against her flesh and tore enough skin to give him a taste of her blood. His mark would prove she was his and no one would dare touch her. And he wanted that, he wanted her to belong to him more than he wanted to take her from the Fukai Mori.
And it was the knowledge of where they were that stopped him.
Sesshoumaru pulled out of Rin and set her on her feet. He gripped her sides gently, felt his chest collide with hers as they both tried to catch their breath. He inhaled her sweet scent and brushed his lips over her neck. Then he let go of her slowly and pulled his hakama back up. They stared at each other for a long time before he spoke.
"I cannot mark you Rin. I should not have even mated with you." He paused for a moment and placed his hand on her cheek when she turned her painful expression to the ground. "Ai shiteru. But I cannot mark you because in this place, in the Fukai Mori, you are not the woman I love. You are someone else. When you return to me, I will make you mine. Only until that time will I mark you."
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Okay so I'll try not to want reviews so bad. It's just that I intend to become a writer and so I feedback so I can know if I'm doing something right or know if I need to improve. But anyway, I hope everyone is satisfied with this chapter. I know the ending may seem a bit weird, but trust me, it will play a major part in the next chapter. This story is coming to an end very soon.
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