[Midnight Nation] Fading Away. (1/1) PG

By Rossi.

Disclaimer: Midnight Nation and its concepts belong to J. Michael Straczynski and Top Cow/Image comics. 'On The Turning Away' belongs to Pink Floyd from their 'Momentary Lapse of Reason' album (Sony Music, 1987) No profit, only homage.

Rating: PG - what you might call 'disturbing themes'.

Feedback: Always welcome, no matter what shape. Rossifics@yahoo.com.au

For Indigo, for getting me hooked on Midnight Nation in the first place, and Seraph, for telling me to put this CD on last night.

Yes, it is sort of a songfic. I'm sorry.

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They are the ones who slipped between the cracks. The dispossessed. The forgotten. The unimportant.

The hopeless.

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Howdy. You're new around here, ain'tcha? Yeah, it's that easy to tell. You've got that look about you, like you're not sure if you're waking or dreaming. Like this is some kind of nightmare.

"On the turning away

From the pale and downtrodden

And the words they say

Which we don't understand

Don't accept that what's happening

Is just another case of others suffering

Or you'll find that you're joining in

The turning away."

That? Oh, that's Jake. He used to be a musician. Got a nice voice on him, hasn't he? From what I hear tell, he grew up in a small Midwest town, came to LA with nothing more than his guitar and a dream of the big-time. By all accounts, he tried hard, got himself thrown out of just about every recording studio and record label in town.

"It's a sin that somehow

Light is changing to shadow

And casting its shroud

Over all we have known

Unaware of how the ranks have grown

Driven on by a heart of stone

We could find that we're all alone

In the dream of the proud."

In the end, trying wasn't enough. Talent wasn't enough. Not in a town where everyone wanted a piece of the limelight, their fifteen minutes of fame. Jake wasn't greedy enough, wasn't hard enough, to claw his way up the greasy pole. He was too nice, I guess.

But he had to stay. He'd burned all his bridges to come here, couldn't go home a failure; young pride's a terrible thing. Soon enough, his money ran out and he got thrown out of the rat-hotel that was the cheapest accommodation in town. But Jake was resourceful. He started hanging out at the malls, the bus stations, busking. He'd ask people for requests, make a game out of it; if he knew the song, they had to give him something. If not, well, they could go their way. A lot did any way.

"On the wings of the night

As the daytime is stirring

Where the speechless unite

In a silent accord

Using words you will find are strange

And mesmerised as they light the flame

Feel the new wind of change

On the wings of the night."

He did okay at first. Made enough to keep body and soul together, keep himself in guitar strings. But after a while, the requests stopped coming in. The coins stopped coming in. It seemed folks were too busy, too important, for music. The novelty had worn off, in a town where everything has to be shiny and new, the Next Big Thing. Jake would sit there, playing until his fingers bled, singing until he went hoarse, but it didn't matter. It was like they couldn't see him, after a while. And that's how he came to be here, in the place between. Just sort of. faded away.

"No more turning away

From the weak and the weary

No more turning away

From the coldness inside."

No, it's not a new story. Not for this place. People stopped seeing us, until no-one _could_ see us any more. The papers talk about the invisible population, but they don't know the half of it. All of us here, all our stories are the same. No-one cared. No-one noticed. And we just. faded away. Came here, where we scratch out a living on discarded junk.

"Just a world that we all must share

It's not enough just to stand and stare

Is it only a dream that there'll be

No more turning away?"

It's getting dark. You'd better come with me. I've got a place you can stay, at least for tonight. It's not good to be out at night, In Between.

It's not safe.

The End.