DISCLAIMER: I DONT OWN JACK SHIT! NOTE: Ok there might be some mispellings in this chapter that's cause my computer is a piece of crap,
and my spell checker isn't working.
DIRTY MAGIC CHAPTER 7:
YOUR SO TRAGIC
Steven lay awake nuzzled close to Victoria in bed. It had been about a week since Victoria last touched any drugs, be it LSD, or pot. Steven smiled as he burshed a hand through her hair waking her up.
"Good morning, Stevie." Victoria said in a sleep haze rubbing her eyes. Steven smiled again.
"Go on back to sleep Victoria I didnt try to wake you." Steven said. Victoria shook her head, and sat up.
"To late now. If Im awake Im awake." Victoria said with a yawn, while streching at the same time.
"Looks like I screwed up again." He said frowning a little, Victoria laughed and shoved him down.
"Shut up you loser!."
"So Im a loser now too? Great. My mother will be oh so proud to hear that about her baby boy."
"Well she should cause she raised a very loveable loser. My very loveable loser." Victoria said kissing him.
"More please." Steven said, smiling puckering up his lips, and making kissing sounds. Victoria rolled her eyes and got up to head to the bathroom.
"Dork." She said with a grin.
"So Im a dork now too?"
"You always were."
"So Im a dorkish loser?" Steven said. Victoria smiled and winked at him.
"You got it sweetie." Victoria said closing the bathroom door behind it as she went in.
"I love you Victoria." Steven said raising his voice so that Victoria could hear him through the door.
"Love you too..." Victoria said back. Why did Steven have to say that to her everyday? Quite frankly she was starting to think it was getting a tad bit annoying. She knew he loved her, and she loved him just as much if not more but she didnt need her to constantly remind her of it every morning, afternoon, evening, and night. Victoria sighed and looked into the mirror.
"God I look like shit." She said running a hand through her head, she was diffently suffering a serious case of bed head. Every since she quit all the drugs cold turkey she had felt worse then ever but she dared not tell Steven, he was putting so much into helping her, and he was helping, its all just to hard. Victoria opening the medicine cabnet, and grabbed a asprin bottle.
"My head is killing me..." She said quietly to herself so that Steven coludnt hear her in the next room. She opened up the asprin bottle and dumped out its contents into her hand. There were six there, not nearly enough in her opinion but it would have to do. She put them al lin her mouth them pulled a small glass of water and drank it, washing the asprin down.
"Ugh..." Victoria said whiping her mouth of the water. She looked at the Asprin bottle & threw it in the trash can beside her. She looked in the mirror again and sighed.
"I still look like shit." Victoira mumbled grabbing her tooth brush and tooth paste. Victoira Smiled at the mirrior showing her perly whites then started to brush.
"Are you ok in there Victoria." Steven asked. Victoria rolled her eyes, and spit outthe tooth paste in her mouth.
"Just brushing my teeth Steven." She said.
"Im gonna head down to the cafateria and get us some breakfast ok?"
"Fine."
"You want me to bring it back up here or are you gonna come down?" Steven asked.
"Bring it back up." Victoria said. She couldnt bare to face everyone else yet since her problem became common knowlegde to everyone in the WWE. What she didnt need new is to sit there for all of there eyes to see.
"Ok, hopefully I wont be long, you can never tell with the lines down there." Steven said.
"Alright then." Victoria said putting the tooth brush back into her mouth. Steven left just as Victoria spit out the tooth paste again then washed the bruch and put it back. Victoria looked into the mirror once again. Her eyes were bloodshot due to her lack of sleep. The last week she had probally gotten a total of 16 hours, which brought her to a little over 2 hours of sleep each night, how could she sleep knowing that everyone would be talking about her, pointing there fingers.
"There goes the Junkie, I wonder what kind of things she did to get some of that stuff." They'll say. She didnt do anything horrible for it, she just bought them from a few shady people, plus a old friend of hers that she had gone to school with.
"Dont talk to her, shes probally stoned out of her mind." They'll say.
"I was safe with all of it!" Victoria yelled into her reflection, letting herself drop to the floor in tears.
"I heard she prostitued herself for some cocaine." They would say. Victoria put her hands over her ears.
"SHUT UP I DID NOT!!!!" She yelled in her own defence to the voices in her head, before finally snapping out of it. Victoria sat up breathing heavily.
"Whats is wrong with me." She asked herself aloud before wipping her eyes. Victoria sighed getting back to her feet and looking at her reflection in the mirror once more.
"I cant keep going like this...." *******
A few minutes later Steven came back, just as he thought the line was very long, but nevertheless he did get his breakfast and more importantly Victorias.
"Victoria, Im back." He said. He looked at the bathroom door which was still close. Geez it takes Victoria so long to get ready in the morning. He didnt know why she always had to take so much time putting on so much make-up and what ever else she always did. She was naturally beautiful, she didnt need all the make up that so many other women needed. Steven set the food down on the coffee table.
"Victoria are you about ready in there?" He asked. He waited for a few seconds but didnt get a responce. Thats when he then noticed a single peice of paper on the bed. He picked it up and started to read it aloud.
"Dear Stevie, Im so sorry, Ive tried to beat this, and I've let you help me, but I just cant do it anymore, they wont let me, they will never forget it, to everyone else I'll always be a worthless junkie. Im so very Stevie, I just couldnt beat it, please forgive me, I'll love you forever. Love Vikki." Stevens mind quickly started to race as he dropped the paper and looked to the bathroom door again.
"VICTORIA OPEN THE DOOR!!!" He yelled banging on the door. He then tried the knob maybe it wouldnt be locked. He turned it happy that it wasnt locked, he pushed the door open, then looked in front of him on the bathroom floor.
"Victoria....." He said to her, then dropped to his knees. She was there but was layed out on the floor a razor blade beside her, both of her arms we cut vertically and very deeply where the veins are. Blood had gushed out, Steven quickly crawled over to her and lifted her in his arms, tears flowing out of his eyes.
"Please no...." Steven said as the tears continued. He already knew that he was much to late. Steven held her tightly to him not caring about the fact that he was sitting in her blood or that it was getting all over him as well. All he cared about was his precious Victoria, and it was already to late. She was already dead, just like so many others in his life, that he cared about. Steven slowly put her back down to the floor and walked to the living room, looking at the note again the words, "I just couldnt beat it" standing out to him. Steven shook his head thinking the same. He instantly going through his own ordel.
"I cant beat it either, Victoria. First Louie, then Michael....now you? I cant do it Victoria...I cant keep going not without you." He said he walked over to his duffel bag, opened it up, and took out a small bag, then walked back to the bathroom and sat next to Victoria again lifting her in his arms then opened the small bag he pulled out of his duffel bag.
"I never threw it away Victoria...I just told you I did. I was going to hand it over to the police when I got a chance but I never did." He said to her pulling out the little film containers each half full holding Ecstasy, LSD respectivly.
"I should of let you have it, at least then I would still have you, anything is better then this, but I cant help it I cant go on without you. I need you." Steven said emptying both film canisters into his hands each one containing over 20 pills of there respective drug. Steven opened his mouth and shoved all he could in, swallowing as many as he could some slipping out of his mouth, but most going in and being swallowed. Steven dropped the canisters on the floor beside him, and pulled Victoria close to him. He knew there was no way he would live after taking such a large amout of LSD, and Ecstasy. Both very dangerous and life threating on there own with only one or two tablets, after swallowing as many as 30 he knew he didnt stand a chance. He didnt know much about drugs but he did know that, and he didnt want it any other way. Almost instantly he felt himself going into a daze.
"Louie, Mickie, Victoria....Im coming." He said in a haze before passing out. THE END. Yes it is over. That is how it ends. To be truthful I couldnt see it ending it any other way. If there was a happy ending I dont see it working out very well, which to me would of ruined the whole story. I know it took a long time to finish this. About four months for a mere seven chapters but I had a damm hard time writing this, but right now that dosnt mean a thing to me because I LOVE it. Like I had said before the story is inspired on a song by The Offspring of the same name Dirty Magic. If you wanna see the lyrics, Here they are. ***** In my own simple way I think she loves me only She said "come over right away." But shes just not that way Her little soul is stolen See her put on her brand new face Chours Pull the shade Razor blades Your so tragic I hate you so but love you more Im so elastic The things you say Games you play Dirty Magic I should know better then to think I'd reach inside her Its all a cloudy kind of daze Shes not so sweet today She mocks me Im no fighter It all just seems like such a waste Its oversimplified ***** And yeah theres the lyrics for Dirty Magic. Yeah...so there you go. I know I love this story tons but the question remains what do you think? I espically want to know what you think of the ending so yeah please review. LaTerZ -T Bond
Steven lay awake nuzzled close to Victoria in bed. It had been about a week since Victoria last touched any drugs, be it LSD, or pot. Steven smiled as he burshed a hand through her hair waking her up.
"Good morning, Stevie." Victoria said in a sleep haze rubbing her eyes. Steven smiled again.
"Go on back to sleep Victoria I didnt try to wake you." Steven said. Victoria shook her head, and sat up.
"To late now. If Im awake Im awake." Victoria said with a yawn, while streching at the same time.
"Looks like I screwed up again." He said frowning a little, Victoria laughed and shoved him down.
"Shut up you loser!."
"So Im a loser now too? Great. My mother will be oh so proud to hear that about her baby boy."
"Well she should cause she raised a very loveable loser. My very loveable loser." Victoria said kissing him.
"More please." Steven said, smiling puckering up his lips, and making kissing sounds. Victoria rolled her eyes and got up to head to the bathroom.
"Dork." She said with a grin.
"So Im a dork now too?"
"You always were."
"So Im a dorkish loser?" Steven said. Victoria smiled and winked at him.
"You got it sweetie." Victoria said closing the bathroom door behind it as she went in.
"I love you Victoria." Steven said raising his voice so that Victoria could hear him through the door.
"Love you too..." Victoria said back. Why did Steven have to say that to her everyday? Quite frankly she was starting to think it was getting a tad bit annoying. She knew he loved her, and she loved him just as much if not more but she didnt need her to constantly remind her of it every morning, afternoon, evening, and night. Victoria sighed and looked into the mirror.
"God I look like shit." She said running a hand through her head, she was diffently suffering a serious case of bed head. Every since she quit all the drugs cold turkey she had felt worse then ever but she dared not tell Steven, he was putting so much into helping her, and he was helping, its all just to hard. Victoria opening the medicine cabnet, and grabbed a asprin bottle.
"My head is killing me..." She said quietly to herself so that Steven coludnt hear her in the next room. She opened up the asprin bottle and dumped out its contents into her hand. There were six there, not nearly enough in her opinion but it would have to do. She put them al lin her mouth them pulled a small glass of water and drank it, washing the asprin down.
"Ugh..." Victoria said whiping her mouth of the water. She looked at the Asprin bottle & threw it in the trash can beside her. She looked in the mirror again and sighed.
"I still look like shit." Victoira mumbled grabbing her tooth brush and tooth paste. Victoira Smiled at the mirrior showing her perly whites then started to brush.
"Are you ok in there Victoria." Steven asked. Victoria rolled her eyes, and spit outthe tooth paste in her mouth.
"Just brushing my teeth Steven." She said.
"Im gonna head down to the cafateria and get us some breakfast ok?"
"Fine."
"You want me to bring it back up here or are you gonna come down?" Steven asked.
"Bring it back up." Victoria said. She couldnt bare to face everyone else yet since her problem became common knowlegde to everyone in the WWE. What she didnt need new is to sit there for all of there eyes to see.
"Ok, hopefully I wont be long, you can never tell with the lines down there." Steven said.
"Alright then." Victoria said putting the tooth brush back into her mouth. Steven left just as Victoria spit out the tooth paste again then washed the bruch and put it back. Victoria looked into the mirror once again. Her eyes were bloodshot due to her lack of sleep. The last week she had probally gotten a total of 16 hours, which brought her to a little over 2 hours of sleep each night, how could she sleep knowing that everyone would be talking about her, pointing there fingers.
"There goes the Junkie, I wonder what kind of things she did to get some of that stuff." They'll say. She didnt do anything horrible for it, she just bought them from a few shady people, plus a old friend of hers that she had gone to school with.
"Dont talk to her, shes probally stoned out of her mind." They'll say.
"I was safe with all of it!" Victoria yelled into her reflection, letting herself drop to the floor in tears.
"I heard she prostitued herself for some cocaine." They would say. Victoria put her hands over her ears.
"SHUT UP I DID NOT!!!!" She yelled in her own defence to the voices in her head, before finally snapping out of it. Victoria sat up breathing heavily.
"Whats is wrong with me." She asked herself aloud before wipping her eyes. Victoria sighed getting back to her feet and looking at her reflection in the mirror once more.
"I cant keep going like this...." *******
A few minutes later Steven came back, just as he thought the line was very long, but nevertheless he did get his breakfast and more importantly Victorias.
"Victoria, Im back." He said. He looked at the bathroom door which was still close. Geez it takes Victoria so long to get ready in the morning. He didnt know why she always had to take so much time putting on so much make-up and what ever else she always did. She was naturally beautiful, she didnt need all the make up that so many other women needed. Steven set the food down on the coffee table.
"Victoria are you about ready in there?" He asked. He waited for a few seconds but didnt get a responce. Thats when he then noticed a single peice of paper on the bed. He picked it up and started to read it aloud.
"Dear Stevie, Im so sorry, Ive tried to beat this, and I've let you help me, but I just cant do it anymore, they wont let me, they will never forget it, to everyone else I'll always be a worthless junkie. Im so very Stevie, I just couldnt beat it, please forgive me, I'll love you forever. Love Vikki." Stevens mind quickly started to race as he dropped the paper and looked to the bathroom door again.
"VICTORIA OPEN THE DOOR!!!" He yelled banging on the door. He then tried the knob maybe it wouldnt be locked. He turned it happy that it wasnt locked, he pushed the door open, then looked in front of him on the bathroom floor.
"Victoria....." He said to her, then dropped to his knees. She was there but was layed out on the floor a razor blade beside her, both of her arms we cut vertically and very deeply where the veins are. Blood had gushed out, Steven quickly crawled over to her and lifted her in his arms, tears flowing out of his eyes.
"Please no...." Steven said as the tears continued. He already knew that he was much to late. Steven held her tightly to him not caring about the fact that he was sitting in her blood or that it was getting all over him as well. All he cared about was his precious Victoria, and it was already to late. She was already dead, just like so many others in his life, that he cared about. Steven slowly put her back down to the floor and walked to the living room, looking at the note again the words, "I just couldnt beat it" standing out to him. Steven shook his head thinking the same. He instantly going through his own ordel.
"I cant beat it either, Victoria. First Louie, then Michael....now you? I cant do it Victoria...I cant keep going not without you." He said he walked over to his duffel bag, opened it up, and took out a small bag, then walked back to the bathroom and sat next to Victoria again lifting her in his arms then opened the small bag he pulled out of his duffel bag.
"I never threw it away Victoria...I just told you I did. I was going to hand it over to the police when I got a chance but I never did." He said to her pulling out the little film containers each half full holding Ecstasy, LSD respectivly.
"I should of let you have it, at least then I would still have you, anything is better then this, but I cant help it I cant go on without you. I need you." Steven said emptying both film canisters into his hands each one containing over 20 pills of there respective drug. Steven opened his mouth and shoved all he could in, swallowing as many as he could some slipping out of his mouth, but most going in and being swallowed. Steven dropped the canisters on the floor beside him, and pulled Victoria close to him. He knew there was no way he would live after taking such a large amout of LSD, and Ecstasy. Both very dangerous and life threating on there own with only one or two tablets, after swallowing as many as 30 he knew he didnt stand a chance. He didnt know much about drugs but he did know that, and he didnt want it any other way. Almost instantly he felt himself going into a daze.
"Louie, Mickie, Victoria....Im coming." He said in a haze before passing out. THE END. Yes it is over. That is how it ends. To be truthful I couldnt see it ending it any other way. If there was a happy ending I dont see it working out very well, which to me would of ruined the whole story. I know it took a long time to finish this. About four months for a mere seven chapters but I had a damm hard time writing this, but right now that dosnt mean a thing to me because I LOVE it. Like I had said before the story is inspired on a song by The Offspring of the same name Dirty Magic. If you wanna see the lyrics, Here they are. ***** In my own simple way I think she loves me only She said "come over right away." But shes just not that way Her little soul is stolen See her put on her brand new face Chours Pull the shade Razor blades Your so tragic I hate you so but love you more Im so elastic The things you say Games you play Dirty Magic I should know better then to think I'd reach inside her Its all a cloudy kind of daze Shes not so sweet today She mocks me Im no fighter It all just seems like such a waste Its oversimplified ***** And yeah theres the lyrics for Dirty Magic. Yeah...so there you go. I know I love this story tons but the question remains what do you think? I espically want to know what you think of the ending so yeah please review. LaTerZ -T Bond