Warning: This chappie has a lot about self harm; do not read unless you are prepared for that.

Final Fantasy VIII

"Black wings"

Chapter .2.

Dr. Kadowaki's words repeated over and over in Rinoa's mind as she sat on the bathroom floor, deep in thought. She wouldn't let the sorceress within her take over, she would destroy it! She pulled herself up and walked up to the shower and turned the hot tap on full ball. "it's on my skin" she said as she thrusted her left arm under the boiling hot water, soon her skin was burning and red sores where appearing all over both her arms, which were now under the water. Rinoa heard Aqualls voise call out "Rinoa? Are you in there" Rinoa ignored squals voice, turned off the tap and walked towards the bathroom cabinet, where she grabbed a pair of scissors and started hacking away at her hair. Squall was now yelling and banging on the door, while Rinoa kept on cutting her hair.soon Squalls bangs forced the door to fall off its hinges. He saw Rinoa sitting on the floor holding her head, then she collapsed.

"what on earth happened" said Selphie running into the infirmary where the others where seated in various places in the room while Rinoa lay in the middle on a small bed. Squall looked up and said "she went out of control, she burnt her arm and cut her hair" zell sighed "we don't know why" all of a sudden (A/N: what timing) Dr. Kadowaki walked into the room, squall looked up at her hopefully, the middle aged woman sighed and began to talk "She came in for a checkup today, saying she had been having strange dreams, I checked her, nothing seemed abnormal, but then I asked her to show me her wings" Seifer looked at the doctor "and what?", Dr. Kadowaki sighed again and rubs her forehead, they are getting blacker by the day, soon the inner-sorceress within her will take over, and you'll know what we will have to do". The room went silent for a minute and then squall said "anything else?" the doctor nodded and said "she is also pregnant" everybody looked shocked, Squall and Rinoa had been trying to have a baby for a year now, but where unsuccessful. "she, she's pregnant?" squall said breathlessly.

Rinoa's eyes fluttered open; she turned her head to see Quistis and Zell sitting by her side. "Rinoa! You're awake", suddenly Rinoa jerked up and released her wings. "SQUALL GET IN HERE!" Zell yelled through the door, Squall came running in his gun blade raised, Rinoa started to cast Ultima spells, one hitting quistis and barely missing Zell. Squall jumped up and grabbed Rinoa's shoulders and pushed her down "you can't hurt me Rinoa I'm your knight". All of a sudden her wings disappeared and she leant against Squall and started crying, he stroked her hair slowly "don't worry your going to be alright, we are going to have baby Rinoa, everything will be ok". Rinoa looked up at squall "I'm pregnant?" she looked at quistis who was being helped up by Zell as she struggled to nod "I'm pregnant!"

Squall sat in his chair, Irvine and Quistis standing in front of his desk. "Call Laguna and tell him what's happening, tell him to station his army at tears point just in case, we also need Ellone here." He sighed as Quistis went off to call esther presidential palace "and Irvine, I need you to go and Nida to head for tears point as soon as possible" Irvine saluted Squall and headed for the lift.

Rinoa awoke once again, but this time no-one was by her side, she looked around the room and remembered the conversation the last time you had be conscious, she was pregnant. Her child would have to go through the same as her, she didn't want anyone else to go through what she was going through! She looked scross to the bed side table and saw a butterknife sitting there next to a slice of bread (A/N: im aware that they wouldn't have a knife anywhere near a person who had just burnt her skin and cut off her hair, but this is my story and I won it :P ) she quickly picked up the knife took a deep breath and shoved the blunt blade into her stomach, she cried out in pain as she did this, but she continued to pull the knife out and stab it in multiple places in her stomach. Dr. Kadowaki walked into the room holding a book and looked up "how are you goi-" she dropped the book and ran towards Rinoa, struggling to get the knife out of her hands, but Rinoa drew out her wings which where now as black as night and began to cast fire, all of a sudden squal ran into the room again, Seifer close behind, Squall held her arms tightly while Seifer quickly grabbed the knife, Rinoa then collapse again.

"seifer go and tell Quistis and the others to get down her, Doctor, is there anything you can do here?" dr. Kadowaki looked afraid but gulped and nodded as she ran to the cupboard with bandages in it.

MUAHAHAHA CLIFF HANGER!
R&R and this time you get cake!