"long ago, in a galaxy far far away.."
-Starwars beginning
Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl, her name was Clover and there were these two dickhead defense jerks who wanted to kill her. That girl is me. I'm Clover Crocket, as you all already know, I fight for truth, justice and the neo American way. My brother's name is Roan, my sisters are Aira and Freya. I like boys, books, the internet, anime, and monkeys. Oh, and booze too. Anyway, my brother was corrupted by the Neo American defense guys. They told him that he could hurt me if he wanted.and they'd pay him for it. It was a deal poor Roan couldn't refuse. I hated his new personality, and yet..it pains me to see him this way. I.I..I.just wish...AAAAAAAARGHHHHH!!!I JUST WISH I COULD DIE! I HATE THIS WORLD! I HATE THE COLONIES! SCREW IT ALL!!!! SCREW THE GUNDAM FIGHT, MY FUTURE, MY FAMILY, MY JOB, ALL I HAVE AND LIVE FOR, SCREW IT! I WANNA DIE! I..I.just wanna die.(crying) Oh..oh..I just wanna die.(sob) I hate myself more than anyone else...but..I.cannot just give up living, there's too much I need to learn..I need to know why I exist..I just need to know that..then.I can die happy..that's when I revolutionize the earth and colonies, that's when I become unstoppable, in the memories of those I love, I can never be beaten. In my loneliness and sadness, I am vulnerable.I've never gone this deep into myself, I'm scared.so scared.I see myself alone, naked, in the dark. Laying there.wide eyed..unmoving..doused in blood.am I dying? If so, will my illusion linger? Will I be remembered? Why do I have to die? Big brother, why did you become so evil? WHY WHY WHY? Sometimes I wonder why I deserve to live. then I wonder if not, why do I deserve to die. oh god..all..of the horrible dreams.they're clearer than ever.oooohh..(wince) I...I've had it rough ever since dad died..I don't like living. Sometimes I feel like just a thick headed idiot with no brain. I know I am.so.it makes it worse. I guess my life just isn't meant to be.
-Starwars beginning
Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl, her name was Clover and there were these two dickhead defense jerks who wanted to kill her. That girl is me. I'm Clover Crocket, as you all already know, I fight for truth, justice and the neo American way. My brother's name is Roan, my sisters are Aira and Freya. I like boys, books, the internet, anime, and monkeys. Oh, and booze too. Anyway, my brother was corrupted by the Neo American defense guys. They told him that he could hurt me if he wanted.and they'd pay him for it. It was a deal poor Roan couldn't refuse. I hated his new personality, and yet..it pains me to see him this way. I.I..I.just wish...AAAAAAAARGHHHHH!!!I JUST WISH I COULD DIE! I HATE THIS WORLD! I HATE THE COLONIES! SCREW IT ALL!!!! SCREW THE GUNDAM FIGHT, MY FUTURE, MY FAMILY, MY JOB, ALL I HAVE AND LIVE FOR, SCREW IT! I WANNA DIE! I..I.just wanna die.(crying) Oh..oh..I just wanna die.(sob) I hate myself more than anyone else...but..I.cannot just give up living, there's too much I need to learn..I need to know why I exist..I just need to know that..then.I can die happy..that's when I revolutionize the earth and colonies, that's when I become unstoppable, in the memories of those I love, I can never be beaten. In my loneliness and sadness, I am vulnerable.I've never gone this deep into myself, I'm scared.so scared.I see myself alone, naked, in the dark. Laying there.wide eyed..unmoving..doused in blood.am I dying? If so, will my illusion linger? Will I be remembered? Why do I have to die? Big brother, why did you become so evil? WHY WHY WHY? Sometimes I wonder why I deserve to live. then I wonder if not, why do I deserve to die. oh god..all..of the horrible dreams.they're clearer than ever.oooohh..(wince) I...I've had it rough ever since dad died..I don't like living. Sometimes I feel like just a thick headed idiot with no brain. I know I am.so.it makes it worse. I guess my life just isn't meant to be.