If I had wings, I'd fly away. I've been so lonely for so long..I.have considered..suicide, but.then I met him..George de Sand Jr., he was a prince. I'd been mean to him when we were younger. but..now I felt different. I smoothed my long green hair back, yes, the ugly green mess that I hate, and walks towards him. I was so nervous. My youngest sister was living with a guy already and I hadn't even had a decent boyfriend. My friend who is way younger than I am had dated more than 40 and slept with more than that. I hated her for that. Anyway, about George Jr., he was very cool to say the least, good-looking too, he looked like his father, except he wore sash around his eye cause it was plucked in battle or something (Note: to Dartagnandesand, I forget if George Jr. had the eye patch when he and Ruki fell in love, if not and if you find it a problem, tell me in the review) anyways, I never liked the French, thought they were wimps. But..he was different, he was brave. He'd lost sight in one eye in battle. That's the kind of guy I wanted to marry. Well, I didn't have long to wait, a few months later, we were out and he proposed! Now I have a pretty ring, but even without it, I'd still marry him. He's so cool! He's honestly the only person I really fully trust besides Dimitrov, Jo, and my dead parents. So it's only fitting that I become part of his family since I only seem to trust family. And do you know what? He was severely hurt in a war defending his country! Now that's something to tell my friends and family! Although, when I first told Jo, she got pissed off.maybe she was jealous or maybe I pissed her off first and she was getting even. But really, there was no reason to accuse my brave, chivalrous, handsome, smart, loving, and wonderful fiancée of being a coward and cheating on me. How could Jo say such things about my beloved George Jr.? He would never cheat on me. I'd never believe it in a million years, without question, I'm his one and only.: Rukina Alexandra Gulskii, daughter of Argo and Nastasha Gulskii, sister of.too many people to name. Anyway, Clover is happy for me and so is Dimitrov and I think Dana is too. But..my ex-boyfriend, Roan, isn't happy at all, it's because he's in love with Dana and she's married to George Jr.'s brother, Dartagnan.
It's not fair of Roan. It's Dana's choice who she wants to marry, and the choice wasn't him.or that guy...Hael, was it? Well, maybe it would've been, but he's dead, so I don't see why that psychopathic vampire freak did all that stuff to her, I'm glad Roan killed him. Roan is brave too, a plain American G.I., but I love George Jr., so Roan doesn't matter. Anyway, Clover is upset with Dana because Roan is drinking himself to death. Clover cannot comprehend that her family CAN make mistakes and screw up their lives. She doesn't understand, she's that stupid. I mean, not to say Dana's my favorite person in the world, but it certainly isn't her fault if Roan wants to be a hopeless alcoholic. Clover's just making things worse. She upsets Dana, lashes out at Niko, cries for hours over her brother, is seen more times with D.J. than with Niko, and is a hopelessly stupid, oblivious ditz. But.Clover has always been there for me, she's my best friend. I want her to be in my wedding, but I'll probably have to put someone else in because most likely, Dana will be there and Clover hates Dana. There'd be a serious catfight if they were together.I'm talking big cats, African lionesses, not sweet fluffy kittens. Trust me, Clover fights like a cross between a lioness and her father. She boxes, bites, scratches, kicks, maims. Suffice to say, when she's drunk everyone better watch out. She really is a bad mother, she doesn't hurt her kids or anything, of course, but she's a hopeless alcoholic whore with little or no brains. She's hopelessly ditzy, and went crawling back to D.J. after he raped her. How stupid. I mean, I know she loves him, but..come on, the guy beat her to a pulp, raped her, and left her for dead. I don't care if Roan's wife really did tell him to do it or she'd kill Clover and Kimi, it was wrong. Dead wrong. And Clover doesn't care. She's like that, too trusting. I'll bet D.J. only likes Clover's breasts. Clover achieved what I thought she would since I first met her, became a DD-cup size by the time she was 14. I didn't think it was possible, but in Clover's case, I'd bank on it, and it's true. She gets the worst kind of attention with her perfect body, hair, eyes, and the job she has. And it's not to say my carrying around loads of weaponry and being engaged to a prince isn't conspicuous, cause it is, but still, I don't walk around in pink short jeans, a g-string and a tight white belly-shirt tee with no bra(that's what Clover wears, the shirt is too tight for a bra to even fit!). As always, this has been another oh-so-perfect page from...THE RUKI GULSKII DIARY