"This is my private life, please get me out of here."
-Private life, Oingo Boingo
' Why doesn't anybody like me? I'm so alone. Why do Ruki and Dana pick on me?! Why do they get to be special!? How come they get to have only one true love and I am caught between two?! I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!! JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE!!!!! I WANNA DESTROY THEM! I WANNA DESTROY MY COLONY, ALL THE SPACE COLONIES! HELL, WHY DON'T I JUST RE-CREATE THE FUCKING DARK GUNDAM! LIFE IS SUCH A BITCH! Oh well... I..I... I just want to kill them all. why do they get to be perfect? So what if they had horrible childhoods like me? Mine was worse and my adulthood is worse. At least Ruki knew her mother..at least she's never been raped. And as for Dana, if I hear about her stupid dead boyfriend or I hear her say she knows how I feel one more time, I'll strangle her. I don't care if it makes Niko stop loving me, I will kill Dana. I'll kill Ruki too. I don't care anymore. I can die and so can they. Just like Ikari, just like Katsuhiko..just like ma and dad. Just like Crisis's mate. I've lost so many people, why shouldn't other people feel the loss too? I'd like to send Dana and Ruki on a one-way trip to hell. They'll never come back if I have anything to do with it, oh, have no worries, Ruki and Dana, it'll be a first class one way ticket to hell, bon voyage, bitch princesses! Heh heh heh...eh heh heh heh..aha ha ha ha ha AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..tee-hee. and ya know what? Shirley and Douglas and Grumman can go to hell too. And oh hell, how about just everybody who is evil and mean or bugs me, why don't they all rot in hell? Yes..and I don't care how messed up anyone thinks I am....
But why though?
Why what?
Why do you want to do all that?
Be quiet, you! This is just like lord of the rings, I rule us, I'm our master.
Nuh-uh, I was here first and I don't like violence!
Shut up, you wimp!
No, you shutup! I'm sick of you! This ends now! We don't need you anymore, we're done! You will go away, and you won't come back! Ikari and Katsuhiko didn't die so we'd be evil.
But we killed them, yes, it was us, don't you remember?
STOP IT!
Ikari killed herself because we were better than her, and Katsuhiko killed himself, because he thought we didn't love him
"Clover? Who are you talking to?"
No one, Roan!
We're going to make your brother kill himself too, he thinks we're crazy, he thinks we are only one person
But we are one person, just two different sides.
You're the wimpy side of justice who needs to die, no one likes you, we must kill them all.
NOOOOOO!!!!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! STOP IT! JUST GO AWAY!
I don't think so, we need me, we do.
NO WE DON'T! I MEAN NO I DON'T! I'M GONNA GO GET HELP, THERE IS NO "WE" ANYMORE!
Poor pitiful Clover, Clover is stupid, Clover is weak, Clover can't do anything
But you are also Clover.
Yes, but I am the true Clover, I am our real feelings, there is no need for a superficial pacifist wimp like you.
GO AWAY! GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
Clover...Cloooooover..Clooooooooooooooooooooooover!!!!!
STOP SAYING MY NAME! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN YOU SAY IT!
Clover Clover Clover Clover Clover Clover Clover Clover CLOOOOOOOOOVER!!!!!
I SAID STOP IT! YOU CAN'T DO THIS! YOU CAN'T!
Can't I?
Please, just stop **sobbing** leave me alone!!!!!!!
You get worked up sooooo easily, Clo-ver.
Haven't you hurt me badly enough? Go away, just go away, you only cause bad things! All you do is hurt people!
If you ask me, it was your fault your father died, you couldn't defend yourself when Michelo Chariot raped you..twice I might add. And that would make it your fault that you were sold as a whore, your fault Ikari and Katsuhiko committed suicide, your fault that you have two very sleazy jobs, your fault that your still getting raped, your fault you have that stupid tattoo of Gollum on your back-
But I like Gollum! your fault Niko gets so depressed, your fault D.J. gets depressed, your fault that Roan and Estrellita or Roan and Sam, or Roan and whoever the bloody fuck he's dating right now don't get along, your fault Hinata died, your fault Freya and Aira disowned you and your brother..basically, the world would be better off without you.
You..y..you're right..'
Clover picked up a box cutter and sliced open her arm, the world slid out of focus and the last thing she heard before passing out was her brother, Roan, cursing and crying as he ran off to call an ambulance.
"But I never intended all this madness, and no one really understood, well how could they?"
-Jack Skellington, Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas
-Private life, Oingo Boingo
' Why doesn't anybody like me? I'm so alone. Why do Ruki and Dana pick on me?! Why do they get to be special!? How come they get to have only one true love and I am caught between two?! I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!! JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE!!!!! I WANNA DESTROY THEM! I WANNA DESTROY MY COLONY, ALL THE SPACE COLONIES! HELL, WHY DON'T I JUST RE-CREATE THE FUCKING DARK GUNDAM! LIFE IS SUCH A BITCH! Oh well... I..I... I just want to kill them all. why do they get to be perfect? So what if they had horrible childhoods like me? Mine was worse and my adulthood is worse. At least Ruki knew her mother..at least she's never been raped. And as for Dana, if I hear about her stupid dead boyfriend or I hear her say she knows how I feel one more time, I'll strangle her. I don't care if it makes Niko stop loving me, I will kill Dana. I'll kill Ruki too. I don't care anymore. I can die and so can they. Just like Ikari, just like Katsuhiko..just like ma and dad. Just like Crisis's mate. I've lost so many people, why shouldn't other people feel the loss too? I'd like to send Dana and Ruki on a one-way trip to hell. They'll never come back if I have anything to do with it, oh, have no worries, Ruki and Dana, it'll be a first class one way ticket to hell, bon voyage, bitch princesses! Heh heh heh...eh heh heh heh..aha ha ha ha ha AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..tee-hee. and ya know what? Shirley and Douglas and Grumman can go to hell too. And oh hell, how about just everybody who is evil and mean or bugs me, why don't they all rot in hell? Yes..and I don't care how messed up anyone thinks I am....
But why though?
Why what?
Why do you want to do all that?
Be quiet, you! This is just like lord of the rings, I rule us, I'm our master.
Nuh-uh, I was here first and I don't like violence!
Shut up, you wimp!
No, you shutup! I'm sick of you! This ends now! We don't need you anymore, we're done! You will go away, and you won't come back! Ikari and Katsuhiko didn't die so we'd be evil.
But we killed them, yes, it was us, don't you remember?
STOP IT!
Ikari killed herself because we were better than her, and Katsuhiko killed himself, because he thought we didn't love him
"Clover? Who are you talking to?"
No one, Roan!
We're going to make your brother kill himself too, he thinks we're crazy, he thinks we are only one person
But we are one person, just two different sides.
You're the wimpy side of justice who needs to die, no one likes you, we must kill them all.
NOOOOOO!!!!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! STOP IT! JUST GO AWAY!
I don't think so, we need me, we do.
NO WE DON'T! I MEAN NO I DON'T! I'M GONNA GO GET HELP, THERE IS NO "WE" ANYMORE!
Poor pitiful Clover, Clover is stupid, Clover is weak, Clover can't do anything
But you are also Clover.
Yes, but I am the true Clover, I am our real feelings, there is no need for a superficial pacifist wimp like you.
GO AWAY! GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
Clover...Cloooooover..Clooooooooooooooooooooooover!!!!!
STOP SAYING MY NAME! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN YOU SAY IT!
Clover Clover Clover Clover Clover Clover Clover Clover CLOOOOOOOOOVER!!!!!
I SAID STOP IT! YOU CAN'T DO THIS! YOU CAN'T!
Can't I?
Please, just stop **sobbing** leave me alone!!!!!!!
You get worked up sooooo easily, Clo-ver.
Haven't you hurt me badly enough? Go away, just go away, you only cause bad things! All you do is hurt people!
If you ask me, it was your fault your father died, you couldn't defend yourself when Michelo Chariot raped you..twice I might add. And that would make it your fault that you were sold as a whore, your fault Ikari and Katsuhiko committed suicide, your fault that you have two very sleazy jobs, your fault that your still getting raped, your fault you have that stupid tattoo of Gollum on your back-
But I like Gollum! your fault Niko gets so depressed, your fault D.J. gets depressed, your fault that Roan and Estrellita or Roan and Sam, or Roan and whoever the bloody fuck he's dating right now don't get along, your fault Hinata died, your fault Freya and Aira disowned you and your brother..basically, the world would be better off without you.
You..y..you're right..'
Clover picked up a box cutter and sliced open her arm, the world slid out of focus and the last thing she heard before passing out was her brother, Roan, cursing and crying as he ran off to call an ambulance.
"But I never intended all this madness, and no one really understood, well how could they?"
-Jack Skellington, Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas