"You suck and that's sad"
-The Happy Bunny
In Neo America, rape is illegal. Unless you want to rape me. Yup, rape is illegal unless you're raping Clover crocket. Assault is illegal too, unless you're assaulting Clover Crocket. Prostitution is illegal, unless you are prostituting Clover Crocket. Murder is illegal, even for people who want to murder me, that's because I'm Neo America's gundam fighter. Oh, and I'm also Neo America's favorite pin-up even though I'm fourteen, because..you guessed it, child porn is allowed if that child is Clover Crocket. And it's all because of my dad. He wasn't compliant to the defense guys every whim, so they now screw my life up. It's only a matter of time before they start injecting me with drugs in my sleep. I'll bet they will. Then they'll make sure that I get pregnant the next time someone rapes me and they'll create all these shit-ass tabloid scandals and stuff. I really wish those guys would die. I mean, the one guy..Douglas or Grumman, either one, I don't know which is which, was already old when he was messin' with my dad, so he oughta be dead by now. And that other one, he just pisses me off, he looks like a fucking vulture! Know what? I was reading Jurassic Park, and I really wish I was a velociraptor, like those kick ass dinosaurs in the kitchen scene, then I could eat all the assholes who rape me and hurt me and abuse me. Yes, but first, I'd tear them apart with my toe claw! BWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! SAYANORA, ASSHOLES!!! Oh well..I really wish Dana would leave me alone. I swear, that woman follows me. EVERYWHERE I turn, there she is. Always. It aggravates me. Niko should keep his stupid sister on a leash, I mean, is it my fault her husband disappeared? No, it isn't. If I was a velociraptor, I'd eat her right after I ate the people who hurt me. I don't think Dana likes me very much either. I don't think she's ever liked me. People like Dana and Ruki are mean. They feel special, so they spend their time belittling girls like me. Of course, I've got a better body than both of them, and more men are after my affections, but still, they treat me like an egotistical slut. I'm not one. I never asked to be raped everyday of my life since I was eight. And how can I help it if I'm stating a fact by saying I'm better looking than them. Honestly, I'm younger than both of them, and my breasts are bigger and my waist is slimmer, and my legs are the best damn legs in the entire universe. Really, and none of them have suffered what I've suffered. I mean really. Dana thinks she understands, but that's cause she's a bitchy little know it all. Really, and Ruki's called me a whore so many times, I might just have to live up to the name, after all, Ruki has a ton of brothers, most of whom think I'm hot. I wanna make Ruki cry. No matter how, I want to see her cry. I have some pity for Dana, because only ugly people rape her and although the government is full of ugly people, D.J. is hot and so are a few of the guys who come to "Cloud nine". Anyway, Dana and her friend make my brother cry. I hate them both! All the stupid women who are after the money, which my father left to Roan, can screw off! I won't have nasty moochers bothering MY brother! That Dana bitch is trouble! A moocher who is obsessed with famous boys if I ever saw one! She'd love to make my brother cry. She claims never to fall in love again, but she will soon, she's a needy, clingy, high-maintenance whiner if I ever saw one! Really, "Oh, I'll never fall in love again cause it'll make Hal upset. Oh, but here is Dart! Oh, Dart has disappeared, now I'll never love again, until I meet another man who has money, looks and fame." That bitch! Really, if I ever see her again, I'll kill myself. She's pretty enough, but not like me. I'm really beautiful. Dana just uses her petite-ness and feminine wiles to attract men, like a female Tyrannosaurus Rex. Then, she leaves them. I'll bet any children she ever has will be as unbearable and annoying as her. Really. I hope she dies. It's either her or me. My poor big brother must be sick of that dumb bitch too. I mean really. I don't...think Niko and D.J. really love me...I think they only like my body **crying** No one ever loves me for me. I guess that's the good part of having average looks. Dana and Ruki find true love. I don't. I'm a tragic beauty, just like Anthy from Utena. Just like Melphina from outlaw star. My big breasts, nice legs, slim waist, pretty face, and gorgeous hair and eyes are all I have going for me. I'm not brave or strong or smart or funny. I'm pathetic. I wish I was dead. I really do. All I get is rapists and men who just want to get between my legs and then leave me forever. **collapses, laying pathetically on the ground** Won't anyone ever love me? Please? Someone? Anyone? Why does no one answer. Is my perfection not enough anymore? **sigh** oh, I don't think I can stand it. I'm so depressed. **sniffle** I wish I could just die. Here and now. No one loves me, no one cares about me. I love Niko and D.J., but they don't love me..**sob** Nope..**hiccup** Won't some handsome shining hero come to my rescue? Please? Just a hero, that's all I ask, I don't want money or power, I just want to be loved and protected. Before she became so mean, Ruki used to say I was special.I was a miracle that any man who ever loved me should cherish. Now I'm just easy sex, that's all. No one likes me. No one loves me. I have no friends, no one cares about me.. Why do I even bother? Do wishes come true? If they do, just let me die, please? I'd do anything. Nothing is too much. Can anyone hear me? When will I find my samurai? Where's my shining hero? My prince charming? My love? Where? Where? Where? Why doesn't anyone answer? Am I that low now? So low that I don't deserve love and attention?
Don't I deserve a hero as much as any fairy tale character? My daddy always said I was special.a princess. But I'm not. Because no one loves me. **crying** OH! JUST LET ME DIE! WHY DOESN'T THE GOVERNMENT JUST KILL ME?
"No one likes you"
-Gollum, Lord of the rings, the two towers.
-The Happy Bunny
In Neo America, rape is illegal. Unless you want to rape me. Yup, rape is illegal unless you're raping Clover crocket. Assault is illegal too, unless you're assaulting Clover Crocket. Prostitution is illegal, unless you are prostituting Clover Crocket. Murder is illegal, even for people who want to murder me, that's because I'm Neo America's gundam fighter. Oh, and I'm also Neo America's favorite pin-up even though I'm fourteen, because..you guessed it, child porn is allowed if that child is Clover Crocket. And it's all because of my dad. He wasn't compliant to the defense guys every whim, so they now screw my life up. It's only a matter of time before they start injecting me with drugs in my sleep. I'll bet they will. Then they'll make sure that I get pregnant the next time someone rapes me and they'll create all these shit-ass tabloid scandals and stuff. I really wish those guys would die. I mean, the one guy..Douglas or Grumman, either one, I don't know which is which, was already old when he was messin' with my dad, so he oughta be dead by now. And that other one, he just pisses me off, he looks like a fucking vulture! Know what? I was reading Jurassic Park, and I really wish I was a velociraptor, like those kick ass dinosaurs in the kitchen scene, then I could eat all the assholes who rape me and hurt me and abuse me. Yes, but first, I'd tear them apart with my toe claw! BWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! SAYANORA, ASSHOLES!!! Oh well..I really wish Dana would leave me alone. I swear, that woman follows me. EVERYWHERE I turn, there she is. Always. It aggravates me. Niko should keep his stupid sister on a leash, I mean, is it my fault her husband disappeared? No, it isn't. If I was a velociraptor, I'd eat her right after I ate the people who hurt me. I don't think Dana likes me very much either. I don't think she's ever liked me. People like Dana and Ruki are mean. They feel special, so they spend their time belittling girls like me. Of course, I've got a better body than both of them, and more men are after my affections, but still, they treat me like an egotistical slut. I'm not one. I never asked to be raped everyday of my life since I was eight. And how can I help it if I'm stating a fact by saying I'm better looking than them. Honestly, I'm younger than both of them, and my breasts are bigger and my waist is slimmer, and my legs are the best damn legs in the entire universe. Really, and none of them have suffered what I've suffered. I mean really. Dana thinks she understands, but that's cause she's a bitchy little know it all. Really, and Ruki's called me a whore so many times, I might just have to live up to the name, after all, Ruki has a ton of brothers, most of whom think I'm hot. I wanna make Ruki cry. No matter how, I want to see her cry. I have some pity for Dana, because only ugly people rape her and although the government is full of ugly people, D.J. is hot and so are a few of the guys who come to "Cloud nine". Anyway, Dana and her friend make my brother cry. I hate them both! All the stupid women who are after the money, which my father left to Roan, can screw off! I won't have nasty moochers bothering MY brother! That Dana bitch is trouble! A moocher who is obsessed with famous boys if I ever saw one! She'd love to make my brother cry. She claims never to fall in love again, but she will soon, she's a needy, clingy, high-maintenance whiner if I ever saw one! Really, "Oh, I'll never fall in love again cause it'll make Hal upset. Oh, but here is Dart! Oh, Dart has disappeared, now I'll never love again, until I meet another man who has money, looks and fame." That bitch! Really, if I ever see her again, I'll kill myself. She's pretty enough, but not like me. I'm really beautiful. Dana just uses her petite-ness and feminine wiles to attract men, like a female Tyrannosaurus Rex. Then, she leaves them. I'll bet any children she ever has will be as unbearable and annoying as her. Really. I hope she dies. It's either her or me. My poor big brother must be sick of that dumb bitch too. I mean really. I don't...think Niko and D.J. really love me...I think they only like my body **crying** No one ever loves me for me. I guess that's the good part of having average looks. Dana and Ruki find true love. I don't. I'm a tragic beauty, just like Anthy from Utena. Just like Melphina from outlaw star. My big breasts, nice legs, slim waist, pretty face, and gorgeous hair and eyes are all I have going for me. I'm not brave or strong or smart or funny. I'm pathetic. I wish I was dead. I really do. All I get is rapists and men who just want to get between my legs and then leave me forever. **collapses, laying pathetically on the ground** Won't anyone ever love me? Please? Someone? Anyone? Why does no one answer. Is my perfection not enough anymore? **sigh** oh, I don't think I can stand it. I'm so depressed. **sniffle** I wish I could just die. Here and now. No one loves me, no one cares about me. I love Niko and D.J., but they don't love me..**sob** Nope..**hiccup** Won't some handsome shining hero come to my rescue? Please? Just a hero, that's all I ask, I don't want money or power, I just want to be loved and protected. Before she became so mean, Ruki used to say I was special.I was a miracle that any man who ever loved me should cherish. Now I'm just easy sex, that's all. No one likes me. No one loves me. I have no friends, no one cares about me.. Why do I even bother? Do wishes come true? If they do, just let me die, please? I'd do anything. Nothing is too much. Can anyone hear me? When will I find my samurai? Where's my shining hero? My prince charming? My love? Where? Where? Where? Why doesn't anyone answer? Am I that low now? So low that I don't deserve love and attention?
Don't I deserve a hero as much as any fairy tale character? My daddy always said I was special.a princess. But I'm not. Because no one loves me. **crying** OH! JUST LET ME DIE! WHY DOESN'T THE GOVERNMENT JUST KILL ME?
"No one likes you"
-Gollum, Lord of the rings, the two towers.