"Buffy?", Dawn said, "What are we gonna do now?"
Buffy looks at her friends and family, and turns toward the crater, a slight
smile on her lips as she considers an answer to Dawn's question. A world of
possibilities occurs to the slayer, the first of which being a normal life.
'Not a chance of that happening', Buffy thinks cynically, 'There's always
something trying to end the world.' At least with The First's plans defeated,
perhaps she could afford to take a break. She really wanted to take time to
re-bond with her friends and family.
The thought brought her mind to Dawn, and a promise left unfulfilled. She knew
that she had started the year closer to Dawn, closer than she had been since....
'Since I was protecting her from Glory.' she thought to herself.
The past summer had allowed them time alone in each others company, and Buffy
found that she missed the feeling of closeness that they shared at the time.
As she remembered cooking dinner together, trips to the mall, movie nights at
home, even training together, Buffy found herself wanting to go back to that
simpler time. Perhaps now she could.
Her thoughts were interrupted by the feeling of a hand gently grasping her
own. She turned to find Dawn looking at her with an expression of concern.
"Are you okay Buffy?", she asked, the worry evident in her voice.
"I'm fine Dawn, I was just thinking.", Buffy replied with the slightest hint
of sadness in her voice. Her eyes began tearing up as she spoke,"I'm sorry
I've been so distant lately, I know it's felt like I've been pushing you away
again, but I want you to know that I remember my promise to you." Buffy gave
her sister's hand a gentle squeeze and continued, "I want us to go back to the
way things were before, when we had all the time in the world for each other.
I want to continue to see the amazing woman you're becoming, and I want us to
be together, no matter what happens in our lives."
Dawn was left momentarily speechless by Buffy's heartfelt comments. However,
she did the first thing that came to mind, and released Buffy's hand, so she
could hug the older girl with an emotional conviction that no mere words could
convey. As Buffy hugged her in return, Dawn began to speak, "There's no need
to apologize Buffy, I knew that when things started to get bad you would start
to distance yourself. I knew it didn't mean that you loved me any less, it was
just your way of protecting me. I totally understand why you did it.", the
empathy in her voice showing just how well she knew her sister.
"You're not mad at me for that, are you Dawnie?", Buffy said cautiously, still
keeping their mutual embrace.
"You were just doing what you thought was right, like when you had Xander try
to take me away.", she replied knowingly.
Buffy cringed inwardly, feeling slightly embarrassed at the mention of that
event. Dawn sensed the change in her sister, and released her embrace, looking
Buffy directly in the eyes. "It's okay, I'm over it already.", she assured
Buffy with a gentle, compassionate look.
"We should probably get going.", Buffy said, turning to face her friends,
"Lets hit the road gang....", she trailed off as she realized that everyone
had returned to the bus, evidently to give her and Dawn a little privacy. She
smiled and turned back to Dawn, surprisingly finding herself the recipient of
a gentle kiss. After a moment Dawn pulled away, a happy look of contentment on
her face.
"What was that for?", Buffy asked curiously.
"Just my way of saying 'Thank You' ", Dawn said with a smirk, "and besides,
I've been wanting to do that for a while." Buffy's eyes widened slightly at
that last comment, and she smiled lovingly at Dawn.
"A while huh?"
"Well...just since this past summer." Dawn admitted. "Especially when we were training."
"No wonder I was pinning you so easily during hand to hand combat.", Buffy
smiled as she thought back to those moments.
"You know, the thought of being pinned to the ground underneath you wasn't
exactly incentive to win.", Dawn said truthfully.
"I'll keep that in mind next time we train together." Buffy said, gently
grasping Dawn's hand and leading her back to the waiting bus.
As the two girls slowly walked back, they each realized that this was the
start of a new and different dimension to their relationship, and though each
was uncertain of where it would lead, it promised to be interesting.
The End?
