I never thought I'd make a TSUBASA fansong using Sakura's POV but when I heard this song, I knew it fitted perfectly to Sakura. This time I used Michelle Branch's 'Breathe'. Read on and I hope you enjoy it!
I walk back to the castle slowly, feeling disappointed. I was so close to telling Syaoran how I feel but in the end it all came down to it 'not being the right time'. Besides, he just got back! And maybe he's a little tired and needs some rest.
Was I a little too rough on the hug then? Did my questions irritate him? Was I a little too sappy saying how much I care about him?
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
And it's keeping you away
Geez... I finally decided to tell Syaoran how I feel. After all these time of pondering and dreaming and those heart-wrenching moments worrying sick about him. And then finding out how I really feel about him. Sigh... I guess I did blew it.
Should I continue trying to tell him? Am I overreacting? Should I wait longer? Am I able to wait longer?
So just give me one good reason
Tell my why I should stay
'Cause I don't want to waste another moment
Saying things we never meant to say
And I... take it just a little bit
I hold my breath and count to ten
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in
My biggest worry now is not being able to tell him how I feel. It's like I'm wasting precious time... like something might happen that'll never make me able to tell him how I feel. So I need to think up another way to tell him how I feel. At least by tomorrow. Who knows when Syaoran might go back to his excavation...
Is it really the wrong time? Could I have been too much of a coward? Am I waiting for a better moment?
If I just breathe...
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe... every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
If I just breathe
Maybe I'm rushing things. he's my childhood friend, and I love him very much. I don't care if I'm a princess. I'm willing to trade places with a commoner if I must. But Onii-sama is King, and I know deep down inside he needs me. I'm the only person left (besides Yukito-san) that he can depend on in times of trouble in the Clow country. But I love Syaoran deeply... so I feel like the least that I can do is tell him.
Well the talks are overrated
Am I saying how you feel?
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real
And I...
get you just a little time
I wonder if you realize
I've been waiting 'til I see it in your eyes
If I just breathe...
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe... every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
If I just breathe...
Suddenly I trip and fall flat on my face. Ouch! And then I realise maybe I'm thinking too hard. I mean, what am I worrying so much about? If I love Syaoran, then I should tell him. Whether or not he loves me is really up to him. As long as he's happy, then it's good enough for me. What am I so worried about?
I take a deep breath and start to get up.
Breathe... 'til I whisper in the dark
Oh can you hear... me?
Do you hear... me?
If I just breathe...
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe... every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
Everything is alright if I just breathe... breathe
I've been driving for an hour, just talking to the rain...
That's it! I'll go make bentou for him tomorrow! And then... I can finally tell him how I feel...