Another chapter! Sorry it took so long. Linkage was late and I was kinda caught up in things. Anyway.. We don't own square or any FF games.
It's nice to hear those comments.. that's what got me to getting around to finishing. We're slowly getting longer with our chapters...slowly.. and they're getting better in my opinion.
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As Wakka lay in bed that night... he thought about what was happening to himself. Was he falling for her? He looked over at Lulu and wondered why he even married her in the first place. Sure, Rikku was an Al Bhed but Lulu wasn't any better for a match. He got up slowly and looked out the window.. was she thinking about him? He didn't know. All this confusion was driving him mad, and it wasn't about to get any better. What would he do if he was sure he was in love with Rikku? He couldn't just leave Lulu like this. He was going to be a father and it wouldn't do any good to just leave her with the child. He hated this feeling... this... anger burning within himself. It was like Ifrit kept burning him when he tried to get up again. Now it was almost impossible to get her out of his mind, flash backs of her kept popping into his head. He couldn't think in this place. So he got dressed and went on out... where was he going? How should he know?...
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" What's wrong with me?!" he yelled punching a tree nearby. He wasn't out too far, but far enough so that Lulu couldn't hear.
His emotions were running like a waterfall. He tried to calm himself... for many hours he pondered under that tree. Instead of feeling anger he felt sadness. And the more and more he thought about it.. the more and more he knew. His heart sunk and shattered into a million pieces as it hit the bottom of lonelyness. He couldn't take everything back... he couldn't take the child back... he couldn't take Lulu back. They weren't material objects that you got from the store.. they were human beings. Human beings on which he made a choice to be with, but the choice wasn't what he wanted. How could he face Lulu with this? Rikku would probably think he was sick by telling his feelings. Everytime he thought of her his heart sped up. Then he realized something... Rikku had looked quite sad and she did say " E Muja Oui.." which was Al Bhed of course. Though he didn't know Al Bhed he was set on learning it..
It was in the middle of the night when he decided to study some Al Bhed books that he got as a gift. It was a joke at first but now it would fit Wakka's needs. Wakka worked hard for hours learning the History and the Language of the Al Bhed. The time passed by slowly and it seemed like he'd never learn enough. He forced his brain to learn it.. Trying to cram everything into his brain he fell asleep on the book. When he woke it was morning and he realized that he had slept.
it would take a long time to translate everything that the Al Bhed spoke to him. He could only translate with the books right in front of him... even then it was hard to figure out what everything was again. At least he tried.. and he would continue until he got it right.
Angry with himself, Wakka tried to translate. His mind was a little foggy but he tried to figure it out " I... lobe you?" puzzled about what he just read. Then it clued into him " Oh! I love you... HAHAHA! I GOT IT!" he said jumping for joy... wait a minute... I love you?..
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(Rikku's point of view)
I awoke to the sun on my face. Judging by where it was shining through the window, I would've said it was about noon. Yunie was rooming with me and she must have already been up. My bridesmaid dress was still on, Yunie must have covered me last night when I fell asleep, crying. I got up and made my way to the washroom. My face felt stale and dirty. The water was cool on my face. I withdrew quickly
It was colder than I thought. I changed into some more normal clothes and made my way outside. The sun was bright and it hurt my eyes. I already had a headache from all the crying I had done the night before. Yunie, Lulu,Kimarhi and Wakka were sitting at a table. Of course, the two lovebirds were sitting next to each other. I took the only seat left… next to Wakka. I slowly sat and kept my eyes down. I didn't know what he was thinking.
Kimarhi handed me a biscuit. "Rikku should eat." I gave a small smile, only because Kimarhi himself had biscuit crumbs in his whiskers.We're sitting right next to each other, Wakka, but at the same time... we're so far apart. I thought to myself. I didn't finish the biscuit. Even if it was my heart hurting, I still felt sick to my stomach.
Wakka hadn't said anything to me since… well… last night. He didn't even look at me. I highly doubted it, but had he figured out what I had said? " What happened lastnight?" He finally said something. Though it made me feel like dirt.
" N-nothing..." I answered not looking him in the eye.
An silence was thrown over us all after I spoke.
"Well" Lulu said as she began to stand up "I'm going to go for a walk. Yuna would you like to join me?"
"Gladly." she replied and looked around at the remaining people with a smile.
"Kimarhi has things to do as well." he got up and went off in the opposite direction. and then there was just him and I. Wakka and me. Alone. Still more silence.
"You've really got me worried Rikku. Please, please. Tell me what's wrong.. Did I do something?" he turned and looked at me with a strong concerned gaze. I tried to be strong. But his face. His eyes. They made me soft.
He knew what I had said lastnight meant. He was just seeing what I would do if he asked these questions."What does… 'E muja oui' mean, Rikku?" he was trying to get it out of me. I was hiding something that he knew...
"I know you dont really know any Al Bhed, and well... I was hoping you wouldnt even ask about this. I have certain feelings for you Wak-" and then he kissed me. Not just a peck on the cheek or a whimpy kiss. it was strong, like him, and had life and body to it. and it had the sweetness Wakka had never shown me before, like everything he was hiding from me, and everyone else, came out in that kiss.
..muscular, but gentle...
I sat there shocked at first. a million thoughts were then running through my head. -So he did have the same feelings for me? What if someone saw? What does this kiss me to him? Where do we go from here? What about Lulu?-
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Oh the drama! XD
It's nice to hear those comments.. that's what got me to getting around to finishing. We're slowly getting longer with our chapters...slowly.. and they're getting better in my opinion.
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As Wakka lay in bed that night... he thought about what was happening to himself. Was he falling for her? He looked over at Lulu and wondered why he even married her in the first place. Sure, Rikku was an Al Bhed but Lulu wasn't any better for a match. He got up slowly and looked out the window.. was she thinking about him? He didn't know. All this confusion was driving him mad, and it wasn't about to get any better. What would he do if he was sure he was in love with Rikku? He couldn't just leave Lulu like this. He was going to be a father and it wouldn't do any good to just leave her with the child. He hated this feeling... this... anger burning within himself. It was like Ifrit kept burning him when he tried to get up again. Now it was almost impossible to get her out of his mind, flash backs of her kept popping into his head. He couldn't think in this place. So he got dressed and went on out... where was he going? How should he know?...
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" What's wrong with me?!" he yelled punching a tree nearby. He wasn't out too far, but far enough so that Lulu couldn't hear.
His emotions were running like a waterfall. He tried to calm himself... for many hours he pondered under that tree. Instead of feeling anger he felt sadness. And the more and more he thought about it.. the more and more he knew. His heart sunk and shattered into a million pieces as it hit the bottom of lonelyness. He couldn't take everything back... he couldn't take the child back... he couldn't take Lulu back. They weren't material objects that you got from the store.. they were human beings. Human beings on which he made a choice to be with, but the choice wasn't what he wanted. How could he face Lulu with this? Rikku would probably think he was sick by telling his feelings. Everytime he thought of her his heart sped up. Then he realized something... Rikku had looked quite sad and she did say " E Muja Oui.." which was Al Bhed of course. Though he didn't know Al Bhed he was set on learning it..
It was in the middle of the night when he decided to study some Al Bhed books that he got as a gift. It was a joke at first but now it would fit Wakka's needs. Wakka worked hard for hours learning the History and the Language of the Al Bhed. The time passed by slowly and it seemed like he'd never learn enough. He forced his brain to learn it.. Trying to cram everything into his brain he fell asleep on the book. When he woke it was morning and he realized that he had slept.
it would take a long time to translate everything that the Al Bhed spoke to him. He could only translate with the books right in front of him... even then it was hard to figure out what everything was again. At least he tried.. and he would continue until he got it right.
Angry with himself, Wakka tried to translate. His mind was a little foggy but he tried to figure it out " I... lobe you?" puzzled about what he just read. Then it clued into him " Oh! I love you... HAHAHA! I GOT IT!" he said jumping for joy... wait a minute... I love you?..
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(Rikku's point of view)
I awoke to the sun on my face. Judging by where it was shining through the window, I would've said it was about noon. Yunie was rooming with me and she must have already been up. My bridesmaid dress was still on, Yunie must have covered me last night when I fell asleep, crying. I got up and made my way to the washroom. My face felt stale and dirty. The water was cool on my face. I withdrew quickly
It was colder than I thought. I changed into some more normal clothes and made my way outside. The sun was bright and it hurt my eyes. I already had a headache from all the crying I had done the night before. Yunie, Lulu,Kimarhi and Wakka were sitting at a table. Of course, the two lovebirds were sitting next to each other. I took the only seat left… next to Wakka. I slowly sat and kept my eyes down. I didn't know what he was thinking.
Kimarhi handed me a biscuit. "Rikku should eat." I gave a small smile, only because Kimarhi himself had biscuit crumbs in his whiskers.We're sitting right next to each other, Wakka, but at the same time... we're so far apart. I thought to myself. I didn't finish the biscuit. Even if it was my heart hurting, I still felt sick to my stomach.
Wakka hadn't said anything to me since… well… last night. He didn't even look at me. I highly doubted it, but had he figured out what I had said? " What happened lastnight?" He finally said something. Though it made me feel like dirt.
" N-nothing..." I answered not looking him in the eye.
An silence was thrown over us all after I spoke.
"Well" Lulu said as she began to stand up "I'm going to go for a walk. Yuna would you like to join me?"
"Gladly." she replied and looked around at the remaining people with a smile.
"Kimarhi has things to do as well." he got up and went off in the opposite direction. and then there was just him and I. Wakka and me. Alone. Still more silence.
"You've really got me worried Rikku. Please, please. Tell me what's wrong.. Did I do something?" he turned and looked at me with a strong concerned gaze. I tried to be strong. But his face. His eyes. They made me soft.
He knew what I had said lastnight meant. He was just seeing what I would do if he asked these questions."What does… 'E muja oui' mean, Rikku?" he was trying to get it out of me. I was hiding something that he knew...
"I know you dont really know any Al Bhed, and well... I was hoping you wouldnt even ask about this. I have certain feelings for you Wak-" and then he kissed me. Not just a peck on the cheek or a whimpy kiss. it was strong, like him, and had life and body to it. and it had the sweetness Wakka had never shown me before, like everything he was hiding from me, and everyone else, came out in that kiss.
..muscular, but gentle...
I sat there shocked at first. a million thoughts were then running through my head. -So he did have the same feelings for me? What if someone saw? What does this kiss me to him? Where do we go from here? What about Lulu?-
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Oh the drama! XD