Perfection is Obsessed With You
Summery: Harry remembers his relationship with Draco.
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue, don't ask, don't tell.
A/N: dedicated to my best friend's Ashley & Stephy, Happy Holidays.
Holding back was the hardest thing I ever had to do. You said you weren't ready yet so I waited for you. As time passed we changed, and it wasn't for the best. We would fight and feel bitter towards each other. You thought I didn't love you anymore that's the reason you left, I tried to stop you but you wouldn't listen.
Its been fourteen years and even though I have moved on with my life I still haven't forgotten the worst thing I ever did. hold back from you.
I still love you.
I still need you. I will never have you again.
This we both know. We also know the times we shared. The we kissed, touched, and the laughed with each other. Oh how I miss you. The smell of your blond hair, the look on your face when you orgasm from my touch. I'll never forget that even though I know you have. You grew up to be the male model I knew you would be, your so beautiful how could you not be apart of that profession.
Perfection follows you. Perfection is obsessed with you. I don't think I have ever said that I'd die for you. I think you know I would but I don't know if I ever said the words. Well what's left to do stare at old photos and wish I were happy again? No that's not what I'm going to do, I'm going to forget the pain you caused knowing I will never wake up to you wrapped around me again. I haven't seen you for 14 years. I wonder what you look like, what you have been doing with your life. I wonder if you have found a new lover. I haven't, I doubt I ever will. I've developed an obsession with whispering your name at night, I can't help it, it just happens. I think I know the real reason you left me, you hated me. You hated me because you weren't like me. I'm something you'll never be and you hated me for it. I can't help who I am. I dream you'll come back to me. I dream you'll call and tell me you want me back, but in reality I know you wont. You don't care about me anymore. You can't care. It's not apart of you anymore.
A/N: Please review good or bad I like to hear what you think. Thank you for reading.
Summery: Harry remembers his relationship with Draco.
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue, don't ask, don't tell.
A/N: dedicated to my best friend's Ashley & Stephy, Happy Holidays.
Holding back was the hardest thing I ever had to do. You said you weren't ready yet so I waited for you. As time passed we changed, and it wasn't for the best. We would fight and feel bitter towards each other. You thought I didn't love you anymore that's the reason you left, I tried to stop you but you wouldn't listen.
Its been fourteen years and even though I have moved on with my life I still haven't forgotten the worst thing I ever did. hold back from you.
I still love you.
I still need you. I will never have you again.
This we both know. We also know the times we shared. The we kissed, touched, and the laughed with each other. Oh how I miss you. The smell of your blond hair, the look on your face when you orgasm from my touch. I'll never forget that even though I know you have. You grew up to be the male model I knew you would be, your so beautiful how could you not be apart of that profession.
Perfection follows you. Perfection is obsessed with you. I don't think I have ever said that I'd die for you. I think you know I would but I don't know if I ever said the words. Well what's left to do stare at old photos and wish I were happy again? No that's not what I'm going to do, I'm going to forget the pain you caused knowing I will never wake up to you wrapped around me again. I haven't seen you for 14 years. I wonder what you look like, what you have been doing with your life. I wonder if you have found a new lover. I haven't, I doubt I ever will. I've developed an obsession with whispering your name at night, I can't help it, it just happens. I think I know the real reason you left me, you hated me. You hated me because you weren't like me. I'm something you'll never be and you hated me for it. I can't help who I am. I dream you'll come back to me. I dream you'll call and tell me you want me back, but in reality I know you wont. You don't care about me anymore. You can't care. It's not apart of you anymore.
A/N: Please review good or bad I like to hear what you think. Thank you for reading.