Hi minna! I love you all! Reviews are more than welcome and I really get happy if you do that, okay? First another stupid thing about me: I still don't know how to get three dots, so if the sentences get weird, just imagine three dots in it… If anyone knows how to handle the three-dot problem, please email me or tell me in a review! My email is hapslikweg@dolfijn.nl
Well, let's start the third chapter then!
Final Breakdowns and Still Doubting
Chapter 3
Inuyasha and Kagome climbed out of the well, both really concerned about the others.
"I don't smell Naraku around here, Kagome. I guess you can go home again to study for your tests."
"No, I wanna stay here. I want to do everything I can if Naraku suddenly attacks!" she replied.
"Oi, Kagome. Miroku has tricked us in some stupid game. But…I thought it was more something for…YOU to think of such games. Was it your game, Kagome?"
"Eh? A game? I thought you guys were just…well…DOING something!"
"Oh…Okay…Forget about it."
*Alright…You can't fool me, Kagome.*
"Inuyasha…Can I stay with you for a while?"
"Why's that, all of a sudden?"
*Yeah, first you trick me with some game, and then you want to be with me! What IS the matter with you?!*
"Well, Shippo-chan thinks I'm gone, so…"
"Alright! You think he's annoying too, don't you?" he said with hopefully grinning eyes.
"No! It's not that! It's just…"
"Aha! Confess, Kagome!"
"What should I confess, then?"
*Yeah, Shippo really IS annoying!*
"Confess it, Kagome!" and with that he pushed her against a tree.
"Alright, alright! I'll confess…I have times that I prefer the company of a less hyper person then Shippo…But I think he's cute, not annoying…"
Inuyasha let her go, Kagome still smiling bright.
"By the way, what did you do before you fell asleep, Kagome?"
"Eh? Studying, of course!"
*Or being with some boyfriend…*
"But, I didn't want to study, because of that paragraph about us, and the one about the others."
"There was a paragraph about us? What did it say?"
"Ai…It's better if you don't know it Inuyasha…"
"But YOU know…Why shouldn't I know!"
"Because you could change history in a wrong way for all of us. Some things might change and that might be fatal in the battle against Naraku! Please don't ask me, Inuyasha…"
"Well, I don't HAVE to know! Feh!"
"Oww… Inuyasha! Don't be like that!"
*No? Shouldn't I be like this? Should I be more like Kouga, more like someone of your own time? You're just making things up, so that you don't have to tell me! Don't try to fool me! I'm not dumb! You just don't wanna tell me!*
"Feh!"
"Alright…I'll tell you…but it isn't pretty, you know…"
"Don't mind!"
"There was some kind of diary found. Written by Sango, from the day that her family was destroyed, to the day Naraku came to the village. In her diary it says…You leave me for Kikyo, you leave to find her, and then Naraku attacks us when we're in the woods, finding you. That was the last thing she wrote in it…because she was dead…" she almost sighed the last words out. Feeling miserable. "Sango-chan…"
"But…But…"
"Are you happy now, Inuyasha? I'll tell you my guess! You are heading for Kikyo, walk into her, and don't notice Naraku's scent. She's got you. Of course it will turn out to be set up by Naraku. He fights us, we all die. Because of something, I don't know whether it will be a scream or just the scent of our blood, but you'll come to find us dead. In your rage you kill Naraku. Then it all makes sense…doesn't it…" Kagome was crying know, she couldn't think of Miroku, Sango and Shippo, all dead, and Naraku that was the cause of all that. It was just too much.
"But that's not me! I would never let you all fight Naraku without me! Never! No Kikyo-army could distract me!"
"That's not true, Inuyasha…Remember when you went looking for Kikyo? I was there earlier then you were and she kept me prisoner. You could hear nor see me. Get what I mean? Such a thing could happen anytime. How can you be sure it doesn't happen when we are in battle?"
"Kagome! Don't say things like that!"
*I would never leave you alone, never, especially not in battle!*
"I have to doubt you, Inuyasha. For my own good."
"But Kagome! Just how literally does it say things like this?"
"Almost every word, Inuyasha. I can't trust you like I did, because this is what's gonna happen. It hasn't got something to do with the person you are. It's just for my own good. I have to be prepared for this. Maybe we could change this particular bit of history but…Maybe it will change for the worst…"
"And what do you mean by that? Change for the worst? How can it change for the worst if I don't get involved with Kikyo?"
"I'd better not tell you, Inuyasha…You'll just say that that could never happen and stuff. This time I'm really not gonna tell…"
"Kagome…I…Oww, Fuck it all!" and with that he left her standing.
"Inuyasha! Wait!" she ran after him.
"Go away, Kagome. How can you say such things about me! I would never leave you all to die! Never! I thought you knew me better than anyone, accept for me. I thought you were different. I thought you accepted me for what I was, what I am. I can smell Naraku from a distance that you can't imagine! I'll know he's coming here before Kikyo even is about to come to me!"
"But Inuyasha… What do you think happened, then?"
"I don't know! Really! I don't have any ideas, but I know one thing for sure! This is NOT the way it'll happen! Why do you think I'll be controlled by Kikyo?"
"Because I saw it happen before and…" she began, but Inuyasha didn't let her finish.
"I saw it happen too! I know I won't let it happen again, so what else do you have to say, well?"
"Well, I practically AM Kikyo, only then I'm less beautiful, less smart, less handy in a fight. So why would you stick with me when the real, the BETTER Kikyo appears?"
"But Kikyo is dead, Kagome!"
"Yeah, and that is the main and only reason that keeps you with me! If Kikyo were REALLY alive, I would be trash!"
"Don't say such things, Kagome!"
"Why not? Because it's the truth?"
"No, because it's shit! How have you come to think like this?"
"You, Inuyasha, you make me think like this. You don't make me feel as if I'm worth anything, haven't you even noticed that? You only make me feel as if I'm some Kikyo, only then everything less. Less beautiful, less smart… As I said before…!"
"That's not true, Kagome!"
"Well, you've got a great way of showing it! Geez! I'm out of here!"
"No, Kagome, wait! It still could be that Naraku attacks when I'm getting you to come back again!"
"Then…I guess I HAVE to stay! But the second I can leave, I WILL!"
"Please tell me why you always think like that. Tell me, please…"
"Yeah, as if you would listen. As if you would care!"
"Of course I'll listen to you! I've got mayor ears, haven't I? Why shouldn't I use them?" Inuyasha smiled at her.
*This Kikyo-thing is stuck inside your head. Why can't you forget about her?*
"Really? Are you sure you wanna hear me babbling like that? I can talk for hours, you know!"
"Just tell me what's on your mind, Kagome. I'll listen."
They sat down against a tree. Kagome began to talk about her school and all the other things in her time.
"…But then Hojo-kun always asks me to go to the movies if I wanna go back to you guys. I don't even like him, though he thinks I do and my friends all want to couple me with me."
*You don't even like him…Who is it you like? Who is it…? You asked me if I loved you… when you were asleep. Was that for real? Guess you were just joking. I'm starting to think that you want to trick me into something…*
And so Kagome just talked on…
"…And my grandpa ALWAYS tells the history of EVERYTHING! When we have dinner, he says 'the history of this rice is…' and so on. That really is irritating, you know!"
"If I have dinner I wanna eat…"
"Oww, Inuyasha! Is that all you think about? Probably there's something else on your mind sometimes too. Tell me! I don't even know one daily problem of yours!"
"Well…I never tell anyone actually about anything. I don't know how to talk about these things."
"Really? You gotta be kidding me!"
"I'm not! You just told me the most of your problems, but I really can't! Besides, you told me everything about your home. I don't have an actual home and you already know about the village."
*How can you just tell your feelings to everyone. There are things you rather keep a secret!*
"Just tell me your last thought!"
"How can you just tell your feelings to everyone. There are things you rather keep a secret!"
"Okay…We're getting somewhere!"
And so they sat there. Talking about thoughts… -_-'
*You're sweet, Kagome. Maybe I'll forget about Kikyo. I wanna be with you forever.*
"Inuyasha! Were have you been with you're head. You stared so dreamily up in the sky! Tell me what you were thinking!"
Inuyasha's cheeks coloured brightly red…
"I thought…the weather was really nice today!"
"But…I thought you were gonna tell me your thoughts…" Kagome tried to sob a little, she knew Inuyasha hated that.
*Hell, no! I'll be dead…*
"Please, Inuyasha?" Kagome looked at him with cute, big eyes.
"Kagome! Don't look at me like that!"
"Why not…Tell me your thought, Inuyasha!"
"I already told you I like the weather!"
*…But not as much as I like you…*
"Please…Oww well, never mind."
Kagome looked dreamily up at the sky. The sun was starting to set.
"What are you thinking, Kagome?"
"That the sun is very romantic when it sets…"
"I think it's beautiful."
*Just as beautiful as you are…*
"And know I wanna know what you were thinking!"
"That the sunset is…" Inuyasha started, but he didn't finish his sentence.
"Yeah, continue…"
"Never mind."
"Oww, come on, Inuyasha, it can't be that hard!"
"But it's private and I don't wanna tell anyone about it!"
"I did, didn't I? It makes you feel good afterwards…"
"Yeah, right! What if I don't want to feel good!"
*As if I would feel better if you knew the things I don't want you to know!*
"Would you tell me your last thought now, then…?
"Alright, alright! 'As if I would feel better if you knew the things I don't want you to know!' That's what I thought, OKAY?"
"You never tell me anything like that!" and with that she leaned down on his shoulder.
*You are really kawaii. But I better be careful with my thoughts…-_-'*
"Kagome?"
"Snore…"
"Feh! Silly girl…"
"Inuyasha…I'm not sleeping…"
"Shit."
"Neither was I sleeping at my house…"
"NANI?!"
"I was trying to let you confess something private that I shouldn't know of…"
"Oh, gods! You wench!"
"Gomene Inuyasha…It was fun though…" she said, giggling.
"What's so funny? You should be punished, Miss Shikon-no-Tama-Kagome!"
"AH! NO! Don't tickle me Inuyasha!" I'm gonna 'S' you!"
"You won't if I'm above you…unless you wanna get squashed of course…"
"AH! Inuyasha! Please stop!"
"Beg me…"
"Ah, so you wanna be begged! Forget it! I'm not gonna…WHA!"
"All you have to do is beg me to stop…"
"Oww…WHA! Okay, I beg you, Inuyasha the Great, Almighty hanyou that will not share his thoughts!"
"Alright! That's more like it…"
Inuyasha's grip loosened, which wasn't a good idea… Kagome got on top of him…
"I'm gonna let YOU beg now, mister!"
"Don't even try…I'm not ticklish…"
"Yeah, right! Why would you tell me that if you weren't, Inuyasha?"
"AH! Kagome!"
"You asked for it! Now beg me!"
"I'm not gonna beg to a lowly human!"
"Well, this so-called lowly human IS letting you suffer, you know…"
"Feh! Yeah, right…WHAA!"
"Beg me…"
"Alright! I beg you, okay?"
"I suffer with you, Inuyasha…" she said quite 'Old Fashion Theater'-style and with that she freed him.
"Feh…"
"Watch it, I've got another weapon, you know…"
(AN: Pretty stupid, ne? I'm not good at this I think…This too, I shouldn't bother you nice readers with stupid author's notes… -_-')
"Inuyasha, " Kagome leaned against him, "You make a great pillow…"
"Yeah, and the sun has almost completely set by now…"
"It's so beautiful, Inuyasha…"
"Tomorrow we can watch it again…"
"I think I now understand your tree-sleeping-habit. This is so beautiful to fall asleep with…"
"You… you are beautiful too…"
"Eh?"
"I said you are beautiful too."
"But…"
"Shh…"
"Oww, Inuyasha…
And so they sat there, but they didn't know someone was watching them. Someone who looked like a priest or something…MIROKU!!!
He smiled from behind a tree. "Like I thought, you can't be without her…"
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Okay, this chapter was a bit long, but I couldn't cut it of in the middle. That's the problem with me making nice chapters… I'm not good at it! But please review and really do, 'cause I want to give you readers a nice story! And I think the next chapter or the chapter after it will be a songfic, so if it takes a while to post it, you know why! Well, see y'all laterz and keep on writing if you do, because I like to read to!