I'll say it in the beginning, the next chapter is again a songfic, but the song is from out Kikyo's thoughts. Else you will understand the fic wrong… And that's not what I want! *Sticks out her tong* I AM THE ONE THAT MAKES THE DECISIONS! HAHAHA! Oops… Let's erase that part, 'cause I need you to tell me how to go on in the future… I'll tell you again, the reason I begun posting in chapters is because I've got too many ways to go further on with the story. Well anyway, here's the seventh chapter… XD O yeah, the title will make sense one day… But not now!
Final Breakdowns and Still Doubting
Chapter 7
(AN: Here's the last piece of the previous chapter 'cause that makes it dramatically… and I'll start the lyric of My Own Saviour of Iced Earth right here… I love their lyrics!)
"Kikyo…" Inuyasha whispered.
My only comfort is in death
My only solace, my dying breath
For release I have prayed
Thrown past life, not afraid
Kagome had tears in her eyes. After all she did to convince him, he had to go with Kikyo. This was it. The end. Going to hell together…Romantic…She was collapsing, but steadied against a tree. She had to see him 'till the last second he lived.
Life's a bitch, life's a whore
Nothing less and nothing more
*Sorry…I made my decision…Goodbye…*
There is nothing it would do for me
I'll end this suffering
He clinched his fist around Tessaiga.
*Goodbye…Kikyo…*
"I'm not coming with you, Kikyo…"
"Eh?" Kagome blinked. Did she hear it right? Probably not. Just some stupid illusion made up by her anger, her sadness and her rage.
"Inuyasha…You!" Kikyo was becoming one glowing purple shadow. Full of rage she looked at him.
Existence of one man
Hatred with no end
My madness, my sadness
I am my own saviour
"Like I said Kikyo…I made my decision."
*The real reason why, I know it know Kikyo…*
"Kikyo…The real reason why I wanted to become human…It all makes sense now. You don't make me feel happy or comfortable. It was guilt. Guilt, like you said, but in a different way. You only make me feel guilty. Guilt about you guarding the Tama, about you suffering from that. You were lonely just like I was. But you actually only needed me to free you from your sufferings. Maybe you actually loved me…But I don't feel the same way then. Goodbye Kikyo!"
The voices are calling
Out of this life, I am falling
There is one choice that I see
In raging flames, the dark one awaits
"Inuyasha…COME WITH ME NOW!"
"Inuyasha? Oww, Inuyasha! You scared me to death!" Kagome was so happy. He'll stay…HE'LL STAY!
"Kikyo…Please give me your shards, your soul might rest in peace then…"
"I don't have any shards, Inuyasha…Naraku had my shards…"
"Kikyo…Please rest in peace, okay?"
"Inuyasha… INUYASHA! You expect me to rest in peace after this? I'll always be mad at you, I'll always try to revive once again, to let you suffer like I did! You should've come with me, Inuyasha… You should have! But now it's too late, my soul will hate you forever. Forever! Inuyasha!" and…with that she was gone…vanished in the depths of the sky.
Existence of one man
Hatred with no end
My madness, my sadness
I am my own saviour
*Kikyo…Please rest in peace. I really want you to…*
"Inuyasha! I'm so happy!" Kagome hugged him…A bit too enthusiastic…
"AUCH!" Inuyasha collapsed…
"Oops…Gomene! You're badly injured from the battle with Naraku! Oww…Bandage-box… Bandage-box…A, there it is…" Kagome finally got the box out of her backpack.
"Don't…Need…It!"
"I know you don't need it Inuyasha. I just wanna do something for you, and maybe you will heal faster!" Kagome scratched him behind his ear.
"Ah! Don't do that!"
"I'll bandage you, you stubborn!"
"But I look so weak in these things, as if I was defeated by that Naraku!"
*Yeah, he'll never defeat me!*
"You were ALMOST defeated, but you never look weak to me, Inuyasha."
"I certainly never AM weak!"
"Sit still, Inuyasha!"
~BAF~
"Oops, Inuyasha…I didn't mean to…"
"Grrrrrrrrrr…"
"Please let me bandage you…"
"Do you have a new hobby or something?"
"Pretty please?"
"AUCH! …Oww…SHIT!"
Kagome had taken the 'auch' for granted and already started to bandage him… ^_^
(AN: Alright, silly…But I had to think of something funny in this fic, else it will get too heavy-loaded with emotions and stuff, I'm like that myself too, I always cry at such things… and I don't want my readers to get sad ^.^)
"Kagome! I said I don't need it!"
"You DO need it! Look at these wounds…They're huge, you know!"
"Can handle worse…Feh!"
*I can handle worse, yeah. The only thing I can't handle is a certain girl that recalls the name 'Kagome'…*
"You can? Oww well…Still I wanna do something for you…"
And so Inuyasha just sat there…Unable to do something…
(AN: Didn't think that'd ever happen without a SIT… -_-')
"Oi, Kagome, finished YET?"
"Almost done, Inu-chan!"
"Don't call me names, Kagome."
*Inu-chan…Don't recall on that…*
"I'm not calling you names…Oww well, it was worth a try…"
"Done?"
"Yeah, I'm done, Inuya…Inu-chan…"
"So that means I can stand up ag-…ARGH!" he said, well, tried to, but he was forced back to the ground in a mysterious way…
"Of course not! You can't walk with bandages like that…Besides…I bandaged you to that tree…"
"WHAT? Let me of!"
"Alright, alright…It was fun though…thihi…"
*Kagome…you wench…I love you…*
"We should be trying to get those shards together, shouldn't we?" she said, while untying him.
"I guess…"
"Hey, Inuyasha, Kagome-chan!" Sango said. She was on the back of Kirara, with Miroku.
(AN: I'm not going in further details about the actions of Miroku… Though he's got some red handprints on his face…)
"What happened to you guys…" Kagome asked, looking at their guilty faces, "You didn't pass Kikyo, right?"
Suddenly a balloon came drifting by…It spoke… o-0 ???
"We did, but we thought it was fun to see what'd happen…"
~BAF~
"AUCH! Kagome…"
To Shippo's surprise Kagome didn't sit Inuyasha. She usually did that when Inuyasha hit him. Was it something he said…?
"You guys saw Kikyo and didn't do anything?"
"Well, the point actually is that we didn't now how to stop her. I mean, if she really wanted to get to Inuyasha, she'd get there too. Besides, how can you stop something like Kikyo? And, I must commit, we were curious about what was to happen. But we'd get in if things were getting critical…They didn't, so…"
"Happy thanks guys! I can REALLY rely on you…" said a very grumpy Inuyasha.
"Oww, Inuyasha, it worked out fine, didn't it?" Miroku said.
"FINE? Is this what you call FINE? I wanna see the BAD thing then! Come in when things would get critical…If this wasn't critical, I wouldn't now WHAT is!"
"Cheer up, Inuyasha. We are about to complete the Tama. But I still think there are some missing…O! SHIT!"
"What is it, Kagome? By the way, were did you learn to talk like that…" Inuyasha said.
"Now where do you think those words came from…~SWEATDROP~…But, ehm…it's about Kouga's shards. We'll need 'em…but…"
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… But Kagome is hesitating! What will they do? Will Inuyasha get mad at her? Of course! ^. ~ What a stupid announcement that this chapter is done… Next time I'll do it the better way! Anyhow, this was another chapter! Maybe I'll post another one even today… If I feel like it that is! I could let you all die of curiosity… But I want really want to know what you think of it so I guess I'll post it as soon as possible! And again, I love you all! I don't know why I started saying that in chapter 5 (or was it chapter 6???) but I guess you'll have to think I really DO love you guys so that you're gonna review me… WHAHA Where is this going… I've got too much time, so I'm writing some blablabla-thing. Just to keep you busy! Well, no more nonsense. The next chapter is gonna be cool I think. I've got the story, you don't know how it's gonna end, and I do… Well I know a bit… I haven't finished it yet! Actually I don't how it's gonna end… so I'll post very quick! Bye! REVIEW! And really do!