Sorry about my 'burst out' in the previous chapter. You don't know me and don't need to hear about it... Anyways, this is another chapter… And I hope you review a lot, 'cause if I don't get reviews fast I'm gonna quit this story. With only five reviews I don't feel like I have to go on writing… Though writing's quite good to make me feel better!

Final Breakdowns and Still Doubting

Chapter 14

(Ending of the last chapter included…)

"There's no need to go anywhere, Inuyasha. Kagome is here already…"

"But… Here's only you… Does that mean that…"

Finally getting it…

"Inuyasha. I'm Kikyo… But am I Kagome…?

"You are! You've taken her body!"

"With her permission. She didn't feel like living anymore, Inuyasha. She didn't feel as if she needed to come back. I'll live in her body. We can be happy…"

Of course I didn't gave you permission. I only said that I didn't feel I had to go back because you helped her get my soul… But did you?

"She gave you permission to be happy with me?"

Of course not!!!

"She did. Now choose, Inuyasha… You can still choose for Kagome… But she'll go back to her time and you'll see neither of us in your life again… It's your decision!"

"But… What do you mean Kikyo? You mean Kagome still lives in her body?

"She won't go until you choose one of us, Inuyasha… Who are you really in love with?"

"I'm not in love with Kagome!"

What are you saying, stupid! She might kill me for that, you baka! Stupid! Jerk!

"Then, you choose for me… It'll be so…"

Again the purple light came around Kikyo… (I really love that, don't I…)

"Mateo! Kikyo! I didn't… I wouldn't…"

"You can't stop me, Inuyasha… If you hadn't chosen for me I still wouldn't let her live as a replacement for what I was… 'Cause that's what she actually is to you, ne?"

Inuyasha! Help me! I'm dying in here! I can feel her destroy me, bit by bit! Please help me! Please stop her! Just… DO SOMETHING!!!

"A… replacement?"

I am? I am?! What about the good times we had sometimes… between fights… Was that just because I… Because you needed Kikyo?! Why would I live for you! Jerk! Asshole! I hate you!

"Yes, she was… But now I'm here… You don't have to worry about that girl anymore. You don't have to save her anymore. Don't have to protect her. Let's get this thing over with!"

The light became so bright Inuyasha couldn't really stand to look at it.

"We can be together now Inuyasha! Forever! Ever!"

"But Kikyo… Wait… She isn't…"

Kagome didn't even hear what he was trying to say anymore. She just gave up. Kikyo was better than her, and will be better than her. Her family would think she died in Feudal Japan, and would never forgive Inuyasha. But what would that matter. If only… If only she hadn't believed Kikyo… Inuyasha might had saved her… Might… But… It doesn't matter anymore…

"Kikyo! She wasn't a replacement! She was a totally different person from you! She wasn't like you at all! Kikyo! Stop it!"

"I can only stop it if Kagome wants to live. But she has given up all hope. She doesn't want to live. And she was a replacement. She was. You don't want to admit it, but all the time you wanted to see me again. Not her. She wasn't important to you. She just made you think of me…"

"It's not true Kikyo! I… She was different from you…"

"It doesn't matter anymore, Inuyasha… She's gone."

"WHAT!!! You bitch! You just… You just…" Inuyasha fell down on his knees. He had had so much to tell her… Words never to be spoken again.

*Kagome… I'm so scared… I'm so scared… For once in my life, I don't know what to do… I really don't know! Please forgive me I didn't get you back… Forgive my faults… Please forgive me all the times I fought with you… Please… I want to make it up with you… I wanted to… Chikusho!!! DAMMIT!!! FUCK IT!!!*

"Inuyasha… What are you doing in the mud? You'll never be there again. The rosary has lost its power…"

"Fuck it, Kikyo! I don't care! I don't mind! Why would I? You destroyed my whole life, first by shooting me, now by taking Kagome away from me! Why can't you just leave me alone! Why can't you just be dead!!!"

"Deal with it, Inuyasha… You've only got me left. The others, the monk the taijia and the kitsune, would never forgive you. What are you planning to tell them?"

"I'll them the whole truth! I'll tell them what you did to Kagome and we'll help each other through! I don't need you!"

"But you do, Inuyasha… Don't you think they'll find it strange I'm here, all of a sudden? And that you never did anything to get Kagome back? You said you'd tell the whole truth… But then they'll never want to see you again!"

"Of course I can explain them! You just… You just twist every single fact to get your way! Why can't you for once take it, YOU'RE DEAD!!!"

"I'm not dead anymore, Inuyasha. I'm pretty much alive…"

"Go away, Kikyo! I never want to see you again in my entire life! That is if you can call it a life, after all you did to me! It's more like HELL!!!"

"Get over it, Inuyasha. Don't you think it's smarter to stay friendly with me? 'Cause you aren't sure of what the others will think of you… You traitor…"

"Don't you DARE call ME a traitor, after all you've been doing! Who do you think is the traitor around here, huh? It's you, you fucking bitch!!!"

"But who can prove what really happened? It's only your story and with Kagome missing… And me around here… Rather weird facts, ne? Inuyasha?

"They'll believe me! They will! They should!"

"But you can't tell what'll happen if they don't believe you… Are you ready to die, Inuyasha?"

"I don't care if I die! Maybe it's even better then!"

"If you don't care that you'll die… I might finish you of now!"

"Come and get it, Kikyo! You can't win of me!"

"But aren't you forgetting something, Inuyasha?"

"What should I be forgetting?"

"Don't forget whose body this is…"

*Shit! If I… I can wish Kagome back with the Shikon… But Kikyo has to restore it, and if I can wish Kagome back… She'll need her body!*

"Get my point, Inuyasha? Still think it's better to get rid of me? Don't think so, ne?"

"You fucking bitch! Forget that I ever saw YOU in Kagome!"

"You can't forget that, Inuyasha. That is the whole point. I'm to important to you!"

"Not anymore, Kikyo. I now see what I've done and I must face it. But I'll never be with you, ever!"

"We'll see about that, Inuyasha. You still need me for something, don't you think?"

"Forget it, Kikyo. Go to hell! I'm going to tell the gang, and they will accept it, and we'll get each other through! That's one thing I've learned of being with Kagome!"

"They never will accept it, and they'll never forget, Inuyasha…"

"It doesn't matter, as long as I am as far away as possible from you, I'm okay! And second, Kikyo, they around as easy to convince as I once was!"

Inuyasha walked off, leaving Kikyo alone. It couldn't get into her stupid brain that Inuyasha might be right about his friends. Forgiving wasn't in her dictionary…

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Well, guys, this was the fourteenth chapter. I know how I can continue, but you don't… Maybe it'll be IY/Kikyo pairing after all… What will it become? And what will become of Inuyasha when he tells the story? And will he be able to stop a certain Kitsune from drowning in his own tears? We'll see… Please review so I can have the feeling you actually appreciate my story… Sayonara, I'll update ASAP, in other words, I'll write as fast as I can!