You want it to be Inu/Kag as much as I do, ne? Be happy, I hate Kikyo more than my history-teacher… And that is rare, my friend! I'm not going in further details, let's just say he's a total jerk! Kikyo doesn't even deserve to be in Kagome's body! It just so happened to get that way in the story… Anyway, I'll start now… The song is Kagome's POV, because she had to be doing something this chapter… It's Avril Lavigne's Too Much To Ask, I've made it a little different so it would fit, I hope you don't mind.
Final Breakdowns and Still Doubting
Chapter 15
It's the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone would cure this pain
It's funny, when you think it's gonna work out
Then you choose her over me, you're so lame
I thought you were a friend until the point
Up until the point you didn't choose me when you said you would
Finally figured out you're still the same
Always coming up with some kinda story
But every time I tried to make you smile
You'd always feel sorry for yourself
And every time I tried to make you laugh
You stood like a stone
Alone in your zone
It was to much that I asked you for
Inuyasha was too afraid too knock at the door of Kaede's house. They were all in there… But what will they think?
*What if Kikyo was right? What if they don't believe me or think I did it on purpose? Where can I go then? Where will my destination be?*
He gathered all of his courage and opened the door. He saw the hopeful faces of his friends. He had to disappoint them. He had to tell them, and shatter their hope.
*I can never get her back. Kikyo needs to reform the Tama, but if she does, I'll never get my hands on it. It's just no use… It isn't! I'll hate myself for the rest of my pathetic life…*
"What's up, Inuyasha? Have you found Kagome?" Miroku asked.
"I haven't found her… But I-I have to tell you something…"
"What is more important then Kagome at this moment, Inuyasha?" Sango said.
"Nothing. That's the point. Please listen to me and don't judge me right away…"
"What is it, Inuyasha? It can't be that bad." Kaede said.
"It is… You'll hate me."
"First tell the story, then we'll see if we hate you for it."
Inuyasha told them every single detail. When he was finished, they all had a serious expression at their face.
"This isn't good, Inuyasha. Only Kikyo-neesama can bring Kagome back to her body, and I don't think she'll do that."
"Yeah, I thought that too, and If I want to bring her back with the Shikon, Kikyo has to reform it. No one else can. And if she does that in the first place, how will I ever be able to take the jewel from her then?"
"She's not the only one who can reform the Tama."
"She isn't? But who else can reform the jewel? Is it you, Kaede-sama?" Sango gasped.
"No. It isn't me. I haven't got the power to form the jewel. I'm not good enough. But I have an idea that might just work."
"How are we gonna reform the jewel without Miko-powers, Kaede-baba?"
"I think I know!" Shippo jumped into the conversation.
"You do?!" they all asked, amazed about the fact the little Kitsune actually knew something that could be useful.
"Remember the time we fought Hiten and Manten?"
"Yeah, I remember."
"Hiten and Manten?" Miroku and Sango asked.
"We hadn't met you guys back then."
"Anyways, the point is this: when Hiten was defeated, his shards and those from Manten had become one big shard, didn't they?"
"Of course they did! Shippo, for once in your life you're not as annoying as you seem!"
BAF
Shippo had hit Inuyasha on the head.
"What was that for, you little brat!"
"For calling me annoying and for letting Kikyo take over Kagome's body!"
"O yeah, you guys… Why aren't you mad at me? I've done the stupidest thing in the world!"
"We won't have to be mad at you, Inuyasha. You'll have to deal with Kagome when we have found a way to get her back…" Kaede said.
"Yeah, WHEN we get her back…" the little Kitsune sighed. "Why did you have to be so stubborn in admitting your feelings, Inuyasha?"
"I am NOT stubborn and I don't have FEELINGS!!!"
"I don't think he learned anything from it, Sango…" Miroku whispered in her ear.
Sango nodded. "He never learns anything of his mistakes…" she whispered in reply.
"And what are you to lovebirds whispering to each other?" Shippo said, not aware of his stupidity…
"ME? With HIM?! I can get way better!!! I don't need some lecher that wants me only for my ass!!!"
"Alright, alright… But I still think you guys are in-"
"SHUT UP!!!"
"Back to the point here!"
"YOUR lover" Shippo said, causing Inuyasha to hit him on the head.
"Why don't you shut up, if you're so smart!"
"But-"
"NO BUT'S!!!" Miroku, Sango and Inuyasha yelled at him. Shippo's hair stood up strait after that…
"Anyway, if we can reform the Tama by that, everything will be okay."
"I don't think it'll be okay after that, Inuyasha. I mean, not in real life. Kagome knows everything. And you think it'll all be okay?" Sango shot at him.
"I- No. Of course it'll not be okay. Kikyo was right in one point: she'll go home immediately and I'll see neither of them ever again."
"But they're not the same, Inuyasha. Nee-sama thinks she understands Kagome fully because she is her reincarnation. But Nee-sama will always think different, because Kagome is from another time, and she has faced other things in life. I don't think she'll go home, I mean, not forever."
"Do you mean that, Kaede-baba?"
"Of course I mean that. Why would I give you false hope?"
"Never mind. I still think she'd go home and never wants to see me again in her life."
"You shouldn't let that determine if you want to get her back. You pay to much attention to the things she might do. You'd better get her back and see what she does for real."
"You're right, Kaede-baba. But who is gonna form the jewel?"
"I think it's best if you do it yourself, Inuyasha. This is something you have to do yourself."
"Do you think I'll come out normal? I mean, you have to get the jewel out of me again."
"I hope you stay yourself. That way you could get the Tama out yourself."
"I'll go get the shards from Kagome's backpack."
Inuyasha stood up, glad that he had told them, glad he could get Kagome back.
*I do love you Kagome, I do. Though I might never say it out loud, I hope you can hear my thoughts. I hope we can get you back. I hope you'll forgive me. I hope this works. I hope… I just hope everything will be okay…*
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That's it for this chapter. I think I figured out why I got only five reviews for the first thirteen chapters… As you know I live in the Netherlands and the time is different here. So I'll try to post late in the evening so that you can read it in the afternoon. Get my point? Anyway, I've got 2 reviews for the previous chapter so I hope you'll review again for this chapter, then I can be happy!!! ^.^ ^.~ *-* I'm so hoping I'll get twenty reviews for this story once…
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