Sorry for the delay guys, but I was very busy with school and my other 'hobbies' (school isn't exactly a hobby to me…) such as table tennis and I play the clarinet. So… I was busy! Anyways, This is just going to be a short poem, Kagome's POV, 'cause I'm STILL busy… -_-'
Final Breakdowns and Still Doubting
Poem
I thought you grew over it
I thought I could…
I thought I could trust you
I thought you would've learned
I thought too much
I found out you're still doubting me
Still doubting the future…
Our future
Did you choose her on purpose?
Or was it just a reflex…
Did you think it over?
Did you want to turn back…
Back to better times?
I find myself being thrown from opinion to opinion
Which of them is my own?
What am I going to do if I ever come back?
What am I going to do when I stay here…
Forever?
Are you trying to get me back?
Or are you trying to forget me?
Are you trying the best you can?
The best, the best for you and Kikyo…
Are you with her?
I see myself
Reflected as a fool
Why do I still doubt you?
Why do I doubt myself too?
I should have faith
I should stand up
Try to make it better
Or actually you should
I can't do anything since…
Since you abandoned me…
'Cause that's what you did
It doesn't matter
Doesn't matter if it was on purpose or not
You can't turn back time…
You can try to do something about it…
But is that what you want?
Or are you happy…
Glad that I'm gone?
Are you…
Or are we…
I think it's us…
I think we make the problems
But we can also make the problems disappear…
If you try
If I try
We might be able to look each other in the eyes again
That is…
If I can forgive you
If I'll be able to trust you again
If I…
If you ever get me back…
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Well, tell me what you think about it! I need to get reviews! The poem became a bit longer than expected, but that's cool, ne? Anyways, I really will try to post sooner now… Ja ne!