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*********** Buffy smiled happily as she glanced down at her shopping, bread, milk, cereal, and several packets of mini marshmallows. She giggled at the thought of her boyfriends eating habits, he was a vampire he was not even supposed to eat real food, but then again he had never been one to follow the rules.
Spike always had to be different. That is what made him special, eating food, looking out for Dawn, or falling in love with the slayer. It didn't matter as long as he was doing things his way.
Why had she refused to acknowledge him for so long? Looking back now she could see just how perfect they where for each other. Just how perfect he was for her. Just how perfect he was. She had never followed any rules either, she had scoobies like no other slayer had ever had, she dated vampires, and she had managed to twist every prophecy she had ever seen.
She had always insisted that a vampire without a soul that wanted to be good was impossible, and she had always denied his love saying that vampires had no such feelings, But of course that was all just shit, Spike had more emotion in him than most humans, in fact he had more life in him than most humans. She had seen far too much to believe that something was impossible, she would have been dead twice over if it were not for the 'impossible', she knew that if someone wanted something bad enough they could get it. Spike defiantly wanted it bad enough.
Spike was defiantly different, she wondered whether this was a reflection of his life before he was turned, or whether he was just stubborn, refusing to let go until he got what he wanted. She had never seen Spike give up, she remembered Angel telling her once that once he started something he would not stop, well that was her Spike.
Angel. He was yet another person on her list of Spike haters who would find out about them eventually. She was dreading his reaction, what would he say about her sleeping with his childe, who he despised with a fiery vengeance? He was bad enough last time he found out she had a boyfriend, cringing at the thought of the fight between Angel and Riley, she wondered whether she should tell him or wait for him to find out.
It was strange; she knew that she didn't love Angel in that way anymore but the thought of seeing him still made her nervous. Spike wouldn't want to tell him and she didn't want to cause problems between the bleached blonde and the great broody one. She giggled at this and then stopped abruptly when she realised she was starting to think like Spike.
Serious again, she thought back to the relationship with the brunette vampire that had been so tragically doomed from the start. She had been 16 and so naïve, she had believed that something like that could last forever. Angel had been her first true love, there were times when she thought that she couldn't go on with out him, he was the solution to all her problems. Now she realised, though that he was actually the cause of most of her problems, her life and her calling would have been so much easier without the burden of their damned relationship.
She was much older now; she was able to make her own decisions. She knew the implications of being with a vampire and she was prepared to cross that bridge when the came to it. No matter what she thought though, Spike was still a vampire; they were going to have problems, was this as doomed as her first love?
Trying to push the thought away she realised Spike would flip if he knew he was being compared to his Sire. They where very different Angel was good, he was a champion, this was because gypsies had forced his soul upon him. Spike was good because he wanted to be, well, there was the chip.but Spike was never as sadistic as Angelus anyway, he wouldn't change without it.would he?
Refusing to dwell on that thought, Buffy pointed out to herself that they were different in many ways. She laughed out loud remembering what Willow had said about the Buffybot, out loud she told herself 'Angels lame, his hair sticks up and he's bloody stupid'
'Well you got that right, Pet' said the blond vampire coming out of the kitchen.
Buffy looked up startled, she had been so caught up in her thoughts she hadn't realised she was at the house, let alone in it.
Smiling to herself as the vampire took her bags to the kitchen, she thought 'Spike defiantly has a better ass.'
***********
It was 6 o clock, the vampire and slayer should have been getting ready for patrol, but had instead opted for snuggling up to Dawson's reruns with a pizza.
They where still like that when the door opened and the youngest Summers walked in.
'Willow? Oh Buffy your home.and um.sitting on spike'
Buffy turned her head at her sister's voice.
'Hey, Dawn.I'm not sitting on him' she exclaimed realising what her sister had said and that it hadn't occurred to her to move and explain properly.
'Are too'
'Am not' they argued in typical sister style 'I'm. cuddling'
Dawn raised her eyebrow at this admission.
'Well me and Spike are kinda.' Buffy tried to explain, but was cut off by her sisters unearthly squeal of delight, that made the occupants of the couch cringe.
'Oh my god, this is so cool, you too are perfect for each other' flinging herself across the couch and on top of her big sister and surrogate big brother the excited teen continued 'Is it serious, are you boinking, are you moving in Spike???'
Spike just sat there chuckling at the younger girls antics, and Buffy stared at her little sister before replying 'yes, ye.Dawn!.and.' trailing off she looked over at Spike 'Well I did blow up your home, and it would be nice.'
Seeing that they were having a moment, Dawn bounded of to hide behind the door listening 'I'll be in my room' she said .
Smiling Spike looked over at his love 'Are you sure, 'cause I can fine somewhere if your not ready fo..'
Cutting him off with a sweet kiss, she whispered 'I love you, Forever will.forever has to start somewhere. might as well be here'
Smiling the smile that was reserved just for her, the vampire nodded before leaning in to kiss her again.
TBC
Yay Spuffy! Hope y'all liked that, more ASAP. *Hugs*
*********** Buffy smiled happily as she glanced down at her shopping, bread, milk, cereal, and several packets of mini marshmallows. She giggled at the thought of her boyfriends eating habits, he was a vampire he was not even supposed to eat real food, but then again he had never been one to follow the rules.
Spike always had to be different. That is what made him special, eating food, looking out for Dawn, or falling in love with the slayer. It didn't matter as long as he was doing things his way.
Why had she refused to acknowledge him for so long? Looking back now she could see just how perfect they where for each other. Just how perfect he was for her. Just how perfect he was. She had never followed any rules either, she had scoobies like no other slayer had ever had, she dated vampires, and she had managed to twist every prophecy she had ever seen.
She had always insisted that a vampire without a soul that wanted to be good was impossible, and she had always denied his love saying that vampires had no such feelings, But of course that was all just shit, Spike had more emotion in him than most humans, in fact he had more life in him than most humans. She had seen far too much to believe that something was impossible, she would have been dead twice over if it were not for the 'impossible', she knew that if someone wanted something bad enough they could get it. Spike defiantly wanted it bad enough.
Spike was defiantly different, she wondered whether this was a reflection of his life before he was turned, or whether he was just stubborn, refusing to let go until he got what he wanted. She had never seen Spike give up, she remembered Angel telling her once that once he started something he would not stop, well that was her Spike.
Angel. He was yet another person on her list of Spike haters who would find out about them eventually. She was dreading his reaction, what would he say about her sleeping with his childe, who he despised with a fiery vengeance? He was bad enough last time he found out she had a boyfriend, cringing at the thought of the fight between Angel and Riley, she wondered whether she should tell him or wait for him to find out.
It was strange; she knew that she didn't love Angel in that way anymore but the thought of seeing him still made her nervous. Spike wouldn't want to tell him and she didn't want to cause problems between the bleached blonde and the great broody one. She giggled at this and then stopped abruptly when she realised she was starting to think like Spike.
Serious again, she thought back to the relationship with the brunette vampire that had been so tragically doomed from the start. She had been 16 and so naïve, she had believed that something like that could last forever. Angel had been her first true love, there were times when she thought that she couldn't go on with out him, he was the solution to all her problems. Now she realised, though that he was actually the cause of most of her problems, her life and her calling would have been so much easier without the burden of their damned relationship.
She was much older now; she was able to make her own decisions. She knew the implications of being with a vampire and she was prepared to cross that bridge when the came to it. No matter what she thought though, Spike was still a vampire; they were going to have problems, was this as doomed as her first love?
Trying to push the thought away she realised Spike would flip if he knew he was being compared to his Sire. They where very different Angel was good, he was a champion, this was because gypsies had forced his soul upon him. Spike was good because he wanted to be, well, there was the chip.but Spike was never as sadistic as Angelus anyway, he wouldn't change without it.would he?
Refusing to dwell on that thought, Buffy pointed out to herself that they were different in many ways. She laughed out loud remembering what Willow had said about the Buffybot, out loud she told herself 'Angels lame, his hair sticks up and he's bloody stupid'
'Well you got that right, Pet' said the blond vampire coming out of the kitchen.
Buffy looked up startled, she had been so caught up in her thoughts she hadn't realised she was at the house, let alone in it.
Smiling to herself as the vampire took her bags to the kitchen, she thought 'Spike defiantly has a better ass.'
***********
It was 6 o clock, the vampire and slayer should have been getting ready for patrol, but had instead opted for snuggling up to Dawson's reruns with a pizza.
They where still like that when the door opened and the youngest Summers walked in.
'Willow? Oh Buffy your home.and um.sitting on spike'
Buffy turned her head at her sister's voice.
'Hey, Dawn.I'm not sitting on him' she exclaimed realising what her sister had said and that it hadn't occurred to her to move and explain properly.
'Are too'
'Am not' they argued in typical sister style 'I'm. cuddling'
Dawn raised her eyebrow at this admission.
'Well me and Spike are kinda.' Buffy tried to explain, but was cut off by her sisters unearthly squeal of delight, that made the occupants of the couch cringe.
'Oh my god, this is so cool, you too are perfect for each other' flinging herself across the couch and on top of her big sister and surrogate big brother the excited teen continued 'Is it serious, are you boinking, are you moving in Spike???'
Spike just sat there chuckling at the younger girls antics, and Buffy stared at her little sister before replying 'yes, ye.Dawn!.and.' trailing off she looked over at Spike 'Well I did blow up your home, and it would be nice.'
Seeing that they were having a moment, Dawn bounded of to hide behind the door listening 'I'll be in my room' she said .
Smiling Spike looked over at his love 'Are you sure, 'cause I can fine somewhere if your not ready fo..'
Cutting him off with a sweet kiss, she whispered 'I love you, Forever will.forever has to start somewhere. might as well be here'
Smiling the smile that was reserved just for her, the vampire nodded before leaning in to kiss her again.
TBC
Yay Spuffy! Hope y'all liked that, more ASAP. *Hugs*