A/N: This is a little song fic, that takes place around the time Jason and
Courtney were broke up for Sonny's sake. This will have scenes that I would
have loved to seen for Journey.
There You'll Be
Jason walked in to his lonely penthouse; it had been like that since she left. Since she went away. Since she gave up their love away. Since his heart was broken. Since he chose his best friend and brother, over the love of his life.
He sat down on the sofa; the radio was playing on the soft rock channel that she liked so much. He kept everything the same way, the same way she had it the day she left. The bedroom still had that little stuffed doggie that she liked to sleep, the little doggie that he held when he slept so he could smell he beautiful sent. The table still has the roses he had bought her a couple before days she left, dead and wilted. Kind of how he felt. The pillowcases still had he scent, the scent he so deeply missed. The kitchen still had the scent of her cookies. The bathroom still had he make up that he hated, she never needed. The living room still held all the things she added to make it look like an home, but it wasn't home anymore, not with out her.
~*~ When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life ~*~
Sometimes when he woke up he could here the shower running, but no one would be there. In the morning, he could hear her singing in the kitchen, making breakfast. He could hear her laughter when he would tickle her. That thought still brought a smile to him, the night he had found out she was ticklish.
**Flashback**
"So how is it," Jason asked as he watched her take a small bite of the spaghetti, that he had made.
"Um........its good baby," Courtney said, she tried not laugh, "but maybe you should have cooked the noodle a little longer, I am pretty sure their not supposed to be crunchy and um I think maybe you could have added some garlic, and spices."
"But it's okay," he looked like a kid wanting praise for a job well done.
"For someone who had never made it before, it was great."
"But it wasn't that good," he said.
"Well baby, we'll have to work on it but you know what," she got and came over to sit on his lap, "we can use our hunger for something else," she gave him a wicked grin.
"Mmmmmmm sounds good to me," he said and began to nuzzle her neck, and rubbing arms.
Courtney lifted her arms to pull her shirt, just when Jason hands were moving to her underarms, she let out a giggle when he touched her.
"Your ticklish," Jason accused.
"No I am not, you.....you just caught me off guard."
"No no you ticklish"
"Okay, okay I'm ticklish but do no...... Jason stop, stop, stop," Courtney laughed. Jason moved his hands to underarms and began to tickle her. "Jason come on stop it"
"This is so cool....now.....I can get you to tell me anything"
"Jason please please UNCLE, UNCLE" Courtney screamed as she wiggle in his lap.
"Okay but you owe me a kiss,"
"After that I owe you a kiss,"
"Yep, for stopping."
"Okay," She moved her lips to his kiss him lightly before licking the seam of his lips and he let her in his mouth, tasting him as he taste her. They moved to the couch, where she straddled him, never breaking their kiss. "I love you."
"I love you too."
**End Of Flashback**
He remembered that laugh so well. How happy they were before Sonny went into that dark place, before he pulled a gun on Carly. Before she left to say he brother and his family. Before she was so brave and threw their love away.
~*~ When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me ~*~
He remembered the first time she fought for their love, not letting him stop. Not letting him forget that she loved him and always would. He remembered all the time he was right there supporting him. Telling him that he was good enough for anything, for her, for Sonny, for Carly, for Michael. For everything.
How she stood by him even when he was wrong. How she trusted him in everything, he did. How she always believed in him.
**Flashback**
"Courtney I have to do this," Jason said as he put his coat on.
"I understand that Jason, I know you'll be careful, all I ask that you will come home to me." Courtney said as she moved close to him and put her arms around his waist and put her head on his chest.
"I will, I always will," Jason said as he put his arms around her waist and his head on top of hers.
"Good, I love you."
"I love you too, more then you will ever know."
**End Flashback**
~*~ Well you showed me how to feel
Feel the sky was in my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me ~*~
Jason sat down and put his hand in his hands. She always made sure he knew that he wasn't cold, that he was warm no matter what anyone said. She always helped him no matter what happened. Whatever it was that he needed she was right there to help him getting it. He always knew if she was by his side he would be able to accomplish anything. Knew he would be able to get any star that he was reaching for.
He loved her so much but he let he walked out let her leave him. She didn't deserved that, she fought for them the first time and this time he would fight for her. He needed to take Carly's advice. God that sounded strange but he was actually was going to do what Carly said. He was going to get her back, even if he had to fight until the day he died.
With his mind made up Jason got up and get his jacket, but before he got on the elevator he went up to Marco, "Marco if Carly comes to look for me, tell her I'm going to fight."
"Okay Mr. Morgan I'll tell her."
"Thanks," Jason got in the elevator and waited until he got to the first floor, he thought about all the times they had sat in here and talked, about anything and everything. How she could get him to do anything that her heart desired. He could never tell her no.
**Flashback**
"Come on I want to go," Courtney said as she leaned against him, laying her head back on his shoulder.
"Why, you know I hate to go to clubs," Jason said, he really did not want to go but if she kept looking at him with the big puppy eyes, he was going to say yes.
"Come on please, pretty please," she said as she looked at him, "Carly said it was going to be a great band playing, and there'll be dancing."
"Yeah and you know I hate dancing and loud music."
"Please please, please"
"Court....."
"I'll make you a very happy man when we get home," she said as she rubbed her small ass against his manhood"
"You better because I am doing my two big no nos."
"You'll love it."
"I love you and you are a very bad girl."
"I love you too."
**End Of Flashback**
~*~ Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me ~*~
He hopped on his bike. Driving to their loft, he knew he would be there. Or at least he hoped. He remembered when everyone told him that he would leave him, will see what a cold-hearted bastard he was. But she never saw that, all she saw was Jason, the once father, the brother, the friend, the lover and the love of her life. When he felt down he always knew that she would be there to hold his hand and tell him that she loved him. He never could repay her enough....all he could do is love her until the day they died.
He saw the building that held their loft. The building that they had spent so many good times in. All the times they had talked, all the time they shared their dreams. How she always thought that he was her hero, but god if she only knew that she was his hero. Making him believe in himself.
~*~ In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be ~*~
When he pulled into their parking space he looked up and saw the light was still on. She would always hold his heart, no matter how long they were apart, no matter how long they lived. She would keep his heart. He just hope that she reconized that.
Jason ran up the stairs to their loft, opening the door. He saw her sitting on the sofa, playing with Rosie, in her bathrobe. Her face was scrubbed and her hair was messy but she never looked more beautiful.
Jason.....what are you doing here," his angel asked.
"I'm here to fight for us, just like you did," he went over to her, pulling her into his arms, kissing her with all the love that he had in him. She was his everything and he needed her to know that.
~*~'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways you were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always ~*~
A/N: Okay it wasn't very good but I heard this song and it just started to play in my head. I hope you guys liked it though. Please R/R. Love Ashley.
There You'll Be
Jason walked in to his lonely penthouse; it had been like that since she left. Since she went away. Since she gave up their love away. Since his heart was broken. Since he chose his best friend and brother, over the love of his life.
He sat down on the sofa; the radio was playing on the soft rock channel that she liked so much. He kept everything the same way, the same way she had it the day she left. The bedroom still had that little stuffed doggie that she liked to sleep, the little doggie that he held when he slept so he could smell he beautiful sent. The table still has the roses he had bought her a couple before days she left, dead and wilted. Kind of how he felt. The pillowcases still had he scent, the scent he so deeply missed. The kitchen still had the scent of her cookies. The bathroom still had he make up that he hated, she never needed. The living room still held all the things she added to make it look like an home, but it wasn't home anymore, not with out her.
~*~ When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life ~*~
Sometimes when he woke up he could here the shower running, but no one would be there. In the morning, he could hear her singing in the kitchen, making breakfast. He could hear her laughter when he would tickle her. That thought still brought a smile to him, the night he had found out she was ticklish.
**Flashback**
"So how is it," Jason asked as he watched her take a small bite of the spaghetti, that he had made.
"Um........its good baby," Courtney said, she tried not laugh, "but maybe you should have cooked the noodle a little longer, I am pretty sure their not supposed to be crunchy and um I think maybe you could have added some garlic, and spices."
"But it's okay," he looked like a kid wanting praise for a job well done.
"For someone who had never made it before, it was great."
"But it wasn't that good," he said.
"Well baby, we'll have to work on it but you know what," she got and came over to sit on his lap, "we can use our hunger for something else," she gave him a wicked grin.
"Mmmmmmm sounds good to me," he said and began to nuzzle her neck, and rubbing arms.
Courtney lifted her arms to pull her shirt, just when Jason hands were moving to her underarms, she let out a giggle when he touched her.
"Your ticklish," Jason accused.
"No I am not, you.....you just caught me off guard."
"No no you ticklish"
"Okay, okay I'm ticklish but do no...... Jason stop, stop, stop," Courtney laughed. Jason moved his hands to underarms and began to tickle her. "Jason come on stop it"
"This is so cool....now.....I can get you to tell me anything"
"Jason please please UNCLE, UNCLE" Courtney screamed as she wiggle in his lap.
"Okay but you owe me a kiss,"
"After that I owe you a kiss,"
"Yep, for stopping."
"Okay," She moved her lips to his kiss him lightly before licking the seam of his lips and he let her in his mouth, tasting him as he taste her. They moved to the couch, where she straddled him, never breaking their kiss. "I love you."
"I love you too."
**End Of Flashback**
He remembered that laugh so well. How happy they were before Sonny went into that dark place, before he pulled a gun on Carly. Before she left to say he brother and his family. Before she was so brave and threw their love away.
~*~ When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me ~*~
He remembered the first time she fought for their love, not letting him stop. Not letting him forget that she loved him and always would. He remembered all the time he was right there supporting him. Telling him that he was good enough for anything, for her, for Sonny, for Carly, for Michael. For everything.
How she stood by him even when he was wrong. How she trusted him in everything, he did. How she always believed in him.
**Flashback**
"Courtney I have to do this," Jason said as he put his coat on.
"I understand that Jason, I know you'll be careful, all I ask that you will come home to me." Courtney said as she moved close to him and put her arms around his waist and put her head on his chest.
"I will, I always will," Jason said as he put his arms around her waist and his head on top of hers.
"Good, I love you."
"I love you too, more then you will ever know."
**End Flashback**
~*~ Well you showed me how to feel
Feel the sky was in my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me ~*~
Jason sat down and put his hand in his hands. She always made sure he knew that he wasn't cold, that he was warm no matter what anyone said. She always helped him no matter what happened. Whatever it was that he needed she was right there to help him getting it. He always knew if she was by his side he would be able to accomplish anything. Knew he would be able to get any star that he was reaching for.
He loved her so much but he let he walked out let her leave him. She didn't deserved that, she fought for them the first time and this time he would fight for her. He needed to take Carly's advice. God that sounded strange but he was actually was going to do what Carly said. He was going to get her back, even if he had to fight until the day he died.
With his mind made up Jason got up and get his jacket, but before he got on the elevator he went up to Marco, "Marco if Carly comes to look for me, tell her I'm going to fight."
"Okay Mr. Morgan I'll tell her."
"Thanks," Jason got in the elevator and waited until he got to the first floor, he thought about all the times they had sat in here and talked, about anything and everything. How she could get him to do anything that her heart desired. He could never tell her no.
**Flashback**
"Come on I want to go," Courtney said as she leaned against him, laying her head back on his shoulder.
"Why, you know I hate to go to clubs," Jason said, he really did not want to go but if she kept looking at him with the big puppy eyes, he was going to say yes.
"Come on please, pretty please," she said as she looked at him, "Carly said it was going to be a great band playing, and there'll be dancing."
"Yeah and you know I hate dancing and loud music."
"Please please, please"
"Court....."
"I'll make you a very happy man when we get home," she said as she rubbed her small ass against his manhood"
"You better because I am doing my two big no nos."
"You'll love it."
"I love you and you are a very bad girl."
"I love you too."
**End Of Flashback**
~*~ Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me ~*~
He hopped on his bike. Driving to their loft, he knew he would be there. Or at least he hoped. He remembered when everyone told him that he would leave him, will see what a cold-hearted bastard he was. But she never saw that, all she saw was Jason, the once father, the brother, the friend, the lover and the love of her life. When he felt down he always knew that she would be there to hold his hand and tell him that she loved him. He never could repay her enough....all he could do is love her until the day they died.
He saw the building that held their loft. The building that they had spent so many good times in. All the times they had talked, all the time they shared their dreams. How she always thought that he was her hero, but god if she only knew that she was his hero. Making him believe in himself.
~*~ In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be ~*~
When he pulled into their parking space he looked up and saw the light was still on. She would always hold his heart, no matter how long they were apart, no matter how long they lived. She would keep his heart. He just hope that she reconized that.
Jason ran up the stairs to their loft, opening the door. He saw her sitting on the sofa, playing with Rosie, in her bathrobe. Her face was scrubbed and her hair was messy but she never looked more beautiful.
Jason.....what are you doing here," his angel asked.
"I'm here to fight for us, just like you did," he went over to her, pulling her into his arms, kissing her with all the love that he had in him. She was his everything and he needed her to know that.
~*~'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways you were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always ~*~
A/N: Okay it wasn't very good but I heard this song and it just started to play in my head. I hope you guys liked it though. Please R/R. Love Ashley.