::A/N::
________ =Flashbacks/thoughts
(( ____ ))=Diary/Journal entries or just things one of them wrote **FYI: I wrote all of the poems, ect so please ask before you take and give me credit cuz copyin and pastin dont take skill.... **
*** _____ ***=Song lyrics- look at the song credits at the end of each chapter....
disclaimer: I don't own the HP series, yada yada...
Fic Info:
Title: Whispers of Suicide
Rating: R for violence, gore, suicide, drug use, heavy language, some sexual situations
Summary:
Draco is struggling with his life- his suicide attempts getting worse and worse...
Pansy is fighting with her all to keep him alive, but he is slowly dragging her down with him...
Other Info:
Told in different POVs, each time ** is put between text, the POV changes. Contains things like letters, diary entries, song lyrics, and the occasional "Daily Prophet" article. Told in a very interesting and capturing way....
******************************************************************************************************
Pansy watched in horror as they carried the body away, a pale hand falling limp from under the sheet. Draco was standing against the wall in the shadows of the library, watching with no emotion. A few girls were crying, huddled together, holding each other. Some boys talked quietly amongst themselves, their voices barely whispers. Pansy turned around and glared at Draco, tears in her eyes. His expression remained blank and emotionless as he looked back at her. She had such a weight on her heart- some kind of sixth sense that he had something to do with the second year's death. A smart 12-year-old girl doesn't just accidently stab herself to death.
**
***When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be.
I look exactly like you had always
wanted to see.
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second
Just cause I know I can.
But I can't pretend this is the way
It will stay
I'm just trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm lying my way from you....***
Draco came up behind Pansy in the common room, caressing her neck with his cold hands. She gasped and whirled around, terror in her eyes. "Draco, get away from me." He remained silent, his gaze filled with lust. He raised his eyebrow at her, a sick smile coming across his face.
***This isn't what I wanted to be.
I never thought that what I said
would have you running from me....
The very worst part of you...
is me.***
"She was alone in the library," Draco said, ignoring the terror splashed across Pansy's face. Her wrists had been tied, a muting spell cast upon her. "Reading. It was late at night. I was wondering the halls, not barely even knowing what I was doing. Then I saw her- sitting there all alone- so vunerable. My mind took another form- some kind of evil wanting her- I walked into the library. She looked so scared and innocent- but it made me want her more. So I took her. I made her do my biddings before I pulled out the knife and shoved it in her ugly heart. I saw my face- my reflection- and I didn't like it. When I saw her eyes- and I saw myself looking back at me in the reflection- I only wanted death upon this person who would reflect such...hate." He paused, leaning down close to her, his breath on her face. "Blood was everywhere. But I was no where." He kissed her, his soft lips caressing her trembling ones. He pulled away again, looking deeply into her eyes. "I see it in your eyes, too. I see my reflection, reflecting back so much....wrong. I just want it to stop. But the more I look at you- the deeper I fall. Into myself." A knife shined in his hand. "I don't want to see you suffer anymore, Pansy. And I always told you....
You'd die by me."
**
***When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the emptiness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find
I'm not the only person with all these things in my mind...
inside of me.
But all the vacancy, the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel.
Nothing to lose.
Just stuck.
Hollow and alone...
and the fault is my own.***
~*~
So now Draco's alter-ego killed someone?!
sorry about the shortness....
::Song Credits::
Linkin Park- Lying From You (first two *** ___*** was this)
Linkin Park- Somewhere I Belong (last one)
more soon...
sara
________ =Flashbacks/thoughts
(( ____ ))=Diary/Journal entries or just things one of them wrote **FYI: I wrote all of the poems, ect so please ask before you take and give me credit cuz copyin and pastin dont take skill.... **
*** _____ ***=Song lyrics- look at the song credits at the end of each chapter....
disclaimer: I don't own the HP series, yada yada...
Fic Info:
Title: Whispers of Suicide
Rating: R for violence, gore, suicide, drug use, heavy language, some sexual situations
Summary:
Draco is struggling with his life- his suicide attempts getting worse and worse...
Pansy is fighting with her all to keep him alive, but he is slowly dragging her down with him...
Other Info:
Told in different POVs, each time ** is put between text, the POV changes. Contains things like letters, diary entries, song lyrics, and the occasional "Daily Prophet" article. Told in a very interesting and capturing way....
******************************************************************************************************
Pansy watched in horror as they carried the body away, a pale hand falling limp from under the sheet. Draco was standing against the wall in the shadows of the library, watching with no emotion. A few girls were crying, huddled together, holding each other. Some boys talked quietly amongst themselves, their voices barely whispers. Pansy turned around and glared at Draco, tears in her eyes. His expression remained blank and emotionless as he looked back at her. She had such a weight on her heart- some kind of sixth sense that he had something to do with the second year's death. A smart 12-year-old girl doesn't just accidently stab herself to death.
**
***When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be.
I look exactly like you had always
wanted to see.
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second
Just cause I know I can.
But I can't pretend this is the way
It will stay
I'm just trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm lying my way from you....***
Draco came up behind Pansy in the common room, caressing her neck with his cold hands. She gasped and whirled around, terror in her eyes. "Draco, get away from me." He remained silent, his gaze filled with lust. He raised his eyebrow at her, a sick smile coming across his face.
***This isn't what I wanted to be.
I never thought that what I said
would have you running from me....
The very worst part of you...
is me.***
"She was alone in the library," Draco said, ignoring the terror splashed across Pansy's face. Her wrists had been tied, a muting spell cast upon her. "Reading. It was late at night. I was wondering the halls, not barely even knowing what I was doing. Then I saw her- sitting there all alone- so vunerable. My mind took another form- some kind of evil wanting her- I walked into the library. She looked so scared and innocent- but it made me want her more. So I took her. I made her do my biddings before I pulled out the knife and shoved it in her ugly heart. I saw my face- my reflection- and I didn't like it. When I saw her eyes- and I saw myself looking back at me in the reflection- I only wanted death upon this person who would reflect such...hate." He paused, leaning down close to her, his breath on her face. "Blood was everywhere. But I was no where." He kissed her, his soft lips caressing her trembling ones. He pulled away again, looking deeply into her eyes. "I see it in your eyes, too. I see my reflection, reflecting back so much....wrong. I just want it to stop. But the more I look at you- the deeper I fall. Into myself." A knife shined in his hand. "I don't want to see you suffer anymore, Pansy. And I always told you....
You'd die by me."
**
***When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the emptiness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find
I'm not the only person with all these things in my mind...
inside of me.
But all the vacancy, the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel.
Nothing to lose.
Just stuck.
Hollow and alone...
and the fault is my own.***
~*~
So now Draco's alter-ego killed someone?!
sorry about the shortness....
::Song Credits::
Linkin Park- Lying From You (first two *** ___*** was this)
Linkin Park- Somewhere I Belong (last one)
more soon...
sara