Chapter One
Jason sits down at his parent's dinner table. Why was he here? They weren't his parents anymore. So why was he here? He looked across from him at his sister. Because of Emily was here, she was the only one, beside Lila, who he cared about in this Bleeped up family. He looked down the table a little way down the table. Well A.J. was here, surprising but not really, he was here with his wife Courtney, Sonny' sister. The most beautiful woman in the world. The woman he couldn't get out of his head. The woman he isn't allowed to love. The woman who's life was hell. Being married to the town drunk, the town asshole, the town jerk. He felt bad for her, not knowing if her would come home drunk or even come home. Having no friends, because of him. Giving up her family for him. He treated her like shit; he knew that, the family new, everyone new.
He watch her get up, he black dress hugging every curve. She looked so sexy. This was one of the most Bleeped up family, ever, but it had three of the most beautiful women in the whole world.
~*~
God she hated him, he already called her a Bleep today. Now he just called her a Bleep because she was looking at Jason. Yes she was friends or she would like to be friends with him, but her and Sonny weren't on the best grounds. Jason was his friend, almost brother. Plus A.J. was the man that slammed his head into a three and he lost his family. His memory. Everything. She couldn't blame him if he didn't want to be her friend. She was horrible to everyone, telling everyone they were liars, hurt them, left them for this man that she was hating. He had made her feel so love but now, she felt nothing but hate for this man.
Back in the bedroom, he had called her a Bleep because of her dress, it was a little tight and a little short but it was all she had left. He had gotten so pissed after he found out she had been striping he had threw all her close out or burned them. Thank god she got most of them back but all her evening dresses were destroyed. All she had was this. She was going to borrow one from Em or Skye, the two woman that were actually nice to her but then she would have to tell them why. She hated telling people what kind of hell she went though. The life she lived with that man behind close doors. How he used her? How he hurt her? How he made her feel so little? No she didn't want to talk about that. She gets up and goes to the bar, pouring herself a vodka. She swallowed it all in when drink and walked out back. The stars always calmed her down. She could always go out and look at the stars and be happy. Forget everything that was going on in her life. Except Jason.
~*~
He watched her walk out to the porch. She shut the doors. He excused him from the table and walked out. She looked so gorgeous. He face glowed in the moonlight. He could not help it; he could not help but feel for her. She was leaning forward on the balcony. Looking up. Smiling. She had the most gorgeous smile ever. He watched her for what had to be minutes, minutes that were to short. She turned and looked shocked. Then smiled. He loved that smile. She beautiful. Her smile made something turn in his stomach. He just loved it.
"Courtney, it's cold. What are you doing out here? Everyone is about to eat dessert," he asked her. Then took his jacket off and put it around her shoulders. He couldn't blame her for wanting to escape. Hell that us one of the reason's he came out here, to see her and to escape that family.
"I just got a little stuffy," her voice sounded a little strained and he knew that is not the reason she left but the look in her eyes told me to just drop it. So I did.
"Yeah it is a bit stuffy," he said and came to stand next to her. His drink dangling from his fingers, over the rails.
"Jason, why are you really out here, I wanted to be alone," her voice laced with something he could identify. It sounded a little bit like anger but he wasn't sure.
"It was stuffy in there, so I got out," he told her and smiled at her. Her arms were crossed and her hip against the railing. She looked so cute, like a child who was just scolded.
"Bull," was all she said before she turned back to look at the dark night.
"Same to you, you know your not out here because it is stuffy, so let's just leave it alone," he tells her. Moving closer to her. He wanted to touch her but he didn't. He didn't know when A.J. or some other crazed family member would be coming out.
"You should go in....." she was cut off by a voice.
"Well if it isn't golden boy and the town whore," A.J. said his words slurred.
Jason sits down at his parent's dinner table. Why was he here? They weren't his parents anymore. So why was he here? He looked across from him at his sister. Because of Emily was here, she was the only one, beside Lila, who he cared about in this Bleeped up family. He looked down the table a little way down the table. Well A.J. was here, surprising but not really, he was here with his wife Courtney, Sonny' sister. The most beautiful woman in the world. The woman he couldn't get out of his head. The woman he isn't allowed to love. The woman who's life was hell. Being married to the town drunk, the town asshole, the town jerk. He felt bad for her, not knowing if her would come home drunk or even come home. Having no friends, because of him. Giving up her family for him. He treated her like shit; he knew that, the family new, everyone new.
He watch her get up, he black dress hugging every curve. She looked so sexy. This was one of the most Bleeped up family, ever, but it had three of the most beautiful women in the whole world.
~*~
God she hated him, he already called her a Bleep today. Now he just called her a Bleep because she was looking at Jason. Yes she was friends or she would like to be friends with him, but her and Sonny weren't on the best grounds. Jason was his friend, almost brother. Plus A.J. was the man that slammed his head into a three and he lost his family. His memory. Everything. She couldn't blame him if he didn't want to be her friend. She was horrible to everyone, telling everyone they were liars, hurt them, left them for this man that she was hating. He had made her feel so love but now, she felt nothing but hate for this man.
Back in the bedroom, he had called her a Bleep because of her dress, it was a little tight and a little short but it was all she had left. He had gotten so pissed after he found out she had been striping he had threw all her close out or burned them. Thank god she got most of them back but all her evening dresses were destroyed. All she had was this. She was going to borrow one from Em or Skye, the two woman that were actually nice to her but then she would have to tell them why. She hated telling people what kind of hell she went though. The life she lived with that man behind close doors. How he used her? How he hurt her? How he made her feel so little? No she didn't want to talk about that. She gets up and goes to the bar, pouring herself a vodka. She swallowed it all in when drink and walked out back. The stars always calmed her down. She could always go out and look at the stars and be happy. Forget everything that was going on in her life. Except Jason.
~*~
He watched her walk out to the porch. She shut the doors. He excused him from the table and walked out. She looked so gorgeous. He face glowed in the moonlight. He could not help it; he could not help but feel for her. She was leaning forward on the balcony. Looking up. Smiling. She had the most gorgeous smile ever. He watched her for what had to be minutes, minutes that were to short. She turned and looked shocked. Then smiled. He loved that smile. She beautiful. Her smile made something turn in his stomach. He just loved it.
"Courtney, it's cold. What are you doing out here? Everyone is about to eat dessert," he asked her. Then took his jacket off and put it around her shoulders. He couldn't blame her for wanting to escape. Hell that us one of the reason's he came out here, to see her and to escape that family.
"I just got a little stuffy," her voice sounded a little strained and he knew that is not the reason she left but the look in her eyes told me to just drop it. So I did.
"Yeah it is a bit stuffy," he said and came to stand next to her. His drink dangling from his fingers, over the rails.
"Jason, why are you really out here, I wanted to be alone," her voice laced with something he could identify. It sounded a little bit like anger but he wasn't sure.
"It was stuffy in there, so I got out," he told her and smiled at her. Her arms were crossed and her hip against the railing. She looked so cute, like a child who was just scolded.
"Bull," was all she said before she turned back to look at the dark night.
"Same to you, you know your not out here because it is stuffy, so let's just leave it alone," he tells her. Moving closer to her. He wanted to touch her but he didn't. He didn't know when A.J. or some other crazed family member would be coming out.
"You should go in....." she was cut off by a voice.
"Well if it isn't golden boy and the town whore," A.J. said his words slurred.