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In these last few moments the air around me is filled with fear 

As I try in vain to protect you

And our

Creation 

His eyes penetrate my soul and fill it with

Ice that even your touch could not melt

Lily I'm crying out to you why can't you hear me

I love you and I always have

Ever since the day that we first met 

Every second in your presence I love you more and more

And I don't know how I'll go on without you 

He speaks and all at once my world turns upside down

Green light blinds me numbs me

But still my heart cries out

Your name 

And I think about our son

How I love him 

I tried so hard to keep him safe

But it wasn't enough 

As I sink down to the ground

Your face on my mind

Your name on my lips

Lily I hope to see you

In the world beyond

These last few seconds are full

Of anguish and terror and fear

And hate I heard you fall

I heard his voice utter

Your death sentence 

And inside my heart turned cold

Turned into ice

As if it were I who were dying

All of those years wasted

That I could have had with you

My one regret

I've loved you since I first caught sight of

Your messy hair and your round glasses

I've loved you all along

And now you're gone

And I'm here left with our son

He looks just like you

And now in the face of death

He looks at me with yoor face

And I cry out

To him the most evil the most terrifying creature

Standing in front of me

Spare his life

Take me instead

Take me he can survive

Without me without us

But without you

I am nothing and I have nothing to live for

So let it be brief

Let it be painless

James I hope

To see you soon

Because I've never felt anything as

Painful as

These last few seconds