Entry #5:
Well, I guess it's time to write some more. I spent hours(I mean hours) on this stupid project for school. Did I mention biology was my least favorite subject? Probably not but it is... I mean. stupid diagram. Why do I have to draw it? It means nothing to me. Ok so a good mark means alot to me. I guess my mind has just been in the clouds lately...leaving me totally brain dead.
You know that feeling of uh... well an empty head where you don't feel like doing absolutely anything. Well, I feel like that right now. Phone Phone... I should call Trowa. Ok so I was stareing at that phone for a really long time. I never called him. I wish I did. I wanted to see if he'd come over for a little while but I just seemed to chicken out... I don't know why, I mean I'm his friend.
Damn... I really need to get this out to him. But I don't really know how to say it. It's driving me crazy. My rants and writings are getting rather repetitive and I really think I'll end up going insane. A letter..? No too childish and embarrising. Email? No that can become... embarrising as well. Phone...Phone....Phone.... I really really really want to talk with him. Ok. Let's see I'll call him and after the phone call I'll write some more. Maybe rant on about how much of a idiot I am.
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Yeah, so he's coming over, he'll be here in about a half hour. Oh God. What do I say to him? DO I just hint it? Or do I just flat out tell him how I feel? He seemed happy that I invited him over.
Ah. I may sounds crazy but maybe... Just maybe he was thinking of me too. Ok I must of been dreaming. Damn his voice sounds so nice on the phone. Agh.. I'm so not in the right frame of mind.
Ok ok, time to think about something else.
I guess I'll go get something to eat while I wait and...try not to think. (Like I can do that, but oh well.)
I'll wish myself luck here...
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Quatre Winner
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I can't believe I haven't updated in this long.. I feel so bad. But I finally decided it was TIME to type out something. So I did! Look for more updates soon! ^_^
Well, I guess it's time to write some more. I spent hours(I mean hours) on this stupid project for school. Did I mention biology was my least favorite subject? Probably not but it is... I mean. stupid diagram. Why do I have to draw it? It means nothing to me. Ok so a good mark means alot to me. I guess my mind has just been in the clouds lately...leaving me totally brain dead.
You know that feeling of uh... well an empty head where you don't feel like doing absolutely anything. Well, I feel like that right now. Phone Phone... I should call Trowa. Ok so I was stareing at that phone for a really long time. I never called him. I wish I did. I wanted to see if he'd come over for a little while but I just seemed to chicken out... I don't know why, I mean I'm his friend.
Damn... I really need to get this out to him. But I don't really know how to say it. It's driving me crazy. My rants and writings are getting rather repetitive and I really think I'll end up going insane. A letter..? No too childish and embarrising. Email? No that can become... embarrising as well. Phone...Phone....Phone.... I really really really want to talk with him. Ok. Let's see I'll call him and after the phone call I'll write some more. Maybe rant on about how much of a idiot I am.
...
...
Yeah, so he's coming over, he'll be here in about a half hour. Oh God. What do I say to him? DO I just hint it? Or do I just flat out tell him how I feel? He seemed happy that I invited him over.
Ah. I may sounds crazy but maybe... Just maybe he was thinking of me too. Ok I must of been dreaming. Damn his voice sounds so nice on the phone. Agh.. I'm so not in the right frame of mind.
Ok ok, time to think about something else.
I guess I'll go get something to eat while I wait and...try not to think. (Like I can do that, but oh well.)
I'll wish myself luck here...
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Quatre Winner
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I can't believe I haven't updated in this long.. I feel so bad. But I finally decided it was TIME to type out something. So I did! Look for more updates soon! ^_^