Fallen Feathers

Part 3

Produced by: Rain Productionz

Hitomi slowly opened her eyes. Blurry visions of a grey haired man stared back at her. She gave a gasp than shot up from the futon and covered herself with the white sheet eyes wide.

"Don't worry young miss, I didn't do anything to you. I just saw you lying down unconscious and brought you here to the palace emergency room" Frearch the gardener asked afraid that he might have offended the girl.

Palace emergency room.

The words gave Hitomi an understanding.

She was there.

The place she's dreamed of being in and at again. Fanelia.

Thoughts of what she had just seen filled Hitomi's eyes with tears. She tried to stop the tears. 'Why am I still so silly? As you just saw, HE doesn't love you anymore. He has the OTHER girl with him. You saw, he was holding her. Why can't you just accept that?' Hitomi argued with herself. 'No! Van wouldn't treat me like this! He's supposed to love me like he did before!'

"NO!!" Hitomi screamed waking and scaring the other patients in the room.

Tears slid down her smooth face like quick moving rivers. It was making it hard for her to see. She was broken and nothing would put her back together. She just had to accept and move on, but she couldn't. It was all too hard to bear. Hitomi wanted all of this to be a dream, and illusion that someone had made. A fiction. A story.

Pain seared through her like a blade.

"Miss? Miss! Are you alright?" Frearch called out seeing the girl tone out. Eyes empty. "What's wrong? Do you want to tell me about it? Where are you from anyways? Your clothes look foreign"

With a single cry. Hitomi launched herself off the bed and ran down the steps and out of the building. Sobbing hard, she had forgotten her bag and things that Frearch had so kindly brought for her.

Heaving in deep breaths, she ran as fast as she could away. Trees and buildings were a blur. Not trying to avoid people, she just continued to run. Strangely, she bumped into no one, like a road was supposedly made just for her.

Not knowing where she was heading or going, Hitomi ran blindly. When she opened her eyes, she found herself on the deserted gravel road that led out of Fanelia. Sobbing, Hitomi collapsed. She pounded her fist into the ground.

'What did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this type of pain?' Hitomi's pain broke way into her thoughts and she finally made a decision. 'I don't want to survive this anymore. I just want to sleep' Hitomi thought to herself strangely calm.

Hitomi spotted a fist sized rock that had a sharp edge. She laughed insanely with tears streaking down from her splotchy red eyes to her pale face. Hitomi crawled over and grabbed the rock. There was no thought in it. She wanted it to end. Without thinking it over, Hitomi plunged the rock into her wrist. Bright red blood appeared instantly. She did the same to the other hand. She used the rest of her strength and tossed the rock away. She watched the blood flow from her. Hitomi felt the pain leave her as more and more of her blood left her. 'It's me that's causing this pain. My blood. Blood from the heart' Hitomi laughed weakly at the thought.

"May the spirits watch over Van and his love.Good-bye Van-.." Hitomi croaked out before she-.

There. I'm so sorry! I left a cliffhanger there. So....Does Hitomi die or is she unconscious? If she's dead, can Van bring her back?? Or IF she's passed out. I also apologize for the short chapter! I'll make a longer one next chapter! Well, just give me feedback on my fanfic. Please? Please READ and REVIEW!