Jack jumped up so scared he fell off the bed, He didn't want to annoy the
man even more so he just screamed and stayed on the floor, As Karen was
talking to stan Jack found a book hide under the bed, he opened it and saw
his name written time after time, he didnt really have time to read it so
he slipped it into his robe and looked up, When Karen saw Jack she smiled,
but as soon as she looked back at Stan her face became so serious, Jack had
never seen her like this before
''Ow Stan don't act like you've never cheated on me before, you leave me with the crazy ass kids, when your off for weeks, Why do you think i drink so much, hey? do you think it's the fact your never here? I know your not just working, your off with your fluzzes up in some hotel !, just go down stairs you jackass i'll be down soon.......GO !'
Stan left the room, Karen and Jack heard the large man crash down stairs
''Ow Jackie, I'm sorry.......But i'm not sorry this happened'' Karen started up the convo
''Look Kare i think him just turning up like that was a sign, you know that this wasn't meant to be..... I'm sorry i don't regret you finding out how i feel, but........I still like guys and i've never even thought i could feel something for a woman... but i do, i guess i've gotta think but i'm not sure what would have happened if we'd done anything..... I'm sorry Kare''
''Ow poodle'' Karen couldn't believe what she wanted, she had finally found, and it wasn't shoes or jewls it was another person but now he was leaving
Karen saw Jack's amazing eyes filling up, She knew how much this was hurting him, but because she had been so unemotional before she wasn't sure how to react, now she felt so many feeling at once she didn't no how to cope, all she knew was that she wanted to hold him and tell him everything would be ok, but she didn't know that herself
Jack saw his clothes on the bed and slipped them on, slidding the book under his shirt without Karen noticing, He wasn't sure what he was doing was right but he had to think,
''Sorry'' he said one final time and walked down the stairs
Karen sat on the bed, wondering how everything had changed in such a short period of time, would there ever be a chance with Jack?, what would happen with Stan? All of a sudden she heard a huge bang and the scream of Jack, she ran to the stairs and looked over the banister, all she saw was Jack on to of the broken side table, She ran down and saw Stan waiting for Jack to get up, She jumped in front of Stan and shouted
'OMG what the hell are you doing?'
She ran over to Jack and helped him up, both his eyes were blood shot and there was a gash in the side of his head
''I'm ok really, ive really gotta go''
Jack knew he wasn't ok but couldn't stand to see Karen like this, He knew Stan would never touch Karen otherwise he would have stayed, he fled for the door and called a cab, Back at the house Karen was calling Stan every name under the sun, and Stan just took it, he left without and word, and Karen shouted
''Yer thats right go back to your fluzze im sure she won't talk back to you !''
Karen slammed the door and fell to the floor, not knowing where Jack was or what to do next
Grace finally saw Karen at work a week after Jack had gone missing, Her and Will knew Karen had found Jack but nothing else was said, Karen hadn't seen Jack after what had happened with Stan, and was scared of him actually doing something this time, She just sat at her desk, not even bothering to comment on Grace's outfit like he always did, She just looked into space wanting to hear the sweet voice of Jack.
Else where Jack Hadn't opened the door of his appartment for a week, he had heard Karen's voice every day asking if he was there, but he just couldn't face her, He had got to slip out to the doctors when Karen wasn't there and had disscovered he had broke three ribs, his left wrist was also broken, he had a black eye and 5 stiches in his head, All he could do was sit on the floor and cry, he was in so much pain and not just from his injuries, but from what he had read in Karen's diary, which he knew he shouldn't have read
Dear Diary,
Me and Jack went shopping today, he makes me feel like a real person, with feeling and hope, i bought him a new sweater he looked so cute today, it sooo showed his amazing eyes, I wonder what it would be like if he wasn't gay, would we still be so flirty with each other?, Would i have admitted i might fancy him?, i know this is just a dream but if anything ever did happen, there would be no way i could ever admit my feelings, i'm just not like that, hopefully he knows me well enough to know i was lying and ask, but i know it's just a stupid dream, well a girl's gotta have dreams when you've got a husband lik a beached whale'
Jack saw the tears roll onto the diary where Karen had signed her name, he couldn't believe he didn't know she lied, and couldn't believe she had admitted to herself she had feeling for him weeks ago Jack curled up with the diary against his chest and cried though the pain of his injuries and his feeling.
''Ow Stan don't act like you've never cheated on me before, you leave me with the crazy ass kids, when your off for weeks, Why do you think i drink so much, hey? do you think it's the fact your never here? I know your not just working, your off with your fluzzes up in some hotel !, just go down stairs you jackass i'll be down soon.......GO !'
Stan left the room, Karen and Jack heard the large man crash down stairs
''Ow Jackie, I'm sorry.......But i'm not sorry this happened'' Karen started up the convo
''Look Kare i think him just turning up like that was a sign, you know that this wasn't meant to be..... I'm sorry i don't regret you finding out how i feel, but........I still like guys and i've never even thought i could feel something for a woman... but i do, i guess i've gotta think but i'm not sure what would have happened if we'd done anything..... I'm sorry Kare''
''Ow poodle'' Karen couldn't believe what she wanted, she had finally found, and it wasn't shoes or jewls it was another person but now he was leaving
Karen saw Jack's amazing eyes filling up, She knew how much this was hurting him, but because she had been so unemotional before she wasn't sure how to react, now she felt so many feeling at once she didn't no how to cope, all she knew was that she wanted to hold him and tell him everything would be ok, but she didn't know that herself
Jack saw his clothes on the bed and slipped them on, slidding the book under his shirt without Karen noticing, He wasn't sure what he was doing was right but he had to think,
''Sorry'' he said one final time and walked down the stairs
Karen sat on the bed, wondering how everything had changed in such a short period of time, would there ever be a chance with Jack?, what would happen with Stan? All of a sudden she heard a huge bang and the scream of Jack, she ran to the stairs and looked over the banister, all she saw was Jack on to of the broken side table, She ran down and saw Stan waiting for Jack to get up, She jumped in front of Stan and shouted
'OMG what the hell are you doing?'
She ran over to Jack and helped him up, both his eyes were blood shot and there was a gash in the side of his head
''I'm ok really, ive really gotta go''
Jack knew he wasn't ok but couldn't stand to see Karen like this, He knew Stan would never touch Karen otherwise he would have stayed, he fled for the door and called a cab, Back at the house Karen was calling Stan every name under the sun, and Stan just took it, he left without and word, and Karen shouted
''Yer thats right go back to your fluzze im sure she won't talk back to you !''
Karen slammed the door and fell to the floor, not knowing where Jack was or what to do next
Grace finally saw Karen at work a week after Jack had gone missing, Her and Will knew Karen had found Jack but nothing else was said, Karen hadn't seen Jack after what had happened with Stan, and was scared of him actually doing something this time, She just sat at her desk, not even bothering to comment on Grace's outfit like he always did, She just looked into space wanting to hear the sweet voice of Jack.
Else where Jack Hadn't opened the door of his appartment for a week, he had heard Karen's voice every day asking if he was there, but he just couldn't face her, He had got to slip out to the doctors when Karen wasn't there and had disscovered he had broke three ribs, his left wrist was also broken, he had a black eye and 5 stiches in his head, All he could do was sit on the floor and cry, he was in so much pain and not just from his injuries, but from what he had read in Karen's diary, which he knew he shouldn't have read
Dear Diary,
Me and Jack went shopping today, he makes me feel like a real person, with feeling and hope, i bought him a new sweater he looked so cute today, it sooo showed his amazing eyes, I wonder what it would be like if he wasn't gay, would we still be so flirty with each other?, Would i have admitted i might fancy him?, i know this is just a dream but if anything ever did happen, there would be no way i could ever admit my feelings, i'm just not like that, hopefully he knows me well enough to know i was lying and ask, but i know it's just a stupid dream, well a girl's gotta have dreams when you've got a husband lik a beached whale'
Jack saw the tears roll onto the diary where Karen had signed her name, he couldn't believe he didn't know she lied, and couldn't believe she had admitted to herself she had feeling for him weeks ago Jack curled up with the diary against his chest and cried though the pain of his injuries and his feeling.
