Thanks for the reviews. I hope I answer your questions
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"Dude.. you ok?" Ross said as he picked up a bottle from the fridge for Emma.
"umm.." Chandler cleared his throat. "Umm yea. I'll... umm be back." Chandler got up and left the apartment.
"Where do you think he's going?" Phoebe was rocking Emma back and fourth.
"Probably find Monica.. or talk to Rach." Ross gave Phoebe the bottle.
"Ok well i'm gonna be late. I'll see you later. Thanks again for watching Emma."
"No problem." Phoebe smiled
Ross left.
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"Ok Monica you're gonna tell him tonight. Stop talking to yourself." Monica rubbed her head. She closed her eyes. There was a tap on her shoulder. She looked up.
It was Chandler. "Hey." He gave her a half smile.
"Oh... hey. umm.. what's up? Shouldn't you be at work?"
Chandler sat next to Monica. "I called in sick."
"You still do that?" Monica smiled at CHandler.
"I do feel a little sick.." There was an akward silence. "Why didn't you tell me?" Chandler swallowed.
"So you watched the Today Show didn't you?"
Chandler nodded.
"Of all days you choose to watch it." Monica laughed.
"Mon answer my question please."
"You were sooo excited about having this baby.." Monica's eyes filled with tears. "Yea.. like you said.. it was a miracle."
"Well it was." Chandler looked at the grass. "But why did you leave?"
"I lost the baby." Monica closed her eyes and streams of tears came running down her face.
"So why didn't you tell me?"
"I don't know! I left to think for a while. I went to L.A with Joey for a couple days just to clear my mind. Cause Joey was there when it happened. i came back like a week later. And i walked into the apartment and i heard noises coming from our bedroom." Monica wiped her face with her hands. "So i went a little closer to the door. It was you and Rachel."
"Oh.."
"Yea. So i went back to live with Joey. And he helped me. He took me to see a therapist. And we worked from there. And i was ok. Then yesterday was the day the baby was supposed to be born. My phone just went off at like 12:00 AM. And i looked at it and it was a reminder. And it said the baby's dude date. I just cried.Joey thought it'd be a great idea if i went with him to New York. To see you..." Monica looked at Chandler. He was staring at the floor. "I still love you."
Chandler just kept looking at the floor.
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Well. I don't know if that was even more confusing. Sorry for all this confusing stuff. I don't know if i answered any questions. But yea whatever.Please Review!!!!
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"Dude.. you ok?" Ross said as he picked up a bottle from the fridge for Emma.
"umm.." Chandler cleared his throat. "Umm yea. I'll... umm be back." Chandler got up and left the apartment.
"Where do you think he's going?" Phoebe was rocking Emma back and fourth.
"Probably find Monica.. or talk to Rach." Ross gave Phoebe the bottle.
"Ok well i'm gonna be late. I'll see you later. Thanks again for watching Emma."
"No problem." Phoebe smiled
Ross left.
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"Ok Monica you're gonna tell him tonight. Stop talking to yourself." Monica rubbed her head. She closed her eyes. There was a tap on her shoulder. She looked up.
It was Chandler. "Hey." He gave her a half smile.
"Oh... hey. umm.. what's up? Shouldn't you be at work?"
Chandler sat next to Monica. "I called in sick."
"You still do that?" Monica smiled at CHandler.
"I do feel a little sick.." There was an akward silence. "Why didn't you tell me?" Chandler swallowed.
"So you watched the Today Show didn't you?"
Chandler nodded.
"Of all days you choose to watch it." Monica laughed.
"Mon answer my question please."
"You were sooo excited about having this baby.." Monica's eyes filled with tears. "Yea.. like you said.. it was a miracle."
"Well it was." Chandler looked at the grass. "But why did you leave?"
"I lost the baby." Monica closed her eyes and streams of tears came running down her face.
"So why didn't you tell me?"
"I don't know! I left to think for a while. I went to L.A with Joey for a couple days just to clear my mind. Cause Joey was there when it happened. i came back like a week later. And i walked into the apartment and i heard noises coming from our bedroom." Monica wiped her face with her hands. "So i went a little closer to the door. It was you and Rachel."
"Oh.."
"Yea. So i went back to live with Joey. And he helped me. He took me to see a therapist. And we worked from there. And i was ok. Then yesterday was the day the baby was supposed to be born. My phone just went off at like 12:00 AM. And i looked at it and it was a reminder. And it said the baby's dude date. I just cried.Joey thought it'd be a great idea if i went with him to New York. To see you..." Monica looked at Chandler. He was staring at the floor. "I still love you."
Chandler just kept looking at the floor.
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Well. I don't know if that was even more confusing. Sorry for all this confusing stuff. I don't know if i answered any questions. But yea whatever.Please Review!!!!