I re-read the the fic and Monica wasn't shocked about Rachel. Rachel was the shocked one. I never said Phoebe and Ross were together. Phoebe was just watching Emma. While Ross and Rachel were at work.

*

"Chandler?..." Monica touched Chandler's arm.

"Yea."

"Did you sleep with Rachel to get back at me?"

"No.. well.. yea.. kinda.. i mean you went off with my best friend and so i thought you know. Monica you just.. you should have told me. I mean I would've done anything to talk to you. You were gone for 4 months. Why didn't you just call and tell me that your ok. Or yell at me for being an ass."

Monica cried. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry i'm such a terrible wife! I mean what was i supposed to do Chandler? I didn't know what to do. I was scared Chandler. I'm still kinda scared..." There was a long pause.

"Monica you're not a terrible wife. You're the best wife. I just.. i just wish you told me. We would've worked through it. Cause losing you is so much more harder then losing a baby. And losing a baby is pretty damn hard. We could've tried for another one or something" Chandler's phone rang. He took his cell out of his pocket and answered. "Hello? Hey honey. Yea. I'm fine. Yea. Nope... I'm at the park.. No we didn't. We're talking right now. Yea.. Ok. Yea 7. ok bye." He hung up.

"Rachel?"

"Yep. I've gotta go. Rach and I have reservations at 7." Chandler stood up.

"I better go to." She got up and they both walked.

*

"Hey Pheebs! Thanks for watching Emma!" Rachel bent over to pick Emma up. "Did you have fun with Auntie Phoebe?"

"Of course she did."

"Do you know when Ross will be home?"

"Umm he has a date tonight."

"He does? With who? "

"Some girl he met yesterday. I've gotta go Mike's gonna meet me at Central Perk."

"He didn't tell me he had a date tonight. Who's gonna watch Emma?"

"Call her baby sitter."

"She has the flu."

"Well.. take her with you."

"I can't. it's a nice resturaunt and she might cry or something.. This has never happened Pheebs! Ross or someone is always available!"

"Call you parents or Judy"

"Can't my dad is at some doctor thing and my mom is in Spain with Jill. Judy and Jack are on some honeymoon thing."

"Then cancel."

"I can't do that to Chandler. I mean he's had so much on his mind and i think he might want to vent."

"He can do that at home."

"That's true.."

*

In a cab. Chandler is about to get off.

"Chandler.." Monica looked into Chandler's eyes.

"Yea."

"What's gonna happen to us?" Monica bit her lip.

"... umm.. i don't know." Chandler shrugged. The cab stopped. "We'll talk about ok?"

"Ok. Tomorrow?"

"Yea." Chandler got out of the cab.

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