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IT'S SEVENTH CHAPTER!!! I can't believe it.

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Well, thanks to all those who have tried to read my fanfic. And more thanks to the people who send reviews. They make my live happier.

Sorry for all the mistakes you're going to see in this fic. I'm not form England, US or somewhere like that, I'm a Spanish girl, so my English is very poor. But I promise I'll try to do it as well as I can. Recess and all its characters aren't mine. Hope you like this chapter.

IT'S TOO LATE

Chapter 7: Hard words

."Are you cross with me for anything TJ?" asked Spinelli.

"If you really want to know it" said TJ slowly "I'll tell you what's happening"

Spinelli looked his friend waiting. She didn't know what was going on, and it seemed than in some seconds she would realise it.

"Will you start?" she asked impatient and a bit angry.

"Course I'll do, I was wondering If you were so intelligent to can discover it by yourself, but I can see you're not"

"Are you calling me.?" Spinelli started saying, but TJ continued as If she hadn't said anything.

"You. you were supposed to be in loved with me" the girl felt something in her stomach, but kept listening "And only a pair of months after you telling me that, I see how you've found a new boy to be with, and by chance (only by chance), he's the guy I've hated most since school. I think It's obvious what you're doing" TJ finished and looked at her, who couldn't believe what she had just listened.

"You're insinuating I."

"I'm not insinuating anything. I'm saying perfectly clear you're with that dammed Lawson only because you think it can bother me. But you're wrong, you can date him, and all guys in the country, and I won't be jealous.

If Spinelli had tried to speak, she wouldn't have been able to. She looked TJ as if she had never seen him.

"So you don't say anything." said TJ no looking at her "Then I'll go, I think."

"Why" started Spinelli, and the boy looked at her again ".why the hell I've been your friend for so long?"

"I've also wondered that" replied TJ, and the girl turned over and walked to her home, socked by all she had listened.

And then, when he saw she was going, he realized for the first time what he had just said. And he felt some feeling, that was evidently guilt.

He sat down on a bench, put his head in his hands and closed his eyes. When a moment later he looked up, he felt tears.

He never cried and he never sat alone in the street. He, for the first time in his life, didn't mind what people could think of him, standing there. He only had one thing in his head, Spinelli.

Why all those words had been said by him? Why was he so angry? Why he wasn't sincere with himself?

"No, I can't be. she's only my friend. well, now neither that. Now she must hate me, at least I'd do if I were she" muttered TJ.

He got up, and started walking, with no direction. Maybe he'd go to the school, where they first have met, where they usually played, where it had taken place his first kiss. with her. He smiled and remembered. That was a clearly memory, a beautiful memory.

If it had existed a prize for blind and jerk people, he'd sure have won it.

Now, he had two options, or invent a time machine, and come back to June and say "yes" to Spinelli, or try to solve that situation speaking. He wasn't sure she would look at him ever again, and he was less sure of she accepting him as something more than a friend, but he had to try.

He was in front of the school. He looked at it, and again remembered and smiled.

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Mmmm, I like this chapter, and you?

I know this doesn't matter, but I have to say that yesterday I finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Why I'm saying this? Because I'm proud of myself (I'm not presuming!) and I hope that what I can have learned reading it, helps me to do this fic better.

Reviews. yes, they're my friends, I always like meeting new ones, hehe.

As I said before, my country's language isn't English, son don't bother me writing reviews with all this fic's mistakes (it'd be endless reading them all, thanks)

Kisses Kaly Pax