They are Wrong
A/N: This is just something I wrote to vent some depression/frustration/anger. It's on Gundam Wing and is in the mind of one of the pilots. (bishounen! ^_^) It has slight shounen-ai and I mean SLIGHT because you can sub in almost any character into this. Except the last part where the name is said, but it's barely noticeable. This is kinda depressing if I wrote it right.
Disclaimer: If I owned it, then there'd be less fight scenes and more "character development" ^_~
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They are lying. They're wrong
They just don't understand, that's all…
Everytime you glare at me, yell at me, you were only worried about me.
Everytime you hit me, you were only trying to make me understand, only trying to express your concern.
All those times you ignore me, you were just in deep thought about our latest mission.
With every insult you throw my way, I die a bit more inside and my mask begins to crack.
But I know you don't mean it.
You don't mean to hurt me.
You don't mean to break my heart.
The rare scenes of slight concern you have shown for me run over and over in my head. You care.
I know you do.
The others just don't understand.
Their eyes fill with pity when they see my grin and light-hearted steps.
Why?
I have you by my side, why should I be sad?
They have told me not to get to close to you.
That I'll be hurt.
They have warned me that you don't feel the same.
That your cold, uncaring actions are what they appear.
They have told me lies.
Lies.
They are just confused, blind.
They are
Jealous.
My eyes bore into you and you turn away from your laptop.
Your prussian eyes are cold as always.
My heart skips a beat when you stare right at me.
I hold my breath in anticipation.
You open your mouth and one word in your monotone escapes, "Duo"
My heart beats wildly in my chest and I struggle to not let it show.
"Yes?"
"Go. Somewhere.Else." your voice was flat as you glare at me.
"H-hai" I stutter.
That was not thinly veiled fury in your voice.
You just don't know how to show emotions other than anger and hate.
That was not disgust and annoyance in your eyes.
You kept your feelings hidden behind these shields so I won't feel bad about leaving.
You just wanted me to do something productive.
You didn't want me to be bored.
That was you caring.
About me.
The others are wrong.
They have to be.
- Owari -
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