Title: Beautiful Mess 3/?

Author: Christen (purplehaysc@netscape.com) or if you want to get a response during the week email me at 23405@sjamail.net

Disclaimer: These Characters belong to Passions except anyone you do not recognize.

Distribution: Take it, but let me know. If you have any of my other fics, go ahead.

Comments: email me all you comments and suggestions. Ok and I just wanted to tell a big thanks to one of my readers who suggested I write this. J

(Beautiful Mess by Diamond Rio)

"What a beautiful mess, what a beautiful mess I'm in
Spending all my time with you
There's nothing else I'd rather do
What a sweet addiction that I'm caught up in
'Cause I can't get enough
Can't stop the hunger for your love
What a beautiful, what a beautiful mess I'm in"

Noah came around the corner caring a cup of coffee and he saw Miguel. "Miguel?"

The second he heard Noah's voice he ran over. "Is Kay ok? Is the baby ok? Did I miss it?" Miguel asked worried.

"No, look why don't you go in. I know Kay wants to see you." Noah said as he went in first. "Kay, there's someone here to see you."

"Unless it's the person with the drugs, I really don't want to see them."

"Well what if it was me?" Miguel asked as he came in.

"You need to get out! You did this to me! This is all your fault!" Kay said as she started throwing ice cubes at Miguel.

"Ok, ok, I'm leaving." Miguel said as he went back outside and so did Noah.

"Sorry about that, she hasn't really been very happy."

"But I thought you said she wanted to see me?"

"She does. She's just worried that you're not here to see her."

"That much I understand. I mean she always worries about that."

"Well what are you going to do to prove to her you're here to see her?"

"I'm going to talk to her till she believes me." Miguel said as he started to open the door.

"Take this." Noah said as he offered him a book.

"What for?"

"A shield." Noah said smiling.

"Thanks." Miguel said as he opened the door. "Kay… look we need to talk." Miguel said.

"I don't want to talk to you!"  Kay screamed as she threw some more of her ice at him.

"Nice try." Miguel said as he blocked them with the book. "But I'm not leaving."

"Don't say that because I'm not letting you stay." Kay said as she reached for more ice but realized there as none.

"Then I guess I'm staying." Noah said as he took the seat next to Kay.

"Don't I get any opinion in this?"

"No, because you're not thinking sanely."

"Do I ever?"

"No, but you can't kick me out, Kay."

"Why not?"

"Because I want to be here with you. I wouldn't want to be any where's else."

"Not even with Charity?" Kay said sarcastically.

"No, we're through you know that."

"But you still love her."

"And I always will but there's you…" Miguel started to say but Kay let out a loud scream.

"Kay, take a deep breath." Miguel said worried as he took her hand.

"It hurts so much." Kay said as tears started to come down her face.

"I know just breath, it'll pass."

Kay started to breathe and squeeze Miguel's hand tight.

Noah's phone rang. He answered the phone quickly not wanting to wake up Kay. "Hello?" Noah whispered.

"Why are you whispering?"

"Someone's sleeping in my room and I don't want to wake them up."

"Well this will be quick."

"Ok, shoot."

"Look I know we should of told you sooner but Kay's pregnant."

"Oh really, who's the father?"

"Miguel."

"And how is everyone taking the news?"

"Not too good especially your mother. Her and Kay have been at each other's throats."

"That doesn't sound any good so why are you calling me?"

"Well it seems Kay's ran away and we don't know where she is. We're really worried."

"You couldn't stop her?"

"Well… that's a long story but I'm wondering is if she came to see you."

"Why do you think she she'd come here?"

"I know it's a stretch but we were hoping she did."

"Well I don't really think I can say no."

"Then she is?"

"But I can't really yes either."

"Why not?"

"Because she really doesn't won't for you to come get here."

"But…"

"Give her time. You have to. Because if you come now; she'll just move further and you might never find her."

"I guess you've got a point."

"Look I'll try to warm her up to you but I don't know how long that will take."

"Just do it as quickly as you can."

"I will."

"Well I'm glad she came to you."

"Me too."

Pilar walked into the police station and went up to Sam's desk. "Have you seen Luis?"

"Give me a second." Sam said. "Anyone seen officer Lopez-Fitzgerald?" Sam asked the officers.

"He had a family emergency. He checked out a squad car." One of the officer's spoke up.

"What kind of an emergency?" Sam asked.

"He didn't say. He left with his brothers and his sister through."

"Thanks." Sam said and then turned to Pilar. "I'm guessing he didn't tell you?"

"No, not one word. What could be the "emergency"?"

"It's not Beth. He'd tell you if she went into labor."

"True."

"And Antonio would tell you if Sheridan went into labor."

"Right."

"If something was wrong with Little Ethan, Theresa would tell you."

"But if Kay was in labor, no one tell me."

"You've got a point."

"How's Antonio doing?" Miguel asked as he came back into the waiting room.

"No change. Where did you go?" Pilar asked.

"I was at the Bennett's." Miguel said sitting down.

"What did Kay need now?" Pilar asked sarcastically.

"Kay didn't anything."

"Then why did you go over there?"

"Because I needed to find Kay."

"Find Kay?" Pilar asked confused.

"Yes find Kay, she's missing."

"Missing? You mean she's been taken?"

"No, mama."

"Then what's going on?"

"Kay ran away."

"What? Why would she do that? Why wouldn't she tell you she was leaving?"

"I don't know."

"She didn't ever tell you, the father of her child! And does her family even know where is?"

"We all do. She's with her brother."

"Which one?"

"Noah."

"Wait you're saying she did tell someone where she was going?'

"No, look we called Noah and he told us where she was."

"And Sam's going to go get her right?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"We decided it would best if we let her be."

"Best for who? Are you really ok with your baby being some where's else?"

"No I'm not but what can I do?"

"Legally you have rights."

"I'm not going to force her to come back."

"Why not?"

"Because the stress could cause her to lose the baby, she's my best friend and because I don't want to cause her to never to come back."

Kay laid her head back down on the pillow.

Miguel let go over hand. "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine. I can take the pain at least until the doctor with the drugs gets here."

"How can you?"

"I have to. If I don't how is our baby going to be born?"

"Good point. Kay about what I was saying…"

"I don't care; I'm just glad you're here."

"Me too."

"Look I'm sorry for throwing all my ice at you."

Miguel smiled. "It's ok. Do you want me to get you some more?"

"It doesn't really do any good but yes I'd like some more."

"Ok I'll be right back." Miguel said getting up and grabbed the container. He mentally told himself that when he came back he'd tell her, he loved her.