Monsters like Me..
Written by: LaNyka Lincoln (Obey the Lock)
Teal sees a never-ending torment of her past but refuses to face the present, as she longs for a peaceful future. The hate, does it end? It basically evolves around Teal's prospective (in a poetic kind of way). My sister is poetic but I'm not, so whoever is reading this, hang in there. You too, Teal, there is always someone out there for you; just open your damn eyes for a change.
There She's standing there; just watching me I hate her I hate myself Why do I exist? The killing.I never deserve to live Yet I can't die. I don't understand. David. Everyone. I'm sorry. I've abandoned everyone. I don't deserve to love anyone, Or to be loved by anyone else. I don't deserve anything I'm punishing myself.
Teal quickly woke up, panting heavily; her sweat stained her pillow and mostly her back shirt. It was morning. She hated the morning. It never suited her; slowly she sat up in her bed and stared painfully at the grandfather clock. 6:30 a.m. Shit. Teal lazily slumped out of bed and went inside the bathroom, she viewed herself in the mirror, it was slighted stained. Her face formed a shameful look as she glared deep into her reflection. "God, I hate myself."
Daredevil Teal
I hate that name more than anything.almost more than myself
Even that damn name Red-headed Dominion, who in the hell gave me that
name, no, who fucking thought that.whatever.
It doesn't matter in the end.
Soon enough nothing will
Those eyes. The blue one and green one, it means chaos.
Madness
Sorrow
Loneliness
And monstrosity.
After getting dress and eating a small breakfast, the red-headed girl walked along the broad walk to avoid the dusty road, she observes her surroundings; children chasing one another as the adult yells at them to stay still and road was covered moving cargo wagons, jeeps and other transportation vehicles. Young men and women flirting about like school children. Pathetic. The suns were blazing like hell, she couldn't stand it, but seeing the children enjoying the brief life childhood made her slightly smile. As she walked past the saloon, she overheard her name, which came from a table full with bounty hunting drunks in the far corner of the bar.
She felt like hiding herself, slowly she departed away into the crowd but unfortunately she was spotted by one of them, "Oh Shit." She swiftly hid deeper inside the swarm, as much as she doesn't like being in a crowded situation, she really didn't have a choice.
Leave me alone
Let me be.
I know what I have done and I'm sorry
The bloodshed, I'm sorry. The people, god, I'm so sorry. Please. leave me alone.
I can't stop here. Never did. And never will. My life can't end here and it won't! I'm so sorry.
I know what I am, I never forgot what had happen and I had killed
myself for that. But an image of this monster is still here.
The rumors spread faster than Teal could hide, soon group bounty hunters and-- rouges? "Wait, Rouges? This is getting serious. I gotta get the hell out of here." She thought. She formed her jacket as a somewhat hood and ran inside the crowd again. Finally she reached to the inn where she stayed, slipped quickly past the manager and went into her room. She grabbed a long cloth, wrapped around herself and then grabbed her belongings and left.
Why? Why Am I being punished?
I mean from the beginning.my childhood. Why?
Because I was born, no, I was born into a world of chaos and hate
But I don't deserve this! I never don---
"Oof!" Teal slammed into tall man wearing a noticeable red color, instinctively she seize him and landing him gently on the ground and then reacted quickly towards the flying bags of donuts; she grabbed the bag and she caught the rest of them with the sack and got the last one with her mouth. She got a glimpse of the man before handing him back his bag and departed. He was TALL, wearing a long, red trench-like coat with blonde hair that stuck straight up like a Mohawk. And he eyes were.nice.
"Hey!!" a voice directed to Teal, "I'm missing one!" Teal paused and then slowly turned around, she had the donut wedged into her mouth. "Mho wre?" ("Who me?" in legible words) The man made a displeasing look as the smiling Teal took the donut out of her mouth and hand it to him. The blond made a repellent look and said, "In fact, you can have that." She smiled and left munching happily on the donut. As she walked casually as she could, for some reason she felt a disturbed sense that someone is following her; quickly she cut into an alley and found trash can to conceal herself inside. She waited for almost a minute or three before lifting up the trash top; suddenly a force pushed her back. She tried opening the top again as she did; there stood the tall red coat man lending against the wall staring straight at her.
"Who long are you going keep up with this charade? They will catch you eventually." he spoke seriously. "If you don't tell them that I'm here." Teal added, doubting if he would agree on her word, "Are you?" "Sure. I won't tell. I'm not really a mean person you probably have a reason of some sort. Only if." he pause hoping she would dare to ask.
And she did. "If what?"
"You go out with me." He said it, plain and simple.
Written by: LaNyka Lincoln (Obey the Lock)
Teal sees a never-ending torment of her past but refuses to face the present, as she longs for a peaceful future. The hate, does it end? It basically evolves around Teal's prospective (in a poetic kind of way). My sister is poetic but I'm not, so whoever is reading this, hang in there. You too, Teal, there is always someone out there for you; just open your damn eyes for a change.
There She's standing there; just watching me I hate her I hate myself Why do I exist? The killing.I never deserve to live Yet I can't die. I don't understand. David. Everyone. I'm sorry. I've abandoned everyone. I don't deserve to love anyone, Or to be loved by anyone else. I don't deserve anything I'm punishing myself.
Teal quickly woke up, panting heavily; her sweat stained her pillow and mostly her back shirt. It was morning. She hated the morning. It never suited her; slowly she sat up in her bed and stared painfully at the grandfather clock. 6:30 a.m. Shit. Teal lazily slumped out of bed and went inside the bathroom, she viewed herself in the mirror, it was slighted stained. Her face formed a shameful look as she glared deep into her reflection. "God, I hate myself."
Daredevil Teal
I hate that name more than anything.almost more than myself
Even that damn name Red-headed Dominion, who in the hell gave me that
name, no, who fucking thought that.whatever.
It doesn't matter in the end.
Soon enough nothing will
Those eyes. The blue one and green one, it means chaos.
Madness
Sorrow
Loneliness
And monstrosity.
After getting dress and eating a small breakfast, the red-headed girl walked along the broad walk to avoid the dusty road, she observes her surroundings; children chasing one another as the adult yells at them to stay still and road was covered moving cargo wagons, jeeps and other transportation vehicles. Young men and women flirting about like school children. Pathetic. The suns were blazing like hell, she couldn't stand it, but seeing the children enjoying the brief life childhood made her slightly smile. As she walked past the saloon, she overheard her name, which came from a table full with bounty hunting drunks in the far corner of the bar.
She felt like hiding herself, slowly she departed away into the crowd but unfortunately she was spotted by one of them, "Oh Shit." She swiftly hid deeper inside the swarm, as much as she doesn't like being in a crowded situation, she really didn't have a choice.
Leave me alone
Let me be.
I know what I have done and I'm sorry
The bloodshed, I'm sorry. The people, god, I'm so sorry. Please. leave me alone.
I can't stop here. Never did. And never will. My life can't end here and it won't! I'm so sorry.
I know what I am, I never forgot what had happen and I had killed
myself for that. But an image of this monster is still here.
The rumors spread faster than Teal could hide, soon group bounty hunters and-- rouges? "Wait, Rouges? This is getting serious. I gotta get the hell out of here." She thought. She formed her jacket as a somewhat hood and ran inside the crowd again. Finally she reached to the inn where she stayed, slipped quickly past the manager and went into her room. She grabbed a long cloth, wrapped around herself and then grabbed her belongings and left.
Why? Why Am I being punished?
I mean from the beginning.my childhood. Why?
Because I was born, no, I was born into a world of chaos and hate
But I don't deserve this! I never don---
"Oof!" Teal slammed into tall man wearing a noticeable red color, instinctively she seize him and landing him gently on the ground and then reacted quickly towards the flying bags of donuts; she grabbed the bag and she caught the rest of them with the sack and got the last one with her mouth. She got a glimpse of the man before handing him back his bag and departed. He was TALL, wearing a long, red trench-like coat with blonde hair that stuck straight up like a Mohawk. And he eyes were.nice.
"Hey!!" a voice directed to Teal, "I'm missing one!" Teal paused and then slowly turned around, she had the donut wedged into her mouth. "Mho wre?" ("Who me?" in legible words) The man made a displeasing look as the smiling Teal took the donut out of her mouth and hand it to him. The blond made a repellent look and said, "In fact, you can have that." She smiled and left munching happily on the donut. As she walked casually as she could, for some reason she felt a disturbed sense that someone is following her; quickly she cut into an alley and found trash can to conceal herself inside. She waited for almost a minute or three before lifting up the trash top; suddenly a force pushed her back. She tried opening the top again as she did; there stood the tall red coat man lending against the wall staring straight at her.
"Who long are you going keep up with this charade? They will catch you eventually." he spoke seriously. "If you don't tell them that I'm here." Teal added, doubting if he would agree on her word, "Are you?" "Sure. I won't tell. I'm not really a mean person you probably have a reason of some sort. Only if." he pause hoping she would dare to ask.
And she did. "If what?"
"You go out with me." He said it, plain and simple.