There is something I need to tell you something you need to hear something that will make you run or stay I love you and you need to know I would never hurt you never walk away from you the way you have from me never shut you out the way you did me after I am through with my speech I hope you will stay and tell me what feel so I stop you and say: "Grissom, I need to talk to you," I pray you don't run at just those words you turn and look me in the eyes wow those eyes I can see what you feel I can see what you want to say I can see you the way you were before you shut me out "I love you Sara Sidle" that was not the response I was prepared to hear I am not even sure that was what you said so I stare I say nothing I don't think I can and then your eyes change I can see the fear and I still can't speak I try I want you to know I love you too but the words don't come and you turn and basically run towards your office I hear your door slam and it seems to snap me out of my trance I run to your door and try to open it its locked that can't be a good sign "Gris, please open up" is that sobbing I hear as I put my ear to the door no this is not a good sign I have to get in there "Gil, please let me in.....please Gil" I am begging you will let me in but all I hear is you crying I can't believe I made you cry I am so stupid all I had to do is to tell you how I felt I have made up my mind you have to know so I raise my voice I know everyone would be able to hear but I was past the point of caring what anyone thought about except for the man behind the door that was crying over me "I LOVE YOU TOO GILBERT GRISSOM" all the sound that was going on in the lab has ceased I suddenly feel very naked everything I have tried to hide came out in that one statement I turn my head to the left and find Catherine, Nick, and Warrick, all staring at me with big grins on their faces I realize I have a way out all I have to do is turn right and run but no I turn towards the door in front of me I try the handle again, its unlocked now great now all I have to do is walk inside and find out what happens next boy this is going to be harder than I thought I take a deep breath and step inside shutting the door behind me I am meet by a pair of lips on mine I am taking back a bit but soon realize this is you the man of my dreams that is kissing me and I give in our kiss is demanding yet giving it informs each other of our feelings we pull way to get a much needed breath I see your tear stained cheecks and reach up to touch them it tears me apart to realize I have done this to you I look in your eyes the first time since I came in the office "I love you Grissom, that's what I wanted to tell you before you shocked me I love you" "I love you too Sara, I ran when I thought....that....." "Out with it Gil" "I thought I had miss read your signals because when I told you I loved you.. you looked mortified...I got scared" "So where do we go from here.....I mean everyone knows how I feel about you

and the fact we haven't killed each other they probably know how you feel about me so I am pretty sure keeping it quiet is..." and I was cut off by another one of your kisses "Sorry you were babbling" "It's ok you should cut me off more often, so where do we go?" "Well do you want to go to your place, mine or go get something to eat?" "Well yours and you can cook me breakfast but I am talking about after that" "Sara I don't care what anyone thinks except you and I am going to do everything in my power to make you happy and stay with you if you want me to" That's all I have ever wanted out of you and now I have it So I presume when I fall to sleep for the rest of my life it won't be alone for now all I care about is our future I am glad we had this talk